So Long
Deep Lyrics

Why the fuck did your your ass have to go and get knocked
I can't understand why you got caught for your actions

now you got me on the phone, straight talkin' to the cops
I have to talk to the police to verify your information

tryin' to verify your government
I have to confirm your identification

they got you now, they lovin' it,
The law has caught you and they're happy about it

they wanna hang that ass, couldn't get you in the past
The authorities want to punish you severely for things you got away with in the past

though I can't see your problem
I don't understand why you have the issues you're dealing with

you was still young at the time
You were still very young when you got into trouble

did a lot of older things, you was ahead of your time
You were doing things usually done by older people, you were mature for your age

never told you to slow down
I never asked you to reduce your reckless behavior

resee your crown heights, you wild
I recognize your recklessness in your neighborhood

all I could say was be careful
All I could advise you was to take caution

give you a dap to bounce
I gave you a handshake and left you alone to do your thing

shit that you went through
The difficult experiences you had to endure

watched the drama amount
I saw the drama pile up

gave a fuck long, you wasn't part of the body count
I cared about you and was glad that you were not killed

now I feel guilty, half the blame of your incarceration
I feel partially responsible for your current imprisonment

till the interveine, when you first started catching cases
Since your involvement with the law from the start

fuck to this, dunn, now you in there
This situation is terrible, now you're in jail

gotta hold it down, you mother's only son
I have to hold things down for you, you're your mother's only child

and I'ma ride for you, baby, 'cause a lot of it is still love
I will stick by your side because I still care for you

I'm still there, when you get home, I'ma be there
I'm still here for you, and I will be here when you get out

I can't believe they got my dunn, it feel like my fault
I can't believe you got caught, it feels like it's my responsibility

'cause I fronted you that money to get that dough
I gave you money to help you get by

any man's ain't accountable for they action
A person is responsible for their actions

still and all I feel responsible for you being gone
Nonetheless, I still feel responsible for your current absence

I hit the mall 'till it happened, k.a. now & then
I used to go shopping to keep myself busy

just so, you can live and keep your little cosmetics
I did it so you could have what you needed to survive and feel good about yourself

in that five years, it was a little dough we made
We made a small amount of money over the five years

out of sight, out of mind, naw dog
As time passed without hearing from you, I started to forget you

it's not me, I miss you
I'm not over you, I still miss you

you on my mind daily
I think about you every day

even though I scribe to a nigga, really, you feel me
Even though I write to you, do you really understand me?

trying to get my shit together
I'm trying to improve my life

so you could be proud, when you touch down
I want you to be proud of me when you get out of jail

we got businesses to run now
We have to run a business together when you're released

peep it back how we used to run up in a nigga's house
Remember when we used to break into houses together?

on some pety crime shit, boy we was not playin'
We were serious about our petty criminal behavior

on occassion, I still check ya, brotha 'tll the end
Sometimes I still have to discipline you because you're still my brother

Black, and bone crazy ass
You're a wild person, always looking for trouble

reading ya letters, I see you ain't losin' ya sense of humour
I can tell from your letters that you haven't lost your sense of humor

talkin' to you on the phone made my day cooler
Talking to you on the phone is the highlight of my day

tellin' me, how you'll deaf, to see your nose out
You're looking forward to getting out of jail and experiencing everything you've missed

you need to bring your black ass home
You need to come back home soon

and cut that bullshit out
You need to stop getting into trouble

I could remember me and killa would test our new guns in the projects
I remember testing new guns with Killa in the projects

'cause that's where police won't come, iller g
Because the police didn't come to the projects, we felt safer

my nigga 'till death do us
You're my friend until one of us dies

you almost home, until then
You're almost out, but until then

hold ya head, dunn
Stay strong, man

Chorus: Havoc (4x)
Hold on no matter how long, it seems so long