Nervez
Devin Cruise Lyrics

Man, sometimes I feel like giving up
I experience moments of despair and hopelessness.

Other times a nigga feel good as fuck
At other times, I feel extremely upbeat and positive.

Sometimes a nigga don’t know who
I occasionally feel unsure or confused about my identity.

Girl, no more, sometimes need to broke up
Occasionally, I feel the need to break up with a girl I am seeing.

Sometimes a nigga gotta call a freak
At times, I need to reach out to someone who can help me clear my head.

Come on girl, help a nigga clear his head
I am reaching out to someone to help me think more clearly.

Damn, I had a main girl and my side girl
I was seeing multiple women at the same time, one of whom I considered my main partner.

In the same week, in the same bed!
I was sleeping with both of these women in the same week and in the same bed.

I think I need a vacation
I feel like I need a break from my current situation.

Wait, ain’t a nigga on vacation?
Despite feeling like I need a break, I am not currently on vacation.

Jumped on a plane, left Jersey to LA
I took a spontaneous trip from New Jersey to Los Angeles.

Damn, I’m on offense, stay hating!...
I am feeling defensive and experiencing hate from others.

Tried to play my part, but I hate waiting
I am trying to play a role, but I hate waiting for things to happen.

How the fuck I’mma stay patient?
I am struggling with the concept of staying patient.

The crib I grew up, no play station!
The house I grew up in did not have a play station video game console.

All my bitches complaining, all these niggas is faking
My female partners are all complaining, and I feel like the men around me are being fake.

I don’t know what to do, my family praying for payments!
I am at a loss for what to do, and my family is praying for better financial situations.

Man, I swear I’ll be going hard, no body but the feeling
I am committed to working hard, and it is a feeling that drives me, not the approval of others.

Made a beat up in my bedroom, now they got it on the TV
I created a beat in my bedroom, and now it is being played on television.

People think I’m still plain, fuck this all said
Some people believe that I am still ordinary, but I do not care what they say.

All men, y’all been starting all this with the wrong men
All the people who doubted me have started something with the wrong person.

I was starving, now we’re star vans
I was once struggling, and now I am experiencing success.

Pile em up, about to do a show, my team all in!
We are about to do a show, and my entire team is present and ready.

Baby, asking me where I get my motivation from
My partner is curious about what motivates me.

Said I came from a place where it’s hard to see the sun
I came from a difficult place, where it was hard to see positive outcomes.

I just try to make you wet, people say I changed
I am trying to arouse my partner, and some people believe that I have changed.

You know I gotta say, you get on my fucking nerves, my fucking nerves!
While I care for my partner, they are sometimes frustrating or annoying to me.

Oh, no! Imagine I’m having no dough
Imagining myself without money is frightening to me.

Imagine I’m growing up broke
Imagining myself growing up in a financially disadvantaged family is difficult.

Mammy tried to go to the store
My mother attempted to go to the store.

Only got a pocket full of hope!
My mother had little money, but remained hopeful.

Lord help a nigga, I’mma go
I am feeling desperate and in need of help.

Crazy on the real, I don’t know
I am experiencing a sense of instability and uncertainty.

Pray a nigga hit the lotto
I am hoping to win a large sum of money.

I’m praying to the Holy Bible
I am asking for help through prayer.

Nigga, it’s five in the mo
It is currently five in the morning.

At work I don’t want to go
I am feeling resistant to going to work.

What a fuck going on!
I am confused about what is happening around me.

Imagine whole drop full of beats
Imagine having a large quantity of music beats.

All them shits eat shits
Many of these beats are not good quality.

Wait till them niggas see the…
People will be impressed when they hear my new beats.

... checking for your MP3!
People are searching for my music online.

What I’m gonna do for?
What can I do to stand out or make myself successful?

Got a little flow, turn it up, nigga focus on you!
I have some talent, and should focus on developing it.

All them niggas that was bullshit and put your middle finger up
I am rejecting those who doubted me or treated me poorly.

Tell the mother fuckers jokers on you!
Those who underestimated me are the ones who will regret it.

Niggas was not know I’m worth like a million
People didn't recognize my potential to achieve great success.

I will rap circles around all these children
I am more skilled and experienced than many other rappers in the industry.

I was just chilling, humbly chilling
I was simply relaxing and keeping a low profile.

But now I’m riding with DJ…
I am now working with and being supported by a well-known DJ.

What it do, my nigga? Ha, look at you my nigga
I am greeting my friend and feeling proud of my own success.

You gonna turn this lil business to the crew, my nigga!
We will work together to turn a small business into a major success.

Got a little house with the pool, my nigga
I have been successful enough to purchase a home with a pool.

You’re the truth my nigga!
You are a reliable and trustworthy friend.

Imagine how hard I gotta go
I need to work exceptionally hard to reach my goals.

I got heat, y’all don’t even know
I have a lot of talent that others may not even recognize yet.

Imagine me on the phone like three years ago
I am imagining myself from three years ago, and how things have changed.

Talking about our dreams, now you’re selling out shows
Back then, we were discussing our dreams, and now my friends are successfully selling out shows.

I was making beats all in my momma home
I was working on music beats while living at my mother's house.

I remember… and being like y’all
I used to feel like I was the same as everyone else.

I’ve been watching you on youtube since 04
I have been following your work on YouTube since 2004.

Damn, guess dreams really come true!
I am amazed that my dreams have actually come true.

You know I gotta say, you get on my fucking nerves, my fucking nerves!
Despite my success and fulfillment of dreams, my partner can sometimes be irritating or frustrating.

Hook: (x2)
This is the chorus of the song, sung twice.

Baby, asking me where I get my motivation from
My partner is curious about what motivates me.

Said I came from a place where it’s hard to see the sun
I came from a difficult place, where it was hard to see positive outcomes.

I just try to make you wet, people say I changed
I am trying to arouse my partner, and some people believe that I have changed.

You know I gotta say, you get on my fucking nerves, my fucking nerves!
Despite my success and fulfillment of dreams, my partner can sometimes be irritating or frustrating.