Asylum
Disturbed/Musicfire.in Lyrics

Release me
The singer wants to be freed from some burden or suffering.

No remnants were ever found of it
There's no physical evidence of the past trauma or emotional pain, but the singer is still affected by it.

Feeling the hot bile with every fake smile
Interacting with people in a disingenuous way causes the singer physical discomfort.

Though no evidence was ever found
No concrete proof of the artist's pain exists.

It never went away completely
The artist still struggles with their traumas and pain.

I try to hide from the unholy sound of it
The singer avoids confronting the painful memories and emotions.

Another day gone, another night's dawn
Time keeps moving forward despite the singer's inner turmoil.

Dark forces pull me underground
The artist feels overwhelmed and trapped by negative emotions and memories.

That never went away completely
The artist's pain and trauma continue to affect their life.

How can I feel this empty?
The artist feels deeply unfulfilled despite external achievements or experiences.

I will not recover this time
The singer doesn't believe they will ever fully heal from their pain.

This loneliness is killing me
The artist feels isolated and disconnected from others.

Will I ever know peace of mind again?
The singer hopes to find inner peace and emotional stability.

I don't believe it, I can't achieve it
The singer doubts their ability to find happiness and peace.

I think it all is just another sign
The singer sees their pain and struggles as evidence of a larger problem in their life or the world.

It never went away completely
The artist's pain and trauma still affect their life significantly.

Terror is coursing in me (death inside of me, keeps a diligent watch on everything)
The artist is overwhelmed by fear and anxiety about their life and their future.

Dreading the final moment (keeps a terrible hold on my belief)
The singer is afraid of a catastrophic event or the inevitability of their own mortality.

When I have to dream (just waiting for the moment when I)
The singer's dreams are filled with anxiety and fear.

And feel you die
The artist is haunted by the death of someone close to them.

In asylum (I live a lie)
The artist feels trapped in their own pain and trauma and unable to escape it.

Don't you know I'm in love with you?
The artist is confessing their love to someone.

And I wasn't ready
The singer wasn't emotionally prepared for some significant event or change.

To let go, now it's dragging me into your grave
The artist feels like they're being pulled down into darkness and sadness by their grief over someone's death.

Your asylum (forgive the lie)
The person the singer loved was also struggling with their own pain and trauma, and the singer wants to be forgiven for not realizing this earlier.

Overcome by the feeling that I won't get to join you in time
The singer feels like they're running out of time to be with the person they loved who has passed away.

And the loneliness is killing me
The singer's isolation and grief are causing them harm and pain.

Death's images are all around again
The artist is surrounded by representations or reminders of death and mortality.

They're right behind me, they're gonna find me
The artist is afraid of death and feels like they're being pursued by it.

Judgement for the immortal sin
The singer feels guilt or shame about some past action that they can't change.

That have enveloped me completely
The singer is consumed by regret and self-blame.

I know I'll never know a peaceful night again
The artist doesn't expect to ever find true inner peace or happiness.

Afraid they'll hear me, they don't fear me
The artist is paranoid about some negative consequences of their actions, but also feels powerless to change them.

Punishment for the immoral crime
The artist feels like they're being punished for something they did wrong.

The debt was never paid completely
The singer's guilt or shame still weighs heavily on them and they haven't been able to fully make up for their past mistakes.

In the end there will be no suffering (more suffering)
The artist believes that eventually, their pain and trauma will come to an end.

In the end we will find out everything (not everything)
The singer is hopeful that some greater understanding or insight will be achieved in the future, but recognizes that not everything can be known or understood.

In the end you may question your belief (what belief?)
The singer believes that some people will experience doubt or uncertainty about their fundamental values or principles as they navigate life.

In the end you will realize someday
The singer believes that some people will eventually come to certain realizations or understandings about their own lives or the world around them.

How you were deceived
The artist suggests that people may be misled or manipulated in some way as they navigate life.

This has gone on too long (too long)
The extent and duration of the artist's pain and trauma is overwhelming and unbearable.

No more demonic dreams
The singer hopes to overcome their fears and anxieties and stop having negative dreams or nightmares.

Destroyer, come tonight
The singer imagines or invokes some destructive force to relieve them of their pain and trauma.

Because the memory is killing me
The artist feels like their memories are causing them pain and harm.

I let go, now it's dragging me into your grave
The artist let go of someone they loved, but their grief is still consuming them.

For asylum (we live a lie)
The artist feels like they and others are trapped in some psychological or emotional prison.

Without you
The singer feels like they can't go on without the person they loved and lost.

This world is not fulfilling me
The artist feels dissatisfied and unfulfilled by their life and experiences.

Don't think I live in asylum
The singer doesn't want to be defined by their pain or trauma.

I live a lie
The singer feels like they're not being honest or true to themselves by hiding their pain or trauma.

Don't want to live in asylum
The singer wants to escape their pain and trauma and live a fulfilling life.

I live a lie
The artist again suggests that they're not being honest with themselves about their pain and trauma.