The Pecan Tree
Deafheaven Lyrics


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Drooling red from my eyes to meet the bitter sun that shines past into light
Setting fire to curtains in hope that you're dreaming
Destroying the tomb of memories from your life
In the room full of family, but couldn't find one
In the hallways lit up brightly, but couldn't find myself
I laid drunk on the concrete on the day of your birth in
Celebration of all you were worth
I am my father's son
I am no one




I cannot love
It's in my blood

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Deafheaven's song The Pecan Tree are full of imagery and emotion, reflecting on the struggles of life, love and loss. The opening line "Drooling red from my eyes to meet the bitter sun that shines past into light" is particularly vivid, conveying the intensity of emotion that the singer is feeling. They are willing to endure physical pain to see the sun rise, to experience a new day and to move past their sadness.


The next few lines are particularly poignant, as they speak to their desire to destroy the memories of a past relationship. The singer is so consumed by their pain that they want to erase all the good times they had with their loved one, tearing down the "tomb of memories" that they had built together. Despite being surrounded by family and light, the singer feels lost and alone, unable to find solace in their surroundings.


The final lines of the song are particularly haunting, as the singer reflects on their own inability to love. They feel that this lack of love is somehow "in their blood", passed down from their father, a reminder of the tumultuous journey that has brought them to this point. Overall, The Pecan Tree is a deeply reflective and moving song, exploring the pain and beauty of life in equal measure.


Line by Line Meaning

Drooling red from my eyes to meet the bitter sun that shines past into light
My eyes are bloodshot as I look up at the sun, which seems harsh and unpleasant


Setting fire to curtains in hope that you're dreaming
I'm burning down the house, hoping that you're only dreaming and that this destruction isn't real


Destroying the tomb of memories from your life
I'm erasing all the memories of you and our past together


In the room full of family, but couldn't find one
Even though I'm surrounded by family, I feel utterly alone and disconnected


In the hallways lit up brightly, but couldn't find myself
Despite being in a bright and public space, I feel lost and uncertain of who I am


I laid drunk on the concrete on the day of your birth in
I was drunk and passed out on the day you were born


Celebration of all you were worth
Despite my drunkenness, I still wanted to celebrate how valuable you are


I am my father's son
I am deeply influenced by my father and the traits he passed down to me


I am no one
I feel insignificant and lost in the world


I cannot love
I find it difficult or impossible to emotionally connect with others


It's in my blood
This inability to love is something that runs deeply in my family and in me




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, DOMINO PUBLISHING COMPANY
Written by: George Lesage Clarke IV, Kerry Dylan Mccoy

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