If Only
Dee Lyrics


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The wind's a brush
Her hair's the leaves
Roots are rivers
Rich as Thebes
Meet me there
At one-fifteen
Where do you like to go
When you can't sleep

I close my eyes
Play the part
Read the lines
Even when it's dark
Trace the glyphs
Where you left your mark
If only we could
Fund the arts

On the other side of midnight
On the other end of town
Soliloquies and cigarettes
And shuffling on the ground
The local mausoleum
Has a body on display
It was the finest broken guitar
Ever made

I would love you
Past the tomb
I would love you
In my womb
And if you lie
I lie too
That's true

I can't get my
Wick to start
But I'm convinced
God changed their heart
Every time
I see the sparks
If only we could
Fund the arts

On the other side of midnight
On the other end of town
Soliloquies and cigarettes
And shuffling on the ground
I hope you feel the friction
Every time I turn the page
Like the finest broken guitar
Ever made





If only we could fund the arts

Overall Meaning

In Dee's song "If Only," the lyrics evoke a sense of longing and desire for a deeper connection and a longing for creativity. The opening lines, "The wind's a brush, Her hair's the leaves, Roots are rivers, Rich as Thebes," paint a vivid picture of nature and its power and potential for inspiration. The mention of meeting at one-fifteen suggests a secret rendezvous, a place to escape to when sleep eludes them.


The next verse introduces a theme of performance and acting, with the lines "I close my eyes, Play the part, Read the lines, Even when it's dark." There is a desire to create and express oneself artistically, to trace the glyphs where the other person left their mark. The line "If only we could fund the arts" underscores the frustration with the lack of support for creative endeavors and the potential that could be unleashed if given the chance.


The second verse continues to explore the theme of the other side of midnight, suggesting a hidden world of soliloquies, cigarettes, and shuffling on the ground. The mention of the local mausoleum and the finest broken guitar ever made adds a touch of melancholy and a reflection on the fragile beauty of artistic expression. The declaration of love, past the tomb and in the womb, and the acknowledgement of lying if the other person lies as well convey a deep, unconditional connection.


Overall, "If Only" conveys a yearning for artistic freedom, the power of love, and the longing for a more significant connection that goes beyond societal constraints.


Line by Line Meaning

The wind's a brush
The wind gently moves as if it were a brush, creating a soothing atmosphere


Her hair's the leaves
Her hair flows and moves gracefully, just like the leaves on a tree


Roots are rivers
Just like rivers nourish the earth, the roots of a relationship provide strength and sustenance


Rich as Thebes
The depth and richness of the connection feels as grand as the ancient city of Thebes


Meet me there
Let's meet at a special place, where our souls can truly connect


At one-fifteen
Specifically at 1:15, a time chosen with significance


Where do you like to go
When you struggle to sleep, where is your go-to place for solace?


When you can't sleep
In moments of restlessness and insomnia, where does your mind wander?


I close my eyes
I shut out the world and delve deep into my imagination


Play the part
I act out my desired role, longing for a specific outcome


Read the lines
I carefully analyze the script and follow its instructions


Even when it's dark
Even in times of uncertainty and obscurity, I continue my performance


Trace the glyphs
I search for the hidden symbols and messages left behind by you


Where you left your mark
I look for the traces of your presence, the impact you have made in my life


If only we could
Expressing a wish or desire for something that seems unattainable


Fund the arts
Provide financial support for the creative endeavors that bring beauty and inspiration


On the other side of midnight
In the hidden and mysterious hours after midnight


On the other end of town
In a different part of the town, far from the familiar surroundings


Soliloquies and cigarettes
Engaging in introspective monologues and using cigarettes as a prop in moments of contemplation


And shuffling on the ground
Moving aimlessly and restlessly on the surface, unsure of the next step


The local mausoleum
A nearby burial place or memorial structure


Has a body on display
Displaying a deceased person, almost as a reminder of mortality


It was the finest broken guitar
Referring to a metaphorical broken guitar, symbolizing something beautiful that has been damaged


Ever made
The most exceptional and remarkable creation of its kind


I would love you
Expressing a deep and unconditional love


Past the tomb
Love extending beyond death, embracing eternity


In my womb
Love encompassing and nurturing like a mother's womb


And if you lie
If you choose to deceive and speak untruths


I lie too
I would also be willing to fabricate stories and falsehoods


That's true
Acknowledging the irony, the contradiction of lying to maintain harmony


I can't get my
I am unable to ignite


Wick to start
The wick of a candle, representing the spark of inspiration or motivation


But I'm convinced
Despite the challenges, I firmly believe


God changed their heart
A belief that a divine force has transformed someone's perspective or feelings


Every time
Each occurrence, repeatedly


I see the sparks
Noticing the small signs of inspiration or passion in others


I hope you feel the friction
Desiring for the other person to experience the tension and intense emotions


Every time I turn the page
With each new chapter or development, there is an opportunity for excitement and growth


Like the finest broken guitar
Similar to the most exquisite but damaged guitar, representing the beauty found within imperfections


If only we could
Expressing the longing and desire for the possibility of supporting artistic endeavors


Fund the arts
Provide the necessary financial resources to nurture and sustain creativity




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Peter Harvill

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Comments from YouTube:

KingKongsFather

Last video was the shit. Cant wait for the album. Tony A got high hopes for this kid.

Satan West

Dope interview!!! Man can't wait for Mr. Dee's album with Tony A!! The Introduction video is so dope. Can't wait to see the rest of the interview. Shout out Soren Baker for the interview.

KeenaBeena143

Dope interview!! Love Mr.
Dees respect for the ol skool. Can’t wait to hear more music from him and the legendary Tony A. Da Wizard 🧙🏼‍♂️ Great job Soren on this interview 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

KeenaBeena143

@Bob Patiño thank you for the compliment 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾✨

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@Bob Patiño hey 👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

My2Cents SmerzOne

I like this kid. I love how Mr Dee did the science on older hiphop music. Its not alot of youngsters that do that.

Trigg3rlokss Sur up

This homie is super talented we need more I hope he reaches the top

Jennifer Aiken

Mr Dee is in the right place at the right time and he is partnered with a dope producer. Tony A is going to do Mr Dee right. I have enjoyed it all so far. Looking forward to what's next. Great interview and looking forward to part two.

B Rod

Much respect to Mr D cause he respects the culture

Barbosa 420

Glad to see dee doing it!

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