Eclipse
Dr. Apeman Lyrics
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From shadows of my past, the pain's renewing
Memories haunt me, in the night's cold gloom
In the silence of my Heart, old wounds resume
Eclipse of emotion, the past's old notion
A relentless sea, an unending ocean
Caught in the storm, in the heart's commotion
I'm trying to heal, in this emotional erosion!
Lost in the noise, the world's hushed words!
I put on a mask, became a hardened shell
Yet, inside me, the echoes swirled!
Shadows of a past that never really passed
A heart that's been shattered like fragile glass!
But I'll stand in the storm, face the overcast
For in the eclipse of emotion, I'm healing at last!
Eclipse of emotion, it's a stormy ocean
Pain and heartache, they set the motion
But in the depths of despair, I found devotion
To heal, to feel, in this eclipse of emotion!
So, here's to my song, to the dark night's sky
A hymn for the healing, a lullaby!
In the eclipse of emotion, I no longer deny
I'm healing, I'm feeling, beneath the Moons' sigh!
Eclipse of emotion, a haunting potion
Bitter memories, stirring up the emotion!
Caught in the rain, of self-loathing notion
I'm learning to heal, from this emotional corrosion!
Eclipse of emotion, it's a stormy ocean
Pain and heartache, they set the motion!
But in the depths of despair, I found devotion
To heal, to feel, in this eclipse of emotion!
In these lyrics, the singer explores the turmoil within themselves, describing it as a storm brewing and a tempest that has been reawakened from their past. They express how memories haunt them, particularly during the cold, silent nights when old wounds resurface. The idea of an "eclipse of emotion" symbolizes the overwhelming nature of their emotional state and how it seems to overshadow everything else in their life. The storm and the ocean imagery further emphasize the intensity and relentless nature of their emotions.
The lyrics also touch on the singer's experience of feeling unheard and lost in a world that seems to drown out their cries. They describe putting on a mask and becoming a hardened shell to protect themselves from the pain, but they acknowledge that the echoes of their past still persist internally. The shattered heart imagery suggests that the singer has experienced deep hurt and trauma, but they express resilience and determination to face the storm and find healing.
The chorus reinforces the theme of healing, emphasizing that despite the stormy emotions and the pain they bring, the singer is actively working towards healing and allowing themselves to feel. The mention of "devotion" suggests a commitment to self-care and self-compassion in order to overcome the emotional corrosion they have experienced. The lyrics also imply that through this process, the singer has discovered a deeper sense of purpose and meaning, symbolized by the moon's sigh, which represents solace and guidance.
Overall, these lyrics depict a journey of self-discovery and healing in the face of emotional turmoil. The singer acknowledges the depth of their pain and the impact it has had on their life, but ultimately, they find strength and resolve in facing their emotions. Through this process, they learn to embrace healing, allowing themselves to feel and gradually overcome the emotional corrosion that has plagued them. The lyrics offer an empathetic and relatable exploration of the human experience of navigating complex emotions and the power of finding devotion and healing within oneself.
Line by Line Meaning
There's a storm inside me, a tempest brewing
I am experiencing intense inner turmoil and emotional unrest.
From shadows of my past, the pain's renewing
The pain from my past experiences is resurfacing and affecting me again.
Memories haunt me, in the night's cold gloom
I am tormented by memories, especially during the lonely and dark nights.
In the silence of my Heart, old wounds resume
When I am alone with my thoughts, my old emotional wounds resurface and reopen.
Eclipse of emotion, the past's old notion
My overwhelming emotions are overshadowing me, reminding me of my past.
A relentless sea, an unending ocean
My emotions are like a never-ending and uncontrollable force.
Caught in the storm, in the heart's commotion
I am trapped and overwhelmed by the emotional turmoil within me.
I'm trying to heal, in this emotional erosion!
I am making an effort to recover and heal myself from this gradual wearing away of my emotions.
Hidden in the dark, a child's cries unheard
The cries and pain of my inner child remain unnoticed and unacknowledged.
Lost in the noise, the world's hushed words!
In the chaos of the world, the whispers and concerns of others often go unheard.
I put on a mask, became a hardened shell
I pretended to be strong and built a protective barrier around myself.
Yet, inside me, the echoes swirled!
Nevertheless, my inner turmoil and unresolved feelings continued to disturb me.
Shadows of a past that never really passed
Reminders of unresolved issues and traumas from the past continue to haunt me.
A heart that's been shattered like fragile glass!
My heart has been broken into pieces, as fragile as glass.
But I'll stand in the storm, face the overcast
Despite the challenges, I will remain strong and confront the difficulties head-on.
For in the eclipse of emotion, I'm healing at last!
Through this process of intense emotional upheaval, I am finally finding healing.
Eclipse of emotion, it's a stormy ocean
The overwhelming surge of emotions resembles a turbulent and unpredictable sea.
Pain and heartache, they set the motion
The pain and emotional distress are the driving force behind my journey of healing.
But in the depths of despair, I found devotion
Amidst my lowest moments, I discovered a deep commitment to healing and self-care.
To heal, to feel, in this eclipse of emotion!
I am actively working towards healing and reconnecting with my emotions during this intense emotional experience.
So, here's to my song, to the dark night's sky
This is a dedication to my personal journey, symbolized by the metaphorical dark night sky.
A hymn for the healing, a lullaby!
This song serves as a gentle and soothing reminder of the process of healing.
In the eclipse of emotion, I no longer deny
During this intense emotional experience, I am no longer avoiding or suppressing my emotions.
I'm healing, I'm feeling, beneath the Moons' sigh!
I am undergoing a healing process and allowing myself to experience a range of emotions, influenced by the calming presence of the moon.
Eclipse of emotion, a haunting potion
The overwhelming flood of emotions has a haunting and all-consuming effect.
Bitter memories, stirring up the emotion!
Painful memories resurface and intensify the emotional turmoil I am experiencing.
Caught in the rain, of self-loathing notion
I am trapped in a cycle of self-blame and negative self-perception.
I'm learning to heal, from this emotional corrosion!
I am actively acquiring the tools and knowledge to recover and grow from this emotional decay.
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Written by: Zachary Folks
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