Visions
Danrell Lyrics

I have visions of, visions of, visions of
I constantly imagine and envision different scenarios

Visions of you, visions of sitting alone in my room
I imagine you being with me, sitting alone in my room

Flowers arise, all of them look just like you
I see flowers blooming, and they remind me of you

All I can look at is you, yeah
You are all I focus on

Look at me how you look into your phone
You pay more attention to your phone than to me

Even when your here I still feel alone
Even when you're physically present, I still feel lonely

Always online yet we lost all connection
Despite being constantly connected online, we have lost our emotional connection

Late night 11:11, I wish I wasn't
At late night, when it's 11:11, I wish things were different

Cold and alone no comfort in sight
I feel cold and alone, with no solace in sight

Hoping and praying for someone to care
I hope and pray for someone to show concern and care for me

I need someone who cares, I need someone who's there
I long for someone who genuinely cares and is always there for me

I need someone who loves me like J Dilla loved his snare
I need someone to love me intensely and passionately

Need someone who loves me
I need someone who truly loves me

Like these California kids lovin' their festivals and fairs, yeah
Just like how Californian kids love their festivals and fairs

It's not fair, it's not fair and that's why I'm drinking
I acknowledge that it's not fair, and that's why I'm resorting to drinking

Need you on my shit, without you I'm sinking
I need you in my life, without you I feel like I'm drowning

Visions of you I'm envisioning freedom
I imagine being free when I think of you

Without you I'm locked with these demons, in my head I'm-
Without you, I feel trapped and haunted by my inner demons

Used to be so good, then we fell apart
We had a good relationship in the past, but then it fell apart

Used to be my light, then I made it dark
You used to be my source of happiness, but I ruined it

I don't know how it happened, I knew I should've reacted
I'm unsure of how things ended this way, and I know I should've taken action

Like I didn't give a fuck, but I did now look at what happened
I acted like I didn't care, but now I see the consequences of my actions

I'm sitting here dreaming, thinking of things that I believe in
I'm sitting here, lost in my dreams and contemplating my beliefs

But nothing seems to come to mind except you at the Four Seasons
Nothing else occupies my thoughts, except for you at the Four Seasons

Where we used to go
The place we used to frequent

Every day with you I treat it like the Super Bowl
Every day spent with you feels like a momentous occasion

My mom telling me that I got to let it go
My mom advises me to move on

I got to let her know, I got to let her know, that I've been
I have to communicate to her that I have been

I got visions of
I constantly have visions of

Visions of you, visions of you
Visions of you, visions of you

Telling the truth I don't know
I don't know what the truth is

Don't know what's real, don't know what's real
I am unsure of what is real

Girl what is the deal I don't know
I don't understand what is happening, girl, I truly don't know