Band formed in summer of 2005.
Line-Up:
Dony - voice; Shaman - guitar; Sigi - bass; Dimon - drums.
Reflections
Davinchi Lyrics
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A female ghost in my room asked if im alright
Over and over she trying to say that she aint died
Trying to love me but i said i said
I get over it now its just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if im alright
Over and over she trying to say that she aint died
Trying to love me but i said i said
And of all the time she said goodbye but im still writting my feelings with blood
Why do I even pretend fake
Thinking im needed but nothing to them
Falling to curses of sin cursing the people ive seen the places ive been
Lost in the molds
Motions of trying to fit in room is shrinking to tight and im barley breathing
Lack of oxygen
And my story begins
With loss of parents
Losing them both on the night of their breaking decision
Fast forward to present alone with depression
Notepad is my best friend
Lyrics give me hope to invest in
This is my heart my whole fucking essence
Im staying up in the basement just rapping and rapping
Im tired of smoking no laughing now days im just stressing
Statements with purpose the dreams that im after
Most homies just dont understand me
Label me lost and just damaged
Battlefields with mines i managed to walk around mine
You may think that i think that im sick
But im doing just fine yeah im doing just fine
But still got her stuck in my mind
And I dont know why
I get over it now its just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if im alright
Over and over she trying to say that she aint died
Trying to love me but i said i said
I can not move on because i did love her with all of my heart
And of all the time she said goodbye but im still writting my feelings with blood
I can not move on because i did love her with all of my heart
And of all the time she said goodbye but im still writting my feelings with blood
In these lyrics, Davinchi reflects on a haunting experience from the previous night. He describes encountering a female ghost in his room who repeatedly asks if he is alright, insisting that she hasn't died. She tries to love him, but he rejects her. Despite trying to move on, Davinchi acknowledges that he still feels deeply attached to this ghostly presence, expressing his inability to let go as he previously loved her with all his heart.
The following paragraph delves into Davinchi's personal struggles and feelings of inadequacy. He feels like a fake, believing that he is not needed or valued by the people around him. He curses both himself and the individuals he has met and places he has been, trapped in a cycle of trying to fit in while suffocating emotionally. He shares that his parents died on a tragic night, and as he fast-forwards to the present, he finds himself alone and depressed. In this low point, his notepad becomes his best friend, and writing lyrics gives him hope and purpose. Davinchi describes his music as the essence of his heart, expressing his frustration with the lack of understanding from his friends who label him as lost and damaged.
The final two paragraphs continue to express Davinchi's struggle to move on from his past love. He repeats the earlier lines about the female ghost who haunts him, interrupting his ability to let go. He reflects that he can't move on because he loved her with all his heart, despite her saying goodbye. The imagery of writing his feelings with blood suggests the intensity and pain of his emotional attachment. Davinchi emphasizes his continued inability to move on and the lingering presence of this former love in his mind, leaving him confused and longing for closure.
Overall, these lyrics portray Davinchi's emotional turmoil and the challenges he faces in moving forward from a past love. The haunting presence of the female ghost serves as a metaphor for his unresolved emotions, while his struggles with self-identity and depression add depth to the song. The lyrics ultimately explore themes of loss, heartbreak, and the complex nature of moving on from a past love.
Line by Line Meaning
I get over it now its just last night
I have moved on from the pain of last night
A female ghost in my room asked if im alright
A figment of my imagination questioned my well-being
Over and over she trying to say that she aint died
Repeatingly claiming her existence despite being deceased
Trying to love me but i said i said
Attempting to show affection, but I rejected it
I can not move on because i did love her with all of my heart
Unable to let go because I truly loved her wholeheartedly
And of all the time she said goodbye but im still writting my feelings with blood
Even though she said goodbye, I continue to express my emotions through self-destructive acts
Why do I even pretend fake
Why do I bother pretending to be someone I'm not
Thinking im needed but nothing to them
Believing I am important, but realizing I am insignificant to others
Falling to curses of sin cursing the people ive seen the places ive been
Being influenced by the negative consequences of sin, cursing the people I have encountered and the places I have experienced
Lost in the molds
Feeling trapped and confined
Motions of trying to fit in room is shrinking to tight and im barley breathing
Attempting to conform, but feeling suffocated and struggling to breathe
Lack of oxygen
A metaphor for feeling suffocated and deprived
And my story begins
A new chapter of my life unfolds
With loss of parents
Starting with the tragedy of losing my parents
Losing them both on the night of their breaking decision
Suffering the pain of their demise due to their fateful choice
Fast forward to present alone with depression
Skipping ahead to the present, feeling isolated and consumed by depression
Notepad is my best friend
Finding solace and comfort in writing
Lyrics give me hope to invest in
The words I write provide me with hope to believe in
This is my heart my whole fucking essence
My music represents my deepest emotions and true identity
Im staying up in the basement just rapping and rapping
Spending countless nights in the basement, passionately rapping
Im tired of smoking no laughing now days im just stressing
I am exhausted from numbing my pain with smoking, no longer finding joy, only stress
Statements with purpose the dreams that im after
Making intentional statements, pursuing the dreams I aspire to achieve
Most homies just dont understand me
My friends fail to comprehend my true self
Label me lost and just damaged
They perceive me as lost and irreparably damaged
Battlefields with mines i managed to walk around mine
Navigating and avoiding the emotional landmines in the battlefields of life
You may think that i think that im sick
Others might assume that I consider myself unwell
But im doing just fine yeah im doing just fine
However, I am actually doing well despite appearances
But still got her stuck in my mind
Nevertheless, she remains deeply embedded in my thoughts
And I dont know why
And I cannot explain the reason for this
I can not move on because i did love her with all of my heart
I am unable to let go because I loved her wholeheartedly
And of all the time she said goodbye but im still writting my feelings with blood
Despite her farewell, I continue to express my emotions through self-destructive acts
I can not move on because i did love her with all of my heart
I am unable to let go because I loved her wholeheartedly
And of all the time she said goodbye but im still writting my feelings with blood
Despite her farewell, I continue to express my emotions through self-destructive acts
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: D B
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