Diary
Dr. Zeus Lyrics

I remember when I got started my intention was to win
When I first began my career, my goal was to achieve success and come out on top

But a lot of shit changed since then
However, many things have changed since that time

Some old friends became enemies in the quest of victory
Certain individuals I used to consider friends turned into adversaries as we competed for success

But I made a vow, never let this shit get to me
Nevertheless, I promised myself that I would not let these situations affect me negatively

I let it pass, so I consider that part of my history
I chose to let go of those conflicts and consider them as part of my past

And I'm strong, financially, physically
Currently, I am financially stable and physically capable

Mentally I'm on a whole 'nother level
Moreover, my mental state has reached a much higher level of strength and resilience

And don't forget that I came from the ghetto
It's important to remember that I originated from a disadvantaged and impoverished neighborhood

Sold a new house for my moms, that's special
I went on to sell a brand new house for my mother, which holds significant meaning

I let you going shopping till your feet get tired
I allow you to shop without restraint until you are physically exhausted

Then a new Benz just for you to ride in
After that, I bought you a new Mercedes-Benz solely for your enjoyment

When I didn't have it, you provided
During times when I lacked luxuries, you were there to provide them for me

Don't be surprised that I built an enterprise
Therefore, it should come as no surprise that I have successfully established a thriving business

And my house got a view of the city like a highrise
I now reside in a house with a magnificent view of the city, comparable to that of a tall skyscraper

I'm just talking to my diary, I'm just talking to my diary
All these thoughts and experiences I'm expressing are simply conversations with my personal diary

Now puff-puff-pass got a nigga having flashbacks
Engaging in smoking marijuana and passing it around brings back nostalgic memories for me

I used to be a starving artist so I would never starve an artist
In the past, I struggled financially as an artist, so now I make sure other artists do not experience the same

This is my passion, it's where my heart is
Creating music is not just a hobby but a deep-seated passion that lies within my heart

It gets the hardest when I think about the dearly departed
The most difficult moments arise when I reminisce about those who are no longer with us

Like the nigga I started with
Particularly, the person I began my musical journey with

I know Eazy can see me now, looking down through the clouds
I believe the late Eazy-E can observe me from above, peering through the clouds

And regardless, I know my nigga still proud
Regardless of the circumstances, I am confident that my friend would still be proud of me

It's been a while since we spoke but you still my folks
Though it has been some time since we last conversed, you remain an important person in my life

We used to sit back, laugh and joke
We used to relax, share laughter, and engage in playful banter

Now I remember when we used to do all-nighters
I recall the times when we stayed up all night together, working on our music

You in the booth and Cube in the corner writing
You would be in the recording booth while Cube sat in the corner, writing lyrics

Where Ren at? Shout out to my nigga Yella
I wonder where Ren is now? A shout out to my friend Yella

Damn, I miss that
Damn, I really miss those times and the people from that period