Suas grandes inspirações o motivaram a criar músicas experimentais que se baseiam em amor, depressão, morte e humor para lidar com tais situações. A atmosfera das músicas são como as de Crystal Castles, iamamiwhoami, Grimes e Lana Del Rey, que se variam entre batidas mais elétricas e o essencial do experimental.
Em 2013, aos 15 anos, emprestou sua voz para a música "Samuaj" do cantor francês Sabir, que resultou num clipe sombrio e catastrófico produzido em 2014 sobre a procura da escuridão como reminiscência.
Em 2014, Depratie se juntou ao Kid From Amazon, projeto de música experimental alternativa do Pará, para a música "Move" composta e produzida pelos dois.
Em 2016, Depratie emprestou sua voz para a música do compositor mineiro Gustavo Costa, "Meu Rosto", que transcende a vibratilidade da nova MPB numa letra sobre o amor. Ainda em 2016, a cantora grega Erika Bach gravou um cover da música "Shooting In My Head", composta em 2015 pelo jovem. O resultado foi uma releitura sombria da música acústica e intimista.
Depratie tem 3 álbuns, "Stalker Bed", "Anchored" e o mais recente "Big Wolves", mas planeja o lançamento de um EP oficial, com masterização e produção profissionais, visando ampliar suas perspectivas em seu trabalho.
Fool
Depratie Lyrics
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made me laugh, now I stand
I was such a hypocrate to let him
come and go like that
break my heart here again
I'm a fool and I'm a fool for this man
Fool and I'm a fool for this man
I can not even stand
Broke my heart, took my hand
made me laugh now I stand
laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh...
I read this time, for you baby
My tarot card is death for this
How can I believe in this
when all I see is gold for us?
Leave this card here for dead
I'm a fool and I'm a fool for this man
I can not even stand
Fool and I'm a fool for this man
I can not even stand
Broke my heart, took my hand
made me laugh now I stand
Broke my heart, took my hand
made me laugh now I stand
I'd give anything to watch you out,
but you're not the same
I'd give anything to watch you out,
but you're not the same
I'd give anything to watch you out,
but you're not the same
I'd give anything to watch you out,
but you're not the same
I'm a fool and I'm a fool for this man
I can not even stand
Fool and I'm a fool for this man
I can not even stand
I'd give anything, anything, anything to watch you out,
I'd give anything, anything to watch you out,
Am I a fool for this man? And I'm a fool for this man
In these lyrics, the singer is expressing the pain and confusion they feel over a broken relationship. The first verse highlights their regret for allowing the person to come in and out of their life, knowing that it would result in heartbreak. The repetition of "break my heart here again" emphasizes their vulnerability and the cyclical nature of their emotional turmoil.
The chorus reveals the singer's self-awareness of their own foolishness and emotional attachment to this person. They acknowledge that they are unable to stand firm in the face of their feelings. The repetition of "fool and I'm a fool for this man, I cannot even stand" emphasizes their own weakness and inability to break free from this toxic relationship.
The second verse brings in supernatural elements, with the mention of the singer reading tarot cards and receiving the death card in relation to their feelings for this person. Despite the negative revelations, the singer struggles to believe anything other than a golden future with this person. The idea of leaving the death card "here for dead" demonstrates their unwillingness to accept the end of the relationship and their denial of the truth.
The repetition of the chorus reinforces their foolishness and emotional vulnerability. The phrase "broke my heart, took my hand, made me laugh now I stand" serves as a reminder of the continuous cycle of pain and reliance on this person. The repetition also highlights their inability to break free from the grip of their feelings.
The final verse expresses the singer's desperation to move on from this person. They would give anything to be able to watch them from a distance, but they acknowledge that the person they once knew is no longer the same. The repetition of "Am I a fool for this man? And I'm a fool for this man" reflects their inner turmoil and confusion about their own emotions.
Overall, these lyrics convey the singer's struggle with a toxic relationship, their self-awareness of their own weaknesses, and their desperation to find closure and move on.
Line by Line Meaning
He broke my heart, took my hand,
He caused me emotional pain, but also provided comfort and support.
made me laugh, now I stand
His humor uplifted me, but now I am left alone.
I was such a hypocrite to let him
I deceived myself by allowing him to come and go as he pleased.
come and go like that
He treated me inconsistently, leaving me heartbroken.
break my heart here again
My heart is shattered once more.
I'm a fool and I'm a fool for this man
I foolishly continue to be infatuated with this man.
I can not even stand
I am unable to tolerate the situation.
I read this time, for you baby
I have consulted my tarot cards specifically for you, my love.
My tarot card is death for this
The card I drew signifies an end to this relationship.
How can I believe in this
I struggle to have faith in this connection.
when all I see is gold for us?
Despite my doubts, I see potential greatness in our future.
Leave this card here for dead
I disregard the negative omen and choose to ignore it.
laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh...
I force myself to laugh, pretending everything is fine.
I'd give anything to watch you out,
I wish I could witness your departure.
but you're not the same
But you have changed, and it pains me.
I'd give anything, anything, anything to watch you out,
I long to see you leave, no matter the cost.
Am I a fool for this man? And I'm a fool for this man
Do I appear foolish for being enamored by this man? Yes, I am indeed a fool for him.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Giulliano Freitas
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