Ony My Mind
David Lyrics

Don't know how to feel
I am uncertain about my emotions and cannot fully grasp them

Is this grass really that green?
Am I perceiving things as better than they actually are?

Will everything I do, be seen?
Will all my actions and choices be observed by others?

I can't get out of my mind
I am unable to free myself from my thoughts and worries

Why can't I just get out of my mind?
Why can't I escape from my own thoughts and overthinking?

Time is slipping so I pick it up
I feel like time is passing quickly, and I try to make the most of it

Moving too fast
My life is progressing too rapidly

Tryna get cash
I am actively working towards earning money

Save it up, but it's all for what
I accumulate savings, but question their purpose or significance

Champagne problems? I'm weighing stuff
Despite seemingly luxurious issues, I contemplate their true worth

Heavy thoughts got me lightheaded
My profound thoughts make me feel mentally overwhelmed

Feeling faint and I'm jaded
I experience weakness and exhaustion due to emotional fatigue

Y'all sharing hoes like videos embedded but she not dated
People casually share romantic partners like viral videos, but the connection is shallow

Can't wait to say that I made it
I eagerly anticipate achieving success and recognition

But right now it's time for the struggle
Currently, I must endure and overcome challenges and hardships

Speaking on things that bother me
I express my thoughts and concerns that deeply affect me

Cause my momma taught me not to mumble
My upbringing instilled in me the value of speaking up and being clear

Like 44 I keep running for it
Similar to a runner wearing jersey number 44, I persistently strive for my goals

And I never make the bag fumble
I always ensure not to lose my opportunities for success

Not giving up till my time is up
I will persistently pursue my ambitions until the end

And I don't want the top cause you tumble
I don't desire to attain a high position if it means facing a sudden fall

So I'm searching for the sun in a world of gray
Amidst a bleak and dull world, I seek happiness and positivity

But the difference is sometimes I kinda like when it rains
Interestingly, I sometimes find comfort or enjoyment in gloomy situations

I've come to peace with myself
I have achieved inner harmony and acceptance of who I am

And I woke up today
I experienced a new day and a fresh start

And I wouldn't have it any other way
I am content and satisfied with my current circumstances

It's okay
Everything is fine and acceptable

To not feel okay
It is acceptable to have moments of feeling not okay

My emotions always got me feeling some type of way
My emotions frequently evoke unique and complex feelings within me

Life got me tryna choose between heaven and hell
Life presents me with dilemmas where I must decide between positive and negative outcomes

So I try to keep my cool and I'm doin it well
I make an effort to remain calm and handle situations effectively

I don't claim to know
I don't pretend to have all the answers

I think it's time to go
I believe it's time to move on or make a change

Whichever way that I choose I hope I'm right and so
Regardless of my decision, I hope it proves to be the correct one

Very close to my soul
Significantly affecting my innermost being

I just wanted to know
I simply desired to gain understanding or clarity

I can reinvent myself if life is feeling too slow
If my life becomes stagnant, I have the ability to transform and rejuvenate myself

But I don't want it going too fast
However, I don't desire my life to progress too quickly

Not too much on the dash
I don't want excessive speed or intensity in my life

But it's hard to slow it down when all you looking for is cash
When my main focus is financial gain, it becomes challenging to decelerate

Hoping if I crash that I can rise up out the ash
If I encounter failure or adversity, I aspire to recover and emerge stronger

Become something that I've dreamed to be
Achieve the person I have envisioned and desired to become

Come up a class
Elevate my social or economic status

Cause right now I think I'm too low
Currently, I believe I am in a position or state that is below my aspirations

And I don't even get high
I don't experience a euphoric or elevated state

There's a lot of people here so
There are many individuals around me, suggesting a crowded environment

We just tryna get by
We are all striving to make ends meet or cope with our circumstances

You gotta go and get yours
You must actively pursue and attain what you desire

So Ima have to get mine
Therefore, I will also work hard to achieve what I want

We need to coexist, no
We should strive to live harmoniously and peacefully together

Right now we need to stay alive
Currently, our primary focus should be on survival and staying alive

Don't know how to feel
Still unsure and perplexed about my emotions

Is this grass really that green?
Am I perceiving external circumstances as better than they truly are?

Will everything I do, be seen?
Will my actions and choices be observed and noticed by others?

I can't get out of my mind
I am trapped within my own thoughts and cannot escape

Why can't I just get out of my mind?
Why am I unable to break free from my own persistent thoughts and worries?