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Yeah I'm having a hard time
I am currently experiencing difficulties in my life

I'm having a hard time thinking straight
I am struggling to have clear thoughts

Yeah my minds spinning
I feel overwhelmed and confused in my mind

Don't know what I've been feeling yeah
I am unsure of my own emotions

My thoughts got the best of me
My thoughts are controlling me and causing distress

Yeah my heart is drifting
I am feeling disconnected and uncertain in my emotions

Don't know if my love is fading yeah
I am unsure if my feelings of love are diminishing

Emotions get the better me
My emotions have a strong influence on my actions and choices

See
This is my perspective or realization

Going through the same things on the same day same place
Experiencing repetitive challenges in my life

Thinking I'll go change my pace yeah
Considering altering my approach and lifestyle

Same lie to the same face at the same time
Continuing to deceive the same person repeatedly

Thinking the problem isn't me
Believing that I am not responsible for the issues I face

Yeah think the problem isn't me
I strongly believe that I am not the cause of the problem

Somethings I just won't take to believe
There are certain things that I refuse to accept or believe

Lies I breathe
I constantly tell falsehoods

Life's about finding the way
The essence of life is in discovering one's purpose or path

Life's about weighing out all of the pain
Life involves balancing and evaluating the amount of suffering one experiences

With finding pleasureful things along the way
Seeking and discovering enjoyable experiences in life

But what happens when those things fade away
What occurs when those pleasurable experiences no longer bring joy

When past things cant bring you happiness anymore
When previously enjoyable memories or activities no longer provide happiness

When you're weak and not strong enough no more
When you lack the strength and resilience to endure

Your mind has your heart fighting yourself at war
A conflict arises within oneself between the thoughts and emotions

Isn't the first time I've been like this before
I have experienced similar situations multiple times in the past

I failed to answer for the time I took to ignore
I did not take responsibility or address the consequences of my avoidance

And as life comes to get better there's more
As life improves, new challenges and difficulties arise

We have to lose the more we have lost
The more we lose and endure, the less we have left to hope for

Then the less we will have to hope for
The diminishing amount of hope we have left

Sad to think I have to imagine my importance
Feeling the need to create a sense of significance for myself

Have had to invent a purpose to escape my avoidance
Creating a purpose in order to avoid facing my own avoidance behaviors

With no meaning I'm tired of being crushed by own insignificance
Feeling overwhelmed and defeated by my own lack of purpose

Trying to say the right things in the right way right place
Attempting to communicate with accuracy and precision

Wonder if I've found the right pace yeah
Doubting if I have discovered the correct rhythm or speed in life

Right try with the right chase at the right time
Pursuing the appropriate opportunities and goals at the opportune moment

Trying my best to prove myself yeah
Putting in significant effort to demonstrate my worth or abilities

Trying to prove myself
Striving to provide evidence of my value or worth

But I'll never be the perfect one
Accepting that I will never achieve perfection

Look at what I've done
Reflecting on my past actions and accomplishments

I can't see what life should be
I am unable to envision or understand the ideal state of life

Never having faith in what it could be
Lacking belief in the potential or possibilities of life

I always mistake what I think feels good
I frequently confuse what brings temporary pleasure with what is truly beneficial

For what I think I'm doing is truly good
Believing that my actions are morally right and beneficial

And I swear I'm trying to stay as strong
I am making an earnest effort to maintain my resilience

But you know sometimes I admit I'll break
Acknowledging that there are moments when I will succumb to weakness

Yeah how am I suppose to feel great
Questioning how I am expected to experience happiness or positivity

Cause I feel bad I ache and I change
Experiencing emotional pain and undergoing personal transformations

I'm so addicted to change I've never stopped to find the real me
Having a constant desire for change, I have neglected to discover my true identity

Maybe I missed him maybe I resisted or maybe I'm doing it again
Perhaps I have overlooked or resisted finding my true self, or I am repeating the same pattern

Never caring about anything that's my depression
My depression causes me to lack concern or interest in anything

Now anxiety of caring about everything
Experiencing anxiety from becoming excessively concerned about everything

Maybe one day I can begin to comprehend why I feels this way
Hoping for a future understanding of the reasons behind my emotions

For the time being what emotions am I to feel anymore
In the present moment, I am uncertain about which emotions I should experience

Trying to find the right words to say every time
Making an effort to choose the most fitting words to express myself in each situation

Yeah searching for the right pace so I'll never sway
Seeking the optimal rhythm or tempo to avoid wavering or becoming unstable

Looking for the right way so I won't stray
In search of the correct path to prevent myself from deviating or getting lost

Look same face every day
Seeing the same face or person consistently

Wonder how long I'll be this way
Questioning the duration of my current state

Minds spinning
Feeling mentally overwhelmed or confused

Oh my feelings
Expressing surprise or frustration regarding my emotions

What are my thoughts yeah
Questioning the nature or content of my thoughts

Yeah hearts drifting
Experiencing a sense of emotional detachment or aimlessness

My loves fading
My feelings of love are diminishing or disappearing

Oh my emotions
Expressing surprise or frustration towards my emotions

What have I become
Reflecting on the changes or evolution of my identity

Who am I anymore
Questioning my current sense of self or identity