Selfish
Daylight Lyrics


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The end is far away.
Not getting too much sleep these days.
These things I can't explain.
Just wishing for an early grave,
but they don't understand me.

I wanna be selfish.
Only reason I'm still alive,
Can't stand to see my mother cry.
I'll suffer through.
Only reason I won't die,
Can't stand the tears in her eyes.
I'll be home soon.

The saddest thing is,
it's the only thing that I want.
I wonder sometimes why
I don't just give up and take my life.
And they have no idea,
that I'm so close to my dying day.
I hate this feeling.
There's no healing.
There's no coming back from this hell.

(I wish that I could make you see)
(I wish that I could face today)





I want to be free from this.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Daylight's song "Selfish" express the struggles of someone who feels trapped in their own pain and unable to escape it. The singer describes feeling like the end is far away while at the same time not getting enough sleep. They express their wish for an early death that others just can't seem to understand. Through the lyrics of the song, we can see that the singer has suffered a great deal of heartache and pain in their life, leading them to feel like there's no way out of their misery, and the only way to escape is through death. They feel like they are being selfish because they are only thinking about themselves, but at the same time, it feels like it's the only way out.


The singer then shifts focus in the lyrics, reflecting on their mother and how she's the only reason they are still alive. They can't bear to see her cry and suffer, so they keep going through their struggles just for her sake. The intensity of their anguish is evident as they reveal how close they are to their "dying day," and how there's no coming back from the "hell" they're experiencing. The singer's pain is palpable, as they express their hopelessness and desire to be free from their torment.


Line by Line Meaning

The end is far away.
Death seems like it's far away for me; I'm not sure when it's my time to go.


Not getting too much sleep these days.
I'm struggling to get enough rest which is making everything else more difficult.


These things I can't explain.
There are some things that are happening to me that I can't find the words to convey to others.


Just wishing for an early grave, but they don't understand me.
Sometimes I feel like I just want to die, but no one seems to understand why.


I wanna be selfish.
All I want is to focus on myself and do what's best for me.


Only reason I'm still alive, Can't stand to see my mother cry.
The reason I haven't given up on life is that I can't bear the thought of causing pain to my mother.


I'll suffer through.
Even though it's tough, I'm willing to endure the pain and discomfort.


Only reason I won't die, Can't stand the tears in her eyes.
I won't commit suicide because I can't bear the thought of my mother crying over me.


I'll be home soon.
I'll be back with my loved ones soon, and everything will be okay.


The saddest thing is, it's the only thing that I want.
The most heartbreaking thing is that all I want is inner-peace, and it seems like it's out of reach.


I wonder sometimes why I don't just give up and take my life.
I occasionally think about why I don't just end it all and stop the pain.


And they have no idea, that I'm so close to my dying day.
No one knows that I'm on the brink of collapse and could die at any moment.


I hate this feeling.
I despise the emotions and sensations I'm experiencing right now.


There's no healing.
Nothing can make me feel better or ease my pain.


There's no coming back from this hell.
I feel like I'm trapped in a personal nightmare and I can't escape it.


(I wish that I could make you see)
I wish I could help people see my perspective and understand what I'm going through.


(I wish that I could face today)
I wish I could confront the present moment and deal with the current situation.


I want to be free from this.
I long to break free from this cycle of struggle and pain and just be relieved.




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@SpaceCat223

God I miss these days. This EP is def in my top albums/EPs of all time.

@xxParkFanxx69420

This and B&C's first couple ep's and splits hold up way more than most of the scene did, Cheers, brother.

@lukemoran5537

This song saved my life kinda

@xnosmokenoknivesx

me too tbh

@xnathanhx412

No you saved your life the song just helped out

@g4ost79

me too

@cotynix

Still my favorite.

@getupmydarling

Underrated

@xagalx

(Y) What a song!

@oswaldgarcia6880

Cool

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