Addict
Davey Suicide Lyrics

IIIII'm an addict iIIII'm an addict
I am caught in the cycle of addiction, constantly craving and dependent on something.

You're the recipe for me
You are the perfect combination of factors that fuel my addiction.

To never sleep again
My addiction keeps me awake and restless, preventing me from finding peace.

I should have learned by now
Despite my past experiences and failures, I have not yet gained the knowledge or understanding to overcome my addiction.

You're always creeping in
My addiction continually infiltrates my life, slowly and persistently taking control.

Deep down you're caving in
Internally, my addiction is causing me to crumble and collapse under its weight.

I know you will never change
I am aware that my addiction will never alter its destructive nature or release its hold on me.

Band aids won't fix holes
Superficial attempts and temporary solutions won't heal the wounds and damage caused by my addiction.

That a bullet makes
My addiction inflicts deep and lasting harm, comparable to the impact of a gunshot.

Keeping pushing the pull door
I continue to make futile efforts to escape from my addiction, unknowingly pushing myself further into its grasp.

Forcing people away
As my addiction takes control, I unintentionally push those around me away, isolating myself further.

Until there is no one left
Eventually, I will drive away everyone in my life, leaving me alone to face the consequences of my addiction.

To join in your parade
There will be no one left to support or participate in the destructive path that my addiction leads me on.

Build an island by yourself just
I retreat into isolation, constructing a metaphorical island in an attempt to separate myself from the influence of my addiction.

To sit there and wait
In this isolated state, I passively wait for something to change, hoping for a resolution to my addiction.

You're a forest fire, feeding gasoline
My addiction is like an uncontrollable wildfire, constantly growing and consuming fuel to sustain its destructive flames.

When you're out of water
When there are no more resources or measures to suppress my addiction, it spirals out of control.

Nothing keeps it clean we won't evacuate
No matter how chaotic or destructive my addiction becomes, I refuse to abandon it and seek help or escape from its grip.

I'm gonna demonstrate that
I will show, through my actions, that temporary fixes or superficial solutions can't mend the damage caused by my addiction.

Shout out to the ride-or-dies
A tribute to those who remain by my side despite my addiction, loyal and committed to supporting me.

A fist for my villains forgive the mistakes
Acknowledging the harm caused by my actions, I extend a gesture of forgiveness to those I have hurt in an attempt to rectify past wrongs.

But remember the feeling
While seeking forgiveness, it is important to remember the painful emotions and consequences caused by my addiction as a reminder to avoid repeating past mistakes.

How deep is your worst cut
Reflecting on the severity of the wounds caused by my addiction to fully comprehend the impact it has on myself and others.

How low did you sink?
Acknowledging the depths to which I allowed myself to descend due to my addiction, recognizing the severity of my actions and choices.

When she stopped picking up
When the support and connection I relied upon were no longer available, leaving me feeling abandoned and lost due to my addiction.

How much did you drink?
Questioning the extent of my reliance on substances as a coping mechanism and escape from reality, highlighting the destructive nature of my addiction.

Never again will I fall for this, nah
Expressing a commitment to break free from the cycle of addiction, determined not to succumb to its grip in the future.

I'm an addict, I love the dirt and static
Acknowledging my addictive tendencies and embracing the chaos and instability that comes with it.

Can't turn away from the world's corruption
Despite being aware of the corrupt nature of the world, I find myself unable to distance myself from it and instead become entangled in its darkness.

I'm all about it, addicted to dramatics
I am drawn to and find myself addicted to the chaotic and tumultuous nature of life, driven by a need for intense emotions and experiences.

I know it's wrong
Despite being aware of the destructive nature of my addiction, I continue to engage in self-destructive behaviors.

I love my self-destruction
I have developed a perverse attachment or affinity towards the destructive path I am on, finding comfort and familiarity in my own demise.

You're a forest fire, feeding gasoline
Reiterating the metaphor of my addiction being akin to a wildfire, constantly growing and intensifying by fueling it further.

Never again will I fall for this, nah
Reiterating my determination to break free from the cycle of addiction, refusing to let it control my life any longer.

It's only a matter of time
Recognizing that despite my intentions, there is a sense of inevitability or impending relapse, as addiction is difficult to overcome completely.

'til it happens again
Acknowledging the high likelihood of experiencing another relapse in the future, despite my efforts to avoid it.

I love the dirt and static
Expressing a deep affinity or attraction towards chaos, instability, and the unpredictable nature of life.

Can't turn away from the world's corruption
Feeling unable or unwilling to distance myself from the morally corrupt aspects of the world, remaining immersed in its darkness.

I'm all about it, addicted to dramatics
Embracing and being addicted to the chaotic and dramatic events and experiences that life brings, seeking intensity above all else.

I love my self-destruction
Admitting to having a deep affection or attachment to my own destructive behaviors and choices, finding solace or familiarity in their outcomes.

I'm an addict, I love the dirt
Reiterating my addictive nature, finding a certain satisfaction or enjoyment in the chaos, instability, and morally questionable aspects of life.

I love the static
Expressing a fondness or attraction towards the conflicts, disruptions, and unresolved tensions that exist in the world or within oneself.

I'm an addict, I love the noise
Affirming my addictive tendencies, seeking out constant stimulation and excitement, even if it means engaging in destructive or harmful behaviors.

I am an addict
Embracing my identity as someone struggling with addiction, acknowledging that it is a significant part of who I am.

I'm all about it, I love the dirt
Confirming my deep attachment or fascination with the chaos, instability, and morally questionable aspects of life.

I love the static
Finding enjoyment or satisfaction in the conflicts, disruptions, and unresolved tensions that exist in the world or within oneself.

I know it's wrong
Being fully aware that my addiction and self-destructive tendencies are harmful and detrimental to my well-being.

I love my self-destruction
Reaffirming my attachment or affinity towards the destructive path I am on, finding comfort or familiarity in my own demise.