Why Am I So Toxic
Dreamer Isioma Lyrics

It’s hotter than a sauna
The situation is extremely intense and uncomfortable.

Smoking all this marijuana
Using drugs to numb the emotional pain I'm feeling.

Numb the pain til I can’t breathe
Trying to escape from the pain to the point where it becomes suffocating.

Tell me if you wanna end it
Please let me know if you want to put an end to this relationship.

I don't think we can be mended
I don't believe our relationship can be repaired.

When you don’t love me anymore
The pain I feel when you no longer have feelings for me.

I don’t know why you brought this up
I'm unsure why you started this conversation.

What happens in the club gon’ stay in the club
Whatever occurs in the nightlife scene will remain there and not affect our relationship.

Nothing happened between us because I love you girl
No infidelity or wrongdoing occurred between us because I truly love you.

I could never break your trust cause you’re my fucking world
I would never betray your trust because you mean everything to me.

Yea yea
Expressing agreement or affirmation.

What the fuck
Expressing confusion or disbelief.

Why am I so toxic
Questioning my own behavior and why I continually engage in harmful actions.

I might start a mosh pit
I may unleash chaos and aggression in a social setting.

Yea call the police
Sarcastically suggesting that the situation is out of control and may require intervention.

I’m already a slave I’m deceased
Feeling trapped and overwhelmed by my own actions and their consequences.

Too much blood on my hands to have peace
The guilt and remorse I carry prevent me from finding inner peace.

Got this blood on my hands for a piece
I am willing to engage in harmful behavior to obtain a temporary feeling of satisfaction.

for a piece of that ass groceries
Engaging in sexual encounters for purely physical satisfaction.

Huh yea belly of the beast
Being trapped in a dangerous or tempting situation.

I swear you are steady tryna fuck with me
I believe you are intentionally trying to manipulate or harm me emotionally.

Or fuck on me
Possibly suggesting a sexual encounter or desire.

What will be
Uncertain about the future and the outcome of our relationship.

Have you been thinking about me
Wondering if you have been contemplating our relationship and its significance.

I know you been dreaming bout me
Aware that you have been fantasizing or daydreaming about me.

I bought her round I don’t drink
I paid for her drinks even though I don't consume alcohol myself.

We went to my house to not sleep
We engaged in activities at my place other than sleeping.

But I kicked her out when I peeped
I sent her away when I realized something suspicious or concerning.

That you were on the way back to me
Discovering that you were planning to return to me.

Damn damn damn
Expressing frustration or disappointment.

What the fuck
Expressing disbelief or confusion.

How am i being toxic
Questioning and reflecting on my own toxic behaviors and patterns.

Bitch you were supposed to be in paris for the weekend
You were expected to be away in Paris for the weekend, but you're here causing problems instead.

Who you talking to
Demanding to know who you're speaking with.

Bitch you tweakin
Accusing you of acting irrational or strange.

I get bored at night
Expressing a tendency to feel restless or unoccupied during the evening.

I start creeping
I begin behaving in a suspicious or secretive manner.

Fiending
Craving or desiring something intensely.

I don’t the meaning
I don't understand the significance or purpose.

What you want from me
Questioning your intentions or desires in relation to me.

What you from me yea
Asking why you have expectations or demands of me.

Want from me yea
Inquiring about your desires and what you seek from me.

Imma do me yea
I will prioritize my own needs and desires.

Imma do me yea
I will prioritize my own needs and desires.