Neverland
Darren Hayes Lyrics


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Long ago when mercury descended high on the moon
Far below when little hands are making shapes in the room
The shadows they dance and they cheer up this place

The face that's staring through a tiny crack in the door
Eyes so wide, he's never seen a woman fall on the floor
I swear daddy's killed her this time
Should I make a rocket?
Should I try to fly away?
Should I make a hammer?
Should I try to smash his face?

Should I make a bullet?
Should I try to shoot the gun?
I'm sure the judge will let me off real soon

Long ago when saturn tried to find a way past the sun
Deep inside a little boy is turning pain into fun
The pencils, the crayons, the paint colors run

The plans are forming slowly made with scissors and glue
Eyes so wide, he's telling mommy all the things he can do
He'll sketch a contraption to save them for sure

He can draw an alien
He can come and take them home
He can draw a cartoon
He can draw a safety hatch

He can draw a hot bath
He can plug a toaster in
And wait till daddy's nice and warm
Toss it in

And then when he's gone
There's a neverland of fun

Take a loaded gun
Take a shot of rum
Take a poison rat
There's a lesson in that

No more closing fist
No more face to hit
No more bloody nose
Or apologetic roses

Long ago when mercury descended high above the moon
(Should I make a rocket? Should I try to fly away?)
Far below little hands are making shapes in the room
(Should I make a hammer? Should I try to smash his face?)

Long ago when saturn tried to find a way past the sun
(Should I draw a cartoon? Should I draw an alien?)




Deep inside a little boy is turning pain into fun
(Should I draw a hot bath? Should I plug a toaster in?)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Darren Hayes's song Neverland describe the thoughts and feelings of a child who is experiencing abuse and violence at the hands of his father. The opening lines depict a scene where the child is playing with his hands, making shapes in the room, while the shadows dance and cheer around him. However, the child's peace is suddenly disrupted by the sound of his mother falling to the ground, possibly due to the father's violence. The child is traumatized by the violence he has witnessed, and he expresses his confusion and anger by wondering whether he should build a rocket or a bullet to escape from the violence or take revenge.


The second verse describes how the child copes with the pain and trauma inflicted on him by his father. He retreats to his imaginary world, where he draws pictures of aliens, cartoons, and safety hatches, which provide solace and comfort to him. He imagines a place where he can escape from the abuse and find freedom. The chorus emphasizes the child's desire to escape from the violence by using drugs, alcohol, or poison. He sees this as a way to end the misery and find the happiness he craves.


The song is a powerful indictment of child abuse and domestic violence. It is a poignant portrayal of the emotional and psychological impact of these crimes on children. The lyrics capture the sense of helplessness and despair that victims of abuse feel, as well as the coping mechanisms they develop to protect themselves. The song also highlights the importance of creating safe spaces for children, where they can find refuge from violence and abuse.


Line by Line Meaning

Long ago when mercury descended high on the moon
In the past, when there was chaos and confusion, and things were difficult to understand.


Far below when little hands are making shapes in the room
Even though there are problems, life still goes on and children are still playing and having fun.


The shadows they dance and they cheer up this place
Even in difficult times, there is still some light and joy.


The face that's staring through a tiny crack in the door
A child who is scared and hiding, witnessing something violent or traumatic.


Eyes so wide, he's never seen a woman fall on the floor
The child is experiencing something that is confusing and scary, possibly domestic abuse.


I swear daddy's killed her this time
The child thinks his father has killed someone this time and is scared for his own safety.


Should I make a rocket?
A child is trying to cope with trauma by playing and trying to escape from reality.


Should I try to fly away?
The child is hoping to escape their current situation by running away or finding a way to leave.


Should I make a hammer?
The child is considering fighting back or taking action against the abuser.


Should I try to smash his face?
The child is thinking about violence as a solution to their problem.


Should I make a bullet?
The child is contemplating suicide or murder as a way out of their situation.


Should I try to shoot the gun?
The child is considering violence or self-harm as a solution to their pain and trauma.


I'm sure the judge will let me off real soon
The child is naive and thinks that they will be able to get away with violence or self-harm and move on with their life.


Deep inside a little boy is turning pain into fun
The child is trying to cope with their trauma by turning it into something fun or distracting.


The plans are forming slowly made with scissors and glue
The child is making a plan to escape or fight back against their abuser using whatever resources are available to them.


Eyes so wide, he's telling mommy all the things he can do
The child is excited about their plan to escape or fight back and feels like they have a chance to make things better.


He'll sketch a contraption to save them for sure
The child is using their imagination to come up with a plan to escape or protect themselves and their family.


He can draw an alien
The child is using their imagination as a way to distract themselves from their trauma.


He can come and take them home
The child is imagining being rescued or saved from their situation by an outside force.


He can draw a cartoon
The child is concentrating on drawing or creating something as a way to distract themselves from their trauma.


He can draw a safety hatch
The child is imagining ways to protect themselves and their family from their abuser.


He can draw a hot bath
The child is imagining ways to take care of themselves and find comfort in difficult times.


He can plug a toaster in
The child is considering using violence or self-harm as a way to escape from their situation.


And wait till daddy's nice and warm
The child is considering using violence or self-harm as a way to get revenge on their abuser.


Toss it in
The child is considering using violence or self-harm as a way to escape from their situation or harm their abuser.


And then when he's gone
The child is imagining a world where their abuser no longer has power over them and they are free from fear and trauma.


There's a neverland of fun
The child is imagining a world where they are free from fear and trauma and can simply have fun and be a child.


Take a loaded gun
The child is considering using violence or self-harm as a way to escape from their situation or harm their abuser.


Take a shot of rum
The child is considering using drugs or alcohol as a way to escape from their situation or numb their pain.


Take a poison rat
The child is considering using suicide as a way to escape from their situation or stop their pain.


There's a lesson in that
The child is trying to learn from their trauma and find some meaning or purpose in what they have experienced.


No more closing fist
The child is imagining a world where they are free from violence and abuse.


No more face to hit
The child is imagining a world where they are free from violence and abuse.


No more bloody nose
The child is imagining a world where they are free from violence and abuse.


Or apologetic roses
The child is imagining a world where apologies are not necessary because there is no violence or abuse.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: DARREN HAYES, JUSTIN SHAVE

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Comments from YouTube:

sarah mostafa

This is pure genius , its sarcastic, inventive yet heart breaking yet with a clever dark sense of humor
You will always be one of the most talented singer and songwriter ever

Kathy Miller

I absolutely love the song. I always love everything he does.

Ardit I.

This man is far more talented than given credit.....the world is missing much.....

Андрій Зайченко

It's perfect!

Tracy Nottage

I like it, nice one 👍

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