Revival
Dr. Pickup Lyrics

I open my faint heart to you
I am vulnerable and honest with you

Wherever you are, accept my gift of Light
I offer you my love and positivity wherever you may be

I know that I never truly lose you
I understand that your memory will always be with me

So long as your memory's not far from sight!
As long as I remember you, you are never truly gone

The rain perpetually falls in my head
My mind is constantly filled with sadness

Casimir, the sorrow of my name
My name symbolizes the sorrow I carry

About sums up why my forearms are red
Explaining why I am scarred and hurting

Why the days can be exactly the same!
My struggles seem to repeat endlessly

But it's me who's inconsistent
I recognize that I am the one who is unpredictable

And in my inconsistency, what bleeds through
My emotions and vulnerabilities become apparent

Thoughts alive, remembering the dead
Memories of lost loved ones remain with me

I imagine you found the White Light
I envision you in a place of peace and purity

But refused its embrace, because in your head
You rejected happiness without me by your side

Paradise ain't perfect without me at your side!
You believe true paradise includes me with you

I'll never forget the price you paid in your descent
I remember the sacrifices you made for me

Why for me you got your beautiful wings so rent!
You suffered for my sake, losing your innocence

I don't know how, certainly don't ask me why
I can't explain the depth of your love for me

The love of my life would rather protect me 'til I die
You prioritize my safety and well-being above all

Than experience one ounce of Paradise, without my
You choose to endure hardship as long as we're together

Reassurance the hallelujahs she hears ain't more lies
You seek comfort in knowing our love is genuine

You absorb the blackness this life throws at me
You take on the darkness of life to protect me

Gave up the Divine Realm for a demon like me
You sacrificed heavenly bliss to be with me, flawed as I am

I'm here alone, barely making it out alive
I struggle without you, barely surviving on my own

But you're stuck aground too after your crash-dive!
You are also trapped in a difficult situation after falling from grace

Seems to me nothing's changed, sweet fallen Luminary
Despite our struggles, you remain a shining light in my life

Love comes first, your cardinal rule, you're so ordinary!
Your unwavering love for me is your most defining trait

You take me in your arms at the final danger
You provide comfort and protection when I need it most

Your poor wings strain, but life, not death, is now the Stranger!
You endure hardships to keep me safe, even if it takes a toll on you

My sweet Lightweaver, I've loved you dumb, I've loved you clever!
I have loved you in various ways, with all my heart and mind

I've loved you wrathful, and I've loved you better!
My love for you is unconditional, even through times of anger and joy