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Richmond, Virginia. Andrew Seymour - drums, percussion, vocals
Patrick Davis - bass guitar, vocals
Robbie Ludvigsen - electric guitar, acoustic guitar, keyboards, programming, vocals
Gordon Phillips - vocals, baritone guitar
Grace Days
Downhaul Lyrics
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Then word reaches me that you're not taking care of yourself
And what am I supposed to do with that?
But I don't reach out because I don't know how to
And that's something I've got to live with
Well I've burned my grace days, the people I have left
They either can't or simply won't relate
Easily flustered as I pray to forget
Spending each New Year in regional airports
Weighing the import of checking in on friends
As I struggle to reckon with the realization
That I've got next to nothing to show for all these years
Except a stutter, a shiver, my parents and my sisters
The faintest recollections of a town beside a river
Well I've burned my grace days
And that's something I've got to live with
In the first verse of "Grace Days" by Downhaul, the singer reflects on their conflicted emotions towards someone they used to care about. The lyrics convey a sense of emotional distance as the singer admits that there are days when they do not think of this person. However, when they hear that the person is not taking care of themselves, they feel a sense of responsibility and uncertainty about how to respond. Despite the desire to reach out, the singer acknowledges their own struggles with communication and decides to stay silent, knowing that this decision will weigh heavily on them.
The second verse delves into themes of isolation and missed opportunities for connection. The singer laments that they have "burned their grace days," metaphorically referring to chances for forgiveness or understanding that have been lost. The people around them either cannot or will not empathize with their struggles, leaving the singer feeling disconnected and frustrated. The reference to spending New Year in regional airports suggests a sense of transience and impermanence in relationships, as well as a feeling of being adrift and disconnected from those around them.
As the lyrics progress, the singer reflects on what they have to show for all the years that have passed. Despite listing some tangible things like a stutter, a shiver, and their family members, the singer acknowledges that these do not amount to much in the grand scheme of things. The mention of a town beside a river brings forth nostalgic memories and a sense of longing for a simpler time. The realization that they have "next to nothing to show" points to a feeling of unfulfillment and a lack of tangible achievements or connections that bring lasting satisfaction.
The repetition of the line "Well I've burned my grace days" at the end of the song emphasizes the theme of missed opportunities and regrets. The singer resigns themselves to the consequences of their inaction and inability to reach out to others. The closing lines suggest a sense of acceptance and the weight of carrying the burden of unspoken words and unresolved feelings. Overall, "Grace Days" explores themes of missed connections, emotional distance, and the struggle to reconcile past actions with the present reality, creating a poignant narrative of regret and introspection.
Line by Line Meaning
There are days now where I don't think of you
Occasionally, I find myself not dwelling on thoughts of you
Then word reaches me that you're not taking care of yourself
I hear news that you're neglecting your well-being
And what am I supposed to do with that?
I feel uncertain about how to respond to this information
But I don't reach out because I don't know how to
I refrain from contacting you because I lack the ability to do so
And that's something I've got to live with
I must come to terms with this decision
Well I've burned my grace days, the people I have left
I have exhausted the leniency of those still around me
They either can't or simply won't relate
The remaining individuals either are unable or unwilling to empathize
It's not like I'm trying all that hard to connect
I'm not putting in much effort to establish connections
Easily flustered as I pray to forget
I become easily overwhelmed as I hope to erase memories
Spending each New Year in regional airports
Observing the passage of time in mundane settings
Weighing the import of checking in on friends
Considering the significance of reaching out to friends
As I struggle to reckon with the realization
I grapple with coming to terms with the fact
That I've got next to nothing to show for all these years
I have little to demonstrate for the time that has passed
Except a stutter, a shiver, my parents and my sisters
All I have to show is my flaws, my family members
The faintest recollections of a town beside a river
Vague memories of a town located next to a river
And that's something I've got to live with
This is an aspect that I must accept and endure
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Gordon Phillips
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