Asylum
Disturbed /Disturbed Lyrics

No remnants were ever found of it
There is no trace of the past and it's haunting me

Feeling the hot bile
Sick with the anxiety of the unknown

With every fake smile
Hiding my emotions for the sake of others

Though no evidence was ever found
Despite the lack of answers or clues

It never went away completely
The past is still present and cannot be escaped

I try to appellate a holy sound of it
I attempt to invoke a spiritual solution

Another day gone
Time passes without resolution

Another night's drawn
The darkness of night brings no rest

Dark forces pull me underground
Negative influences consume me

And never went away completely
The past remains an ever-present force in my life

How can I feel this empty
The emptiness inside cannot be filled

I will not recover this time
This situation cannot be overcome

This loneliness is killing me
The lack of companionship is too much to bear

Will I ever know peace of mind again
Is there any chance of finding inner peace?

I don't believe it
I lack hope for a better future

I can't achieve it
I don't have the strength to make it happen

I think I know it's just another sign that
I believe this is yet another indication

Never went away completely
The past refuses to be forgotten

Terror is coursing in me
I'm constantly filled with fear

Can you find a moment
Is there any respite?

Where I have to be
Anywhere but here

And feel you die
The pain of loss is overwhelming

In asylum (I live a lie)
My current state is a facade

Don't you know I'm in love with you
I care deeply for you

And I wasn't ready
I wasn't prepared for this situation

For asylum (Relive a lie)
What I once believed was a lie

To let go
To release the past and move on

Now it's dragging me into your grave
The past is consuming me to the point of death

Your asylum (Forget the lie)
Your previous state of mind was false

Overcome and the feeling that I won't get to join you in time
I fear that death will separate us forever

But the loneliness is killing me, yeah!
The lack of companionship and understanding is unbearable

Death's images are all around again
The specter of death haunts me

They're right behind me
The fear of death is ever-present

They're gonna find me
Death is inevitable

Judge me for my mortal sin
I am haunted by past mistakes

That have enveloped me completely
The past has consumed me

I know I'll never know a peaceful night again
I doubt I will ever find rest

Afraid they'll hear me
I fear being vulnerable

They don't fear me
My worst fears are not realized

Punishment for me of a moral crime
I feel guilt for wrongdoings

The debt was never paid completely
I didn't make things right in the past

In the end there will be no suffering (More suffering)
There will be a resolution, but it may not be pleasant

In the end we will find out everything (Not everything)
All will be revealed, though not necessarily all-encompassing

In the end you may question your belief (What belief?)
You may question what you thought you knew

In the end you will realize someday
Ultimately, there will be a reckoning

How you were deceived
Things may not be as they seemed

This has gone on too long (too long)
This situation has persisted for too much time

No more demonic race
Escape from evil forces

Destroyer come to light
The means for liberation are at hand

Because the memory is killing me
The past continues to torment me and drain my strength

This world is not fulfilling me
I'm unfulfilled by my experiences in life

Don't make me live in asylum
Don't force me to live in a mental state of fear and uncertainty

I live alive
I want to experience true vitality

Don't want to live in asylum
I don't want to exist in a state of fear and anxiety

I live a lie
My current state of mind is based on falsehoods

Don't make me live in asylum
Don't force me to live in a mental state of fear and uncertainty

I am a lie
I am living based on false assumptions and beliefs