Born in Montclair, New Jersey, in 1969, Duncan Sheik grew up in South Carolina but spent many of his early years staying with his grandparents in New Jersey. Inspired to play the piano while there, he later switched to electric guitar and performed in bands throughout high school. A fan of musical theater from a young age, he also acted in school plays and attended the occasional Broadway show with his mother. While studying at Brown University, he played in a band with Lisa Loeb but began shopping his own demo tape soon after graduation. After moving to Los Angeles, he appeared with His Boy Elroy on a 1993 album for Epic, and spent several years writing songs before he signed a solo deal with Atlantic.
Atlantic released his debut album, the Rupert Hine-produced Duncan Sheik, in mid-1996, with the single "Barely Breathing" following later in the year. The song reached number 16 on the Hot 100, and after another single, "Reasons for Living," appeared on the soundtrack to the hit TV show ER in late 1996, the debut peaked at number 83 on the Billboard 200. Also produced with Hine, the follow-up, Humming, arrived on Atlantic in 1998 and reached number 163.
Nonesuch issued 2001's self-produced Phantom Moon, a more orchestral collaboration between Sheik and poet/playwright/lyricist Steven Sater, who provided its lyrics. It featured appearances by the London Session Orchestra and guitarist Bill Frisell. Though it failed to reach the Billboard 200, Sheik returned to the chart with his fourth album, 2002's Daylight, which reached number 110. It would be his final release with Atlantic. In 2002, Sheik also composed music for a New York Shakespeare Festival's production of Twelfth Night.
Continuing to split his focus between songwriting and composition, Sheik wrote the film score for the 2004 romantic drama A Home at the End of the World as well as music for the 2005 documentary Through the Fire. He offered up his fifth studio LP, While Limousine, on the Zoë label in 2006. Its insightful lyrics didn't shy away from sociopolitical territory. In the meantime, he had collaborated with Sater on a rock musical based on the 19th century German play Spring Awakening, a story concerned with teenaged sexuality. With a book and lyrics by Sater and music by Sheik, Spring Awakening opened off-Broadway in May 2006 before moving to Broadway's Eugene O'Neill Theatre in December of that year. The show ran for over two years and took home eight Tony Awards, including Best Musical, Best Book of a Musical, and Best Original Score. The Decca-issued cast album won a Grammy for Sheik and Sater.
Sheik composed the scores for projects including the Mary Stuart Masterson-directed film The Cake Eaters (2007) and the animated TV movie Little Spirit: Christmas in New York (2008) before presenting his next pop album, 2009's Whisper House. Featuring several duets with Holly Brook (Skylar Grey), the RCA Victor release spent a week at the number 181 spot on the Billboard 200. He scored the movie dramas Dare (2009) and Harvest (2010), then returned in 2011 with the covers album Covers 80s, which included backing vocals by Rachael Yamagata and Brook. Covers 80s Remixed appeared in 2012.
Next up for Sheik was a musical adaptation of Bret Easton Ellis' American Psycho featuring a book by Roberto Aguirre-Sacasa and music, lyrics, and orchestrations all by Sheik. It opened in London in 2013. He released another solo album, a song cycle titled Legerdemain (2015), and premiered the musical thriller Noir (2015) at Vassar College before American Psycho had its Broadway premiere in March 2016. The original London cast recording arrived on Concord Records the same month. Based on Lewis Carroll's Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, another Sheik-Sater musical collaboration, Alice by Heart, opened off-Broadway in early 2019. The original cast recording was released by Ghostlight later in the year. 2019 also saw the off-Broadway opening of the musical The Secret Life of Bees, featuring music by Sheik and lyrics by Tony nominee Susan Birkenhead (Working, Jelly's Last Jam).
His first concert album, Live at the Cafe Carlyle, followed on Sneaky Studios/Missing Piece in late 2020. Compiled from a week of shows in October 2017, its set list spanned "Barely Breathing," songs from Spring Awakening, and previously unreleased covers of Radiohead and Tom Petty. An HBO documentary about the 15th anniversary concert of the hit musical, Spring Awakening: Those You've Known, premiered in May 2022 and was followed in June by Claptrap, Sheik's first solo studio album in seven years. It arrived on the New York-based Antifragile Music label.
Biography by Marcy Donelson
Barely Breathing
Duncan Sheik Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
You really had me goin', wishing on a star
The black holes that surround you are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
It must've been that yesterday was the day that I was born
There's not much to examine, nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
Don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
You're worth the price, the price that I would pay
And everyone keeps asking, "What's it all about?"
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction?
I only feel the pain
Nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
Don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
You're worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway
I've come to find I may never know
Your changing mind, is it friend or foe?
I rise above or sink below
With every time you come and go
Please don't come and go
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
Don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
You're worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway
And I know what you're doin'
I see it all too clear
The lyrics of Duncan Sheik’s song “Barely Breathing” capture post-breakup pain and confusion. The singer is dissecting a failed relationship with a person he still has feelings for but is gradually realizing that it is time to move on. The opening lines suggest that the singer has woken up to the reality that his lover has played him, and he can no longer ignore the signs. The saline in the tears and the weight of the black holes that surround her symbolize the pain and weight of her emotional baggage, which she continually burdens him with. The singer laments the fact that he had invested his emotions in her confusion and torn her state of mind, hoping to take her out of it. But instead, he is left with nothing to examine, leaving him no choice but to say goodbye.
The chorus of the song captures the singer's mental state as he tries to deal with the pain of rejection amid his hope that his lover will come back to him. He is barely breathing and struggling to find air and is only imagining that she cares for him. The lyrics also convey the futility of this desire to keep holding on to a lost cause because the singer admits that he might be a fool waiting for another day, but his heart is not willing to let go, making him willing to pay the price. The bridge highlights the singer's confusion about his ex-lover's motivations and the mix of emotions that come with the thought of her presence in his life. The final verse ends on a somber note as the singer resigns himself to the reality that he may never know what his ex-lover truly wanted and whether she was a friend or foe, acknowledging that every time she comes and goes, he is left feeling uncertain and emotionally drained.
Line by Line Meaning
I know what you're doing, I see it all too clear
I understand your actions and intentions very easily and it's crystal clear to me
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
The only time I experience something real from you is when I wipe away your tears
You really had me goin', wishing on a star
You had me completely fooled and naive, I was hoping for a miracle
The black holes that surround you are heavier by far
The negative and toxic influences around you weigh you down immensely
I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
I trusted that you were struggling and unsure, because you seemed completely lost
It must've been that yesterday was the day that I was born
I must have been so foolish and naive to trust you, feeling like I was just born yesterday
There's not much to examine, nothing left to hide
There's not much substance left to you, and no secrets or emotions that are hidden
You really can't be serious
I can't believe you're being sincere or genuine
If you have to ask me why I say goodbye
You should already know why I'm breaking up with you, if you have to ask then you really don't understand at all
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
Don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
You're worth the price, the price that I would pay
I am struggling to keep going, and I feel like you don't care about me. I'm willing to keep waiting for you even though it would make me a fool, although I'm not sure if it's worth it. Despite this, you're worth everything to me and I would pay any price for you
And everyone keeps asking, "What's it all about?"
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction?
I only feel the pain
Nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?
Everyone is asking me what's happening, and I used to be so sure of things but now I don't understand anymore. I don't know why I'm attracted to you when all it brings me is pain, and I can't rationalize anything anymore, and I place all the blame on you. Will anything ever change?
But I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway
Despite the confusion, I'm still trying to think through everything and figure out what I should do
I've come to find I may never know
Your changing mind, is it friend or foe?
I rise above or sink below
With every time you come and go
Please don't come and go
I've come to the realization that I may never understand your constantly changing mind, whether it's working for me or against me. Every time you appear or disappear from my life, I feel myself either soaring or plummeting, and I don't know if I could handle any more of this instability
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Duncan Sheik
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@taylorharris1796
Duncan Sheik
Dave Matthews Band
Smashing Pumpkins
Oasis
Jewel
No Doubt
Foo Fighters
Incubus
Match Box 20
Third Eye Blind
Garbage
Bush
Counting Crows
Alanis
Sarah McLachlan
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Linkin Park
Blink 182
Nine Inch Nails
Pearl Jam
The Offspring
Hole
and many more great mid to late 90's bands and solo artists have my heart for life. Feel free to add to the list.
@thehospitalofsongs
I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline
When I kiss away your tears
You really had me goin'
Wishin' on a star
The black holes that surround you
Are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion
You were so completely torn
It must've been that yesterday
Was the day that I was born
There's not much to examine
There's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious
If you have to ask me why
I say goodbye
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
And worth the price, the price that I would pay
And everyone keeps asking, "What's it all about?"
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction?
I only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
And worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway
I've come to find
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
Or sink below
With every time
You come and go
Please don't
Come and go
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price
And worth the price, the price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway
And I know what you're doin'
I see it all too clear
@atlanticrecords
Love 90s pop rock? Check out the 90s Rock & Pop Hits Playlist 🎸🎹🎶 http://bit.ly/90sRockHits
@bkdsog
This is a great song.
@staciepresgrove4980
I love Atlantic Records! You guys never disappoint ❤
@jodyhaney6321
Loved this song from the beginning and I always will!
@dominicbutalid9785
@@bkdsog 😀😍👍zzz
@jerryt4248
@@jodyhaney6321 After all he's been through with this girl he's still thinking about being with her. "But I'm thinking it over anyway a classic line.
@marketslice5030
I'm working on that time machine, guys. I will get us all back home.
@wwe666q
How will you fit all of us ? Cause I want in. This 2020 isn't for me. I miss the 90s
@belladonna5904
I think I figured out how to do it!
@jorgeraga2722
I'm in I miss the 90s so let me know lol