If Only
Daulton Hopkins Lyrics

The lyrics to Daulton Hopkins's song "If Only" tell a story of a relationship that has encountered difficulties and ended prematurely. In the first verse, the atmosphere is described as "quietly distant and cold," indicating a lack of emotional connection. The singer expresses their dissatisfaction with how quickly they fell out of sync with their partner, noting the warning signs and a sense of misalignment.

In the second verse, the singer mentions that their emotions have become disordered or "gone askew." They find themselves fixated on their partner, despite the presence of dark clouds outside. While the clouds could be seen as a warning, the singer interprets them as a sign that their relationship is destined to end. They question how they ended up in their current situation, indicating a sense of confusion and longing for answers.

The chorus expresses the singer's emotional state more directly. They long for comfort and warmth in the rain, metaphorically representing their broken heart. Despite being hurt, they are willing to repeat the experience, as indicated by the line "I'm broke but I'd do it again." They mention a "soft tune" that they both lied to, perhaps symbolizing the false promises or illusions of the relationship. The singer's heart still desires some time with their ex-partner, but acknowledges that it may only be wishful thinking.

In the third verse, the singer refers to a person who started as a friend of a friend but quickly became an important presence in their life. The singer couldn't resist their company and allowed themselves to develop deeper feelings, even though they assumed a few months of involvement would not cause harm. However, the emotions they experience are stronger than they initially let on. Despite everything, the singer believes their partner understands them.

The final chorus echoes the longing for warmth and comfort in the rain. The singer admits they are broken but still willing to go through the experience again. They refer to a soft tune they both lied to, emphasizing that their heart still yearns for more time together. The phrase "if only then" implies a sense of regret and a desire to change the outcome.

The fourth and final verse acknowledges the positive memories shared between the singer and their partner, expressing happiness for those good times. The singer believes they will continue to encounter reminders of their partner in different aspects of their life. They suggest the possibility of crossing paths again in the future, proposing a chance to start over with a first date. While the time will play its role in determining their future, the singer is open to the idea of reconnecting.