Madness
Deejay Will.i Lyrics

I cant be saved
I am beyond help, unable to be rescued from my current state

I cant be saved
Reinforcing the fact that there is no hope for my situation

Get the fuck out of my head
Leave my thoughts and emotions alone, and stop interfering with them

Get the fuck out of my head
Demanding that those negative influences exit my mind

Everywhere you go man I tell you
Wherever you travel in my psyche, I warn you

That you will never
You will never have freedom from me

Get rid of me Im a motherfucking king
I am in control, and therefore you cannot eliminate me

In this house you a fiend
In my domain, you are merely a slave to my will

Im a motherfucking savage
I am a ferocious and ruthless entity

Making your brain think everything
Manipulating your thoughts and perceptions with ease

You can have it
I am offering something to you

Just so I can grab it
But it is merely a ploy to take it away for myself

Get my hands in it and smash it
Once I have what I desire, I will destroy it

You thinking Ima go ghost
You may believe that I will disappear or fade away

Nah im a phantom
But I am more than just a ghost, I am powerful and present

But im cold wit it
I am unforgiving and ruthless in my tactics

Im so wicked
My methods are devious and cruel

You pulled a drink
You have consumed some alcohol

Well im the motherfucking hole in it
I am the source of your problems and addiction

How im gone battle myself
I struggle with an internal conflict

And then battle anxiety
And also suffer from intense anxiety

Battle the people that
Additionally, I must face those who deceive and hurt me

Only will lie to me
They will never tell me the truth

I just hate the fact im introverted
I despise the fact that I am inherently shy and reserved

But I feel like blurting out a sentence
Even though I struggle with speaking my mind, I feel the need to express myself

Words just never flow
However, my thoughts and feelings do not come easily to me

I still wanna say that I hate you
Despite my difficulties, there are strong emotions within me that need to be conveyed

Or maybe that I love you
And sometimes those emotions are mixed and complex

I dont wanna bug you
I do not want to be a nuisance or a burden

Hug me
But at the same time, I crave physical closeness and affection

Tug me
I long for someone to pull me close and offer comfort

Fuck me
Even though that desire may be sexual in nature

Lust me
And rooted in deep physical attraction

Bust me
I am willing to take risks and be vulnerable

What do I have to do
What steps must I take

Just to get you to trust me
In order to earn your confidence and reliance on me

I feel like im getting off track
I fear that I am losing my focus and direction

From the point of the song
And straying from the intended purpose of this piece

Like stopping in the middle of a sentence
It feels like I am interrupting my own thought process

Anxiety's like having ten senses
My anxiety is so strong that it feels like it affects all aspects of my being

No amount of medicine
Even prescription drugs and treatments

Can get a man content with himself
Will not bring me true happiness and self-satisfaction

After the chorus youll exit my brain
Once this part of the song has finished, you will leave my mind

I bet you feel so happpy being this sane
Those who do not struggle with these issues may feel victorious and relieved

In my brain theres a devil just burning up
But there is still an internal battle taking place within me

I am the definition of alternative
I am not like anyone else, and my experiences are unique

I cant be saved
The cycle continues, and I am still stuck in my own mind with no way out

I cant be saved
I have not yet found a way to escape from my struggles

Get the fuck out of my head
And so the plea for freedom from these thoughts and emotions continues

Get the fuck out of my head
A desperate cry for release from my internal torment