Pensacola 2013
Deaf Havana Lyrics


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It started out with a book that I was carrying with me
"Love is a Dog from Hell" I guess you didn't see the relevance back then
I was a sweaty, tattooed mess
You were like a bull at best
But I knew that we wouldn't be doing this again, oh

And I knew if I let you go to waste
I'd never forgive myself
So I sat back, enjoyed my time
Drinking till the morning
Laughing with your Dad
I knew that his would be the hardest goodbye

And I want you to notice
And I wish you would care
I just wanted to feel like something's there
I just want a reaction
Yeah something to feel
Or a single emotion that seems real

I turn with it all in my head
As I stumbled 'round the city where your Grandfather died
And I got lost in all the alcohol
Open skies and antidotes
Those good ol' boys could charm me all night

And I want you to notice
And I wish you would care
I just wanted to feel like something's there
I just want a reaction
Yeah something to feel
Or a single emotion that seems real

And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola
I wonder if my name is still written on the wall
And I was thinking back, oh, to Hugh and Chelsea
Wonder if they're married or still together at all
Still together at all

Still together at all





And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola
I wonder if my name is still written on the wall

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Deaf Havana's song "Pensacola 2013" tell a story of a past relationship that is filled with nostalgia, longing, and unanswered emotions. The singer reflects on a moment in time when they were carrying a book titled "Love is a Dog from Hell," and how the relevance of this book was perhaps lost on their partner at the time. The singer acknowledges that they were a mess, with tattoos and sweats, while their partner was described as a bull. Despite knowing that this relationship wouldn't last, they couldn't bear to let it go to waste.


The lyrics portray the singer's longing for attention and a genuine emotional connection. They express a desire for their partner to notice and care about them, to show some kind of reaction or real emotion. The singer reminisces about a drunken night spent with their partner's father, knowing that saying goodbye to him would be the hardest part.


As the song progresses, the singer finds themselves lost in the city where their partner's grandfather died, consumed by alcohol and surrounded by open skies and antidotes (possibly referring to other substances). They speak of being charmed by "good ol' boys" throughout the night, possibly indicating that they sought temporary distractions and escapism to fill the void left by their failed relationship.


Towards the end of the song, the singer recalls a bar in Pensacola and wonders if their name is still written on the wall, symbolizing a lasting memory of their time together. They also think back to Hugh and Chelsea, pondering whether they are still together or married. These thoughts showcase a sense of longing, curiosity, and a yearning to hold on to the past.


Overall, "Pensacola 2013" is a reflective and introspective song about a past relationship that left the singer searching for validation, emotional connection, and a sense of permanence.


Line by Line Meaning

It started out with a book that I was carrying with me
The relationship began with a significant symbol, represented by the book I had with me.


"Love is a Dog from Hell" I guess you didn't see the relevance back then
The book title, representing the challenges of love, was overlooked by you at the time.


I was a sweaty, tattooed mess
I appeared disheveled and rebellious, with my tattoos and perspiration.


You were like a bull at best
Your behavior resembled that of an aggressive and powerful bull.


But I knew that we wouldn't be doing this again, oh
Despite the initial connection, I had a sense that our relationship wouldn't have a future.


And I knew if I let you go to waste
I understood that if I didn't pursue our connection, I would regret it.


I'd never forgive myself
Not taking a chance with you would have haunted me forever.


So I sat back, enjoyed my time
Instead of worrying about the future, I decided to live in the present and cherish the moments we had.


Drinking till the morning
We would stay up all night, indulging in drinking and having a good time together.


Laughing with your Dad
Sharing laughter with your father, forming a connection beyond our romantic involvement.


I knew that his would be the hardest goodbye
Saying goodbye to your father would be the most difficult parting of all.


And I want you to notice
I desire your attention and recognition.


And I wish you would care
I long for you to genuinely care about me and our relationship.


I just wanted to feel like something's there
All I wanted was to experience a genuine connection and have a sense of something meaningful.


I just want a reaction
I yearn for a response from you, some indication of your feelings.


Yeah something to feel
I crave an emotional experience, something to truly feel.


Or a single emotion that seems real
Even if it's just one genuine emotion, it would be enough for me.


I turn with it all in my head
I am overwhelmed, constantly thinking about our relationship and its complexities.


As I stumbled 'round the city where your Grandfather died
Navigating the city where your grandfather passed away, feeling lost and disoriented.


And I got lost in all the alcohol
I sought solace and distraction in excessive alcohol consumption.


Open skies and antidotes
The wide, open skies and potential remedies couldn't alleviate my emotional turmoil.


Those good ol' boys could charm me all night
The charismatic individuals in the city captivated and entertained me, but it was only temporary.


And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola
I reminisced about the bar in Pensacola, where our relationship had memorable moments.


I wonder if my name is still written on the wall
I pondered whether the mark I left there, symbolizing our connection, still remained.


And I was thinking back, oh, to Hugh and Chelsea
I reflected on the past, recalling Hugh and Chelsea and wondering about their current status.


Wonder if they're married or still together at all
I contemplated whether Hugh and Chelsea had committed to each other, or if their relationship had endured.


Still together at all
Whether they are still in a relationship, or even together in any form, remains uncertain.


Still together at all
The uncertainty regarding Hugh and Chelsea's relationship status lingers.


And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola
Once again, I found myself reminiscing about the significant bar in Pensacola.


I wonder if my name is still written on the wall
The question of whether the mark I left behind, symbolizing our connection, continues to exist arises once more.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Maxwell Britton, Adam Noble, Thomas Ogden, James Veck-Gilodi, Matthew Veck-Gilodi, Lee Wilson

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