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Words Form out like bullets Yes
The things you say hit me hard and fast

Luckily I put on my vest
Thankfully, I am emotionally prepared for your hurtful words

I walk around like ain't nothing happened
I try to appear unaffected by your words

But your killing me
Your words are taking a toll on my mental health

Yes your killing me
I am struggling because of the way you talk to me

You don't see it cause I don't bleed but stitches help heal my self esteem
You can't see the damage you're doing because it's internal, but I am working to heal myself

Meditating constantly on my knees
I am turning to prayer for comfort and guidance

Asking God Please Can You Bring me peace
I am seeking a sense of calm and well-being in the midst of this struggle

Because we're at WAR... We're At WAR
Our relationship is in a state of conflict

With No Armor On
I am emotionally vulnerable in this situation

Ohhh
Expressing distress and unease

Shot to my heart Shot to my head
Your words are affecting me deeply

(So why ain't I dead know why I'm not dead)
I am trying to stay strong and resilient through this despite the pain I feel

No fooling around your hearts in my hands
I am aware that I have to be very careful with your feelings

(I make one mistake I'm losing my way with you)
One slip up could ruin our relationship

I Just can't take this no more our love is to lost to be found I just can't figure it out
I am at a loss on how to repair our relationship, and things are too broken to continue as they are

Ahhhhh well that's ok cause I'm a soulja
I am resilient despite the struggles I am facing

Father said no acting off emotion
My father taught me to keep a level head and not make decisions based on emotions alone

Mama said to never put your hand up on no woman
My mother taught me to treat everyone, especially women, with respect and kindness

Losing myself trying to find you in this moment
I am struggling to understand you and what you want

The destination is your heart
I am focused on understanding your true feelings

You should know that I'm upset right now a mess right now
I need you to understand that I am struggling emotionally

Cause we suppose to be up in them jets right now
We were supposed to be happy and successful together

But we steady arguing them treats right now
Instead, we are constantly fighting and causing each other pain

I just want to get some stuff up off my chest right now
I need to express my feelings and be heard

You wont leave me you know I'm the bol
Despite everything, I believe that you still care for me

You was riding with me when it was shhh I couldn't afford
You were there for me even when times were tough

But we suited up from the roof to the floor loaded with an M4 that's because we're at war
We are both prepared to fight for our relationship, even though it is difficult