Heaven Sent
Down & Dirty Lyrics

Was it all worth it?
Did you get what you wanted out of this? Was the pain and heartbreak worth the end result?

'Cause when you spoke
Every time you spoke, something negative came out of your mouth.

The devil's words fell from your mouth
You said terrible things that hurt me deeply.

I pleaded
I begged you to stop hurting me and causing me pain.

"Please don′t you make me suffer like this"
I asked you to stop causing me pain and suffering.

'Cause after everything that we've been through (We′ve been through)
We've been through a lot together, and I thought that meant something to you.

I thought that I would mean something to you
I believed that you cared about me and our relationship.

I can′t believe this is happening
I can't believe that things have gotten to this point and that our relationship has fallen apart.

There's no going back, I gave you everything
We can't fix things, and I already gave you everything I had to offer.

The truth is I′ve given up
I've lost hope that we can save our relationship.

On trying to save this
I've stopped trying to fix our problems and save our relationship.

I'm broken, I′ve had enough
I'm emotionally shattered and tired of dealing with the pain and hurt.

Of trying, of trying to save this
I've tried so hard to make things work, but it's not worth the effort anymore.

Your broken smile
Your smile is fake and conceals the pain and hurt that you're causing me.

An arsenal behind your teeth
You use your words as weapons to hurt me and cause emotional damage.

I feel anxiety arise in me
Every time I'm around you, I feel anxious and stressed out.

While you give up on everything
You've stopped trying to make things work and have given up on our relationship.

I need to know
I need to understand why you're doing this and what went wrong in our relationship.

Was it worth it to throw this away?
Was whatever you gained by ending our relationship worth the cost of throwing away everything that we had together?

You held my heart in both your hands
I trusted you with my heart and emotions, and you ended up hurting me.

And then you fucking broke me
You completely shattered me emotionally and left me with nothing.

I tried so hard to forget everything
I've tried my best to move on and forget about our relationship.

Saying to me we're meant to be
You told me that we were meant to be together, but that turned out to be a lie.

Those lies you made me believe
You told me things that weren't true, and I believed them.

I can′t sleep at night
I can't stop thinking about you and the pain that you've caused me.

Because you're all that I see
You're constantly on my mind, and I can't escape thinking about you.

I never thought you'd be the one
I never expected that you would hurt me and betray my trust.

To turn your back on me
You abandoned me and our relationship when I needed you the most.

I won′t forgive, I won't forget
I can't forgive you for what you've done, and I won't forget the pain that you've caused me.

I never wanted this
I didn't want our relationship to end up like this and for us to be hurt like this.

No forgiveness
I can't forgive you for what you've done to me.

For the games that you played right from the start
You manipulated and played with my emotions and feelings from the beginning of our relationship.