Fortune
Die Happy Lyrics

here I am talking 'bout discoveries
I am reflecting on new findings and realizations in life.

emptyness, how silly everything can be
The feeling of emptiness in life can render everything else meaningless or foolish.

my words are strong
I may have conviction in my speech.

my acts are weak
However, my actions do not align with what I say.

the truth is different
Reality is not what I thought it would be.

I wanted all
I had high expectations and dreams for my life and future.

now I am standing here, don't give a damn
But now I am apathetic and disillusioned to the point of not caring anymore.

I am lost in my past, in reality
My past haunts me and the harsh reality of the present is difficult to face.

it drones in my head ? a weird tone
A strange feeling or voice is constantly plaguing my thoughts and emotions.

it sounds like
This feeling is reminiscent of...

I didn't lose
I have not failed completely or wholly given up hope.

I think there must be more
I believe that there is more to life than what I am currently experiencing.

but I don't wanna wait
However, I do not want to be patient or wait for this new experience to come to me.

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Luck or destiny is not in my favor.

Not a chance to show my capability
I have not had the opportunity to demonstrate my potential or skills.

I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
I am frustrated by this unchanging situation and feel powerless to do anything about it.

here I am hiding my head in sand
I am avoiding the reality of my situation.

here I am swearing I am innocent
I am sure of my innocence, perhaps in the sense of unfair judgment or misinterpretation of my character.

don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink
I refuse to submit or surrender to these difficult circumstances.

all on my own
I am alone in this struggle, without any support or guidance.

but it's hard to believe
Despite my belief in a better future, it is difficult to have faith in it.

I will stand on the top of the world
I have a determination to succeed and achieve great things in my life.

and smile down
And once I do, I will be satisfied and celebrate my achievements.

who will tell me where it is at all
However, I am uncertain of the path to follow to reach that success.

who will tell me how to get there
I need guidance and direction to reach my goals.

I don't wanna wait
But I am still impatient and unwilling to wait for that guidance to come to me.

The fucking Fortune is not
Once again, fate or destiny is not in my favor.

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
I am still facing the same obstacles and lack of opportunities to showcase my abilities.

I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad
And I am still frustrated and angry with this ongoing struggle.