Someone
Dear Lyrics

You come around late at night, the clock is telling me 12:25
It's late at night and I'm alone, imagining your presence and wishing you were here with me.

A pillow on my spine, to make you feel near
I hold a pillow behind my back as if it were you, just to feel some comfort and closeness.

A shadow on the wall, but I know you're not here
I see your silhouette on the wall, but I know it's just an illusion, and you're not really here with me.

Light through the curtains is a tiring thing
The light coming through the curtains feels like a burden, as it reminds me of the day I spent without you by my side.

I wish I did but I don't, remember my dreams
I wish I could see you in my dreams, but unfortunately, I can't remember them clearly.

A soft sound in my head, that nobody knows
I hear a soft, gentle sound in my mind that no one else can hear but me, perhaps it's the sound of your voice.

I'll close my eyes till morning shows
I'll close my eyes and hope to fall asleep, so I don't have to be alone with my thoughts.

Don't know your name
I don't know who you are or what your name is, but I still feel an intense connection to you.

I can't picture it, I love you to death
I can't visualize your face or imagine what it would be like to be with you, but I feel a strong affection for you that I can't shake.

Wishing your way
I'm hoping that somehow, fate will bring us together, despite not knowing who you are or where to find you.

I've got a tongue tied knot, I'm wishing your way
I feel nervous and awkward when I think of the possibility of meeting you, but I still can't resist the urge to search for you.

Can't feel your embrace
I long to feel your arms around me, but for now, it's just a distant dream.

I've got shoes that fit, I'm wearing them thin
I'm trying to fill the emptiness inside of me with things that don't matter, like buying new shoes that don't make me happy for long.

Touching your face
I imagine what it would feel like to run my fingers through your hair and touch your cheek, but it's just a fantasy at this point.

I'm missing someone, someone I don't even know
I feel a deep sense of loss and longing for someone I've never met or even seen.

Everybody has got someone real
Everyone seems to have someone they can hold and love in the real world, but I feel left out and alone.

But for me it's been awhile, well over a year
It's been a long time since I've had anyone I can truly connect with or care about deeply, and the loneliness is starting to weigh on me.

I'll go throughout my day, you're always right there
Even when I'm busy with other things, thoughts of you always linger in the back of my mind.

Did I pass you by? Or was that a scare?
I wonder if I've already met you in passing, or if you're still out there waiting for me to find you.

Onto the next day, it goes round and round
The days pass by in a monotonous blur, with nothing changing except the calendar on the wall.

I can only image, I wanna be found
I can only imagine what it would be like to find you and experience the love and connection that I'm missing in my life.

A blank stare into nothing, is all I can give
I feel empty and numb, unable to fully engage with the world or with my own emotions.

If you come real close, you might hear a sound
If you listen closely enough, you might be able to hear the sound of my heartache and longing for someone I've never known.

Romanticizing the west coast
I have a romanticized view of the west coast, and I imagine that you might be there, waiting for me to find you.

I'll run away to find you
I'm so desperate to find you that I'm willing to drop everything and start a new life, just to increase my chances of finding you.

Singing in the car to finish this tune
I use music to try and fill the emptiness inside of me, and I sing along in the car to finish this particular song - the song of my longing for you.

I'll have a drink or two
I try to numb the pain and loneliness with alcohol, but it never really helps.

If I'm honest I like it
Even though it hurts to be so lonely, there's something addictive about the feeling - perhaps it's the sense of drama and intensity that comes with yearning for someone you've never met.

Always been on my own
I've always felt like an outsider, unable to connect with others in a meaningful way.

I'll disregard it
I try to pretend that it doesn't bother me, that I don't really need anyone else in my life, but deep down I know that I'm lying to myself.

Till I've found someone I don't know
I'll keep searching for you, even though I don't know who you are or where to look for you - I just have to keep going until I find you.

Someone I don't even know
Someone who is not even a real person to me yet, just a vague hope and a dream that keeps me going.