Crucified
Disturbed Lyrics


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When others left before
I could bear to turn away
Now that it's come to this
Is there nothing left to say?
I've never known before
Such exquisite suffering
As I watched you walk away
I gave in to panicking

I can't believe that
This is really happening
Have I really lost again?
Desperation drives me insane
I will focus all the pain
Right into your heart

Till it makes you blind
Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight
Till you're mine
Until the voice of doubt no longer
Dominates your mind
I'm crucified

Cold and un-whole again
Crying out and questioning
Will I ever love again?
What's the point of anything?
It takes a toll again
This is where the "fun" begins
Visions haunt me through the night
Now I'm dying for your sins

I can't believe that
If you looked me in the face
You could say there's nothing left
How the silence drives me insane
I will focus all my pain
Right into your heart

Till it makes you blind
Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight
Till you're mine
Until the voice of doubt no longer
Dominates your mind
I'm crucified

I cannot feel anything, anger I've been harboring
You've nailed me to the cross, upon it will remain
I can't feel anything, rage inside is festering
You've nailed me to the cross, upon it will remain

I will focus all my pain
Right into your heart

Till it makes you blind
Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight
Till you're mine
Until the voice of doubt no longer
Dominates your mind
I'm crucified

Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight
Till you're mine
Until the voice of doubt no longer




Dominates your mind
I'm crucified

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Disturbed's song "Crucified" express an intense sense of pain and desperation that comes from loss and rejection. The singer struggles with watching someone they love walk away and questioning if there was anything they could have done or said to change the outcome. They express feeling "cold and un-whole again" and wondering if they will ever love again or if there is any point to anything. The lyrics escalate to a point of seeking revenge, willing to focus their pain "right into your heart" and crucifying the person who has caused them such suffering.


The repetition of the lines "till it makes you blind" and "till you're mine" suggest a desire to take control and possess the person who is causing the singer's pain, until they no longer have any power over them. The image of being "crucified" brings to mind the intense suffering and martyrdom associated with the crucifixion of Jesus, suggesting that the pain the singer feels is not just emotional, but spiritual in nature as well. The final repeated lines, "till the faces of your former world have fallen from your sight" and "until the voice of doubt no longer dominates your mind," suggest a desire to completely dominate and control the other person until they are free of any doubts or uncertainties, as if the singer is taking on a god-like role.


Overall, the lyrics to "Crucified" are deeply emotional and intense, expressing the pain of rejection and loss and the desire to take control and seek revenge. It is a powerful statement about the struggle to maintain emotional control and respond to loss in a healthy way.


Line by Line Meaning

When others left before
I've been through rejection before, but this one was too much for me


I could bear to turn away
I couldn't handle the thought of losing you


Now that it's come to this
Now that I've lost you, I'm left with nothing


Is there nothing left to say?
Is there any hope for us at all?


I've never known before
This is the worst pain I've ever felt


Such exquisite suffering
The pain is so intense and overwhelming


As I watched you walk away
I felt helpless and devastated


I gave in to panicking
I couldn't control my emotions and thoughts


I can't believe that
I'm in shock that this is happening to me


This is really happening
This is not just a bad dream or imagination


Have I really lost again?
Why do I keep ending up alone and heartbroken?


Desperation drives me insane
I feel so desperate and hopeless that it's driving me insane


I will focus all the pain
I'll use this pain to motivate me to get revenge


Right into your heart
I'll make you feel the same pain and suffering that I'm feeling


Till it makes you blind
You'll be so consumed by pain that you won't see anything else


Till the faces of your former world
You won't care about anyone or anything else in your life


Have fallen from your sight
Your world will revolve solely around me and our pain


Till you're mine
I'll make sure you belong to me and no one else


Until the voice of doubt no longer
I'll make sure there's no room in your mind for doubt


Dominates your mind
You'll be completely under my control


I cannot feel anything, anger I've been harboring
My anger has taken over and I feel nothing else


You've nailed me to the cross, upon it will remain
You've hurt me so deeply and I'll never forget it or forgive you


I can't feel anything, rage inside is festering
I'm consumed by rage and it's only getting worse




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: DAN DONEGAN, DAVID DRAIMAN, MICHAEL WENGREN, MIKE WENGREN

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@ChaoticPro_

When others left before
I could bear to turn away
Now that it's come to this
Is there nothing left to say?
I've never known before
Such exquisite suffering
As I watched you walk away
I gave in to panicking

I can't believe that
This is really happening
Have I really lost again?
Desperation drives me insane
I will focus all the pain
Right into your heart

Till it makes you blind
Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight
Till you're mine
Until the voice of doubt no longer
Dominates your mind
I'm crucified

Cold and unwhole again
Crying out and questioning
Will I ever love again?
What's the point of anything?
It takes a toll again
This is where the "fun" begins
Visions haunt me through the night
Now I'm dying for your sins

I can't believe that
If you looked me in the face
You could say there's nothing left
How the silence drives me insane
I will focus all my pain
Right into your heart

Till it makes you blind
Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight
Till you're mine
Until the voice of doubt no longer
Dominates your mind
I'm crucified

I cannot feel anything; anger I've been harboring
You've nailed me to the cross; upon it, I will remain
I can't feel anything; rage inside is festering
You've nailed me to the cross; upon it, I will remain

I will focus all my pain
Right into your heart

Till it makes you blind
Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight
Till you're mine (mine)
Until the voice of doubt no longer
Dominates your mind
I'm crucified
Till it makes you blind (blind)
Till the faces of your former world
Have fallen from your sight (I'm crucified)
Till you're mine (mine)
Until the voice of doubt no longer
Dominates your mind
I'm crucified



All comments from YouTube:

@GojiBoiEarth1964

David’s vocals in this album is really underrated.

@chrysatoumpa9448

Asylum really is one hell of an album.Absolutely timeless.

@mentos7070

Hell yeah.

@hippietoughcreations1663

I love how this song is all clean vocals, not so rough sounding but still intense and hard hitting. I love the rough vocals too

@laitan722

Thank you for your love and support we obviously wouldn’t have made it this far without you💛..Send us a mail contactusdisturbed@gmail.com

@kingmisfit4002

I totally agree with you !!

@biogrisha4433

It's strange, but every time I listen to this song, it sounds with a different mood. Sometimes I find it very expressive and emotional, and other times it's calm and lingering, as if it's sung so as not to disturb anyone at night.

@lemondragon5971

Quite the throwback. Reminds me of my days in highschool, trudging through classes only entertained by the music y'all created, this song in particular got me through a bad breakup

@neno2754

This gets me through high school in the last 2 years

@laitan722

We appreciate you for your love and support we wouldn’t have made it this far without you💛..Send us a mail contactusdisturbed@gmail.com

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