Elusive Drug
Damhnait Doyle Lyrics


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I'll be a life size
cutout of all your faults
open up your wounds
I will be the salt

no intermission
no time to rest
this is the real thing
this is not a test

chorus
you're the elusive drug
that keeps me from myself
when I reach for you
you're healing someone else
an addiction comes so sudden
oh, it comes so sweet
the elusive drug has me beat

your the epitome of
what you hate about me
you inspire me
to be more like you

and it pleases me
to see you so frustrated
growing intimidated, agitated
cause I'm just like you

chorus

and you pick on my imperfections
and you put 'em out on show
you're well worn crown of compliments
I will never know





chorus out

Overall Meaning

In Damhnait Doyle's song, "Elusive Drug," the lyrics suggest a toxic relationship between two individuals. The singer presents themselves as willing to be everything that their partner despises, from being a constant reminder of their faults to being the salt on their wounds. The partner, who seems to be elusive, acts as a drug that the singer is addicted to. Every time the singer reaches for them, they end up healing someone else, leaving the singer feeling defeated. The addiction comes suddenly and sweetly, overpowering the singer's ability to overcome it.


Furthermore, the lyrics suggest that the partner serves as an inspiration for the singer to act just like them, despite hating everything about themselves that the partner represents. It pleases the singer to see the partner growing agitated and intimidated as the singer becomes more similar to them. The partner reveals the singer's imperfections, putting them on display for the world to see, while the partner's own insecurities and compliments will forever remain hidden from the singer.


Overall, "Elusive Drug" suggests a toxic relationship full of self-loathing and borderline obsession. The singer is addicted to someone they can't reach and are willing to become everything they hate to be with them.


Line by Line Meaning

I'll be a life size
I will be a full-sized representation


cutout of all your faults
depicting all your shortcomings


open up your wounds
revealing your vulnerabilities


I will be the salt
adding pain to your wounds


no intermission
no breaks or pauses


no time to rest
no opportunity to relax


this is the real thing
this is not fake or an act


this is not a test
this is a serious situation


you're the elusive drug
you are the addictive substance that cannot be found


that keeps me from myself
that prevents me from being myself


when I reach for you
when I try to find you


you're healing someone else
you are comforting someone else


an addiction comes so sudden
an intense craving occurs abruptly


oh, it comes so sweet
the addiction is momentarily pleasurable


the elusive drug has me beat
I am unable to overcome the addiction


your the epitome of
you are the perfect example of


what you hate about me
the qualities that you dislike in me


you inspire me
you motivate me


to be more like you
to become similar to you


and it pleases me
it makes me happy


to see you so frustrated
to observe you feeling annoyed and upset


growing intimidated, agitated
becoming fearful and annoyed


cause I'm just like you
because I am similar to you


and you pick on my imperfections
you criticize my flaws


and you put 'em out on show
you display them for others to see


you're well worn crown of compliments
your many accolades and honors


I will never know
I will never experience them




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