Melody
E.R. Lyrics

Back in the days, I had a huge crush
In the past, I had strong feelings of attraction

Well maybe more an addiction type of affliction
Perhaps it was more like an addictive obsession

If she was liquid, I'd stick her in a syringe and shoot up
If she were a substance, I would consume her eagerly

When I met her I knew she would be my true love
Upon meeting her, I sensed a deep connection and believed she would be my soulmate

I'ma call her Melody, she keeps her tune up
I refer to her as Melody because she consistently maintains her harmony

Voice make anybody that listen just swoon, uh
Her voice has the power to captivate and charm anyone who listens

I tried to keep my cool and introduce
I attempted to remain composed and introduce myself to her

She levels out my league but I kinda wanna see what we could produce
She is out of my league, but I am curious about what we could create together

She let me spin her like a DJ so I had to screw
She allowed me to manipulate her like a DJ manipulates a record, so I couldn't resist

I snuck devices in school, used the wifi like a fool just to connect to my new vice and listen to her soothe
I clandestinely brought devices to school and foolishly used the wifi to connect and indulge in her music

My mama ain't like her, felt Melody was distracting
My mother disapproved of Melody, believing she was a disruptive influence

What she ain't know that shawty turned me to a crack fiend
Little did she know that Melody became my addiction, consuming me like a drug

Her diversity was so attracting
Her versatility and varied styles were incredibly appealing

And she was a runner, I'm chasing her just to see where the track leads
She was constantly evolving, and I tirelessly pursued her to see where her artistic journey would take me

I remember the first time we had got intimate
I recall the initial experience of becoming intimately acquainted with her

My big homie helped me out and took me by the house
A friend assisted me by taking me to her place

All alone in the room, I was having doubts
While alone in the room with her, I felt uncertain and hesitant

First session, I almost couldn't finish it
During our first encounter, I struggled to reach completion

Tongue game was brand new to me, tried to use it fluently, thought you would be thru with me
Oral skills were unfamiliar to me, and I attempted to perform them skillfully, expecting her to be satisfied

But I ate it up good, I won't worried bout the gluten free
Nonetheless, I performed well, disregarding any dietary restrictions

Tried to beat it beat it up going stupid
I endeavored to engage in vigorous sexual activity and act recklessly

Talking murder in the first degree, writing out a eulogy
Engaging in intense sexual acts, as if committing a passionate crime, and metaphorically crafting a memorial for it

But looking back at it, my rhythm had wack patterns
In retrospect, I realize that my flow and timing were lacking

Couldn't find the pocket man I was barely in it
I struggled to find the proper beat and was barely able to maintain it

On top of falling off top, it was barely some minutes
In addition to losing my lyrical prowess, my performance was brief

But you inspired me, girl I wanted to please you
However, you inspired me and I desired to satisfy your expectations

Never let the passion dry up, don't wanna tease you
I resolved to keep the passion alive and not leave you unsatisfied

So before I went ignorant, I'll focus on my quick spit
To avoid making mistakes, I decided to concentrate on delivering my rhymes rapidly and cleverly

I always hear her in my head when she ain't in the room
Even when she's not physically present, I constantly hear her voice in my mind

When I take her out to eat, we always in a booth
When we go out for a meal, we prefer to sit in a secluded booth

Perfect time, gotta make her mine
It's the ideal moment to make her my own

2016 I let the world know, that she was my girl so
In 2016, I made a public declaration that she was my girlfriend

Hop off you cant do nothing for her I can do
Step aside, as I am capable of providing for her in ways that you cannot

Told her for her I got whatever she want
I assured her that I would fulfill her every desire

She gave the statement back, presto she sounded like an echo
She responded with a statement that echoed my own words

It had a ring to it so I put a ring on it
The statement had a meaningful significance, so I proposed and gave her a ring

Got married to the dame, yeah I'm married to the game
I married her, symbolizing my commitment to the music industry

So now it's relations when she hop on my mic and sing on it
Now, our connection involves her utilizing my microphone and singing on it

Still gotta prove I'm not an amateur though
However, I still need to demonstrate that I am not inexperienced

She was needy, so I put myself in different positions to the point
She demanded a lot of attention, so I willingly adjusted and positioned myself to meet her needs

I'm rolling out the bed and now I'm banging the flo
I am so devoted to her that I am willing to roll out of bed and passionately engage with the music

Feeling like Melody will run me ragged for sure
I anticipate that Melody will exhaust and consume me entirely

But I'm an addict, I'll do anything to have her to hold
Despite being addicted to her, I am willing to do anything in order to possess and embrace her

What I found out shattered my heart into pieces
Upon discovering the truth, my heart was irreparably broken

She been letting unworthy niggas unveil her secrets
She has been allowing undeserving individuals to expose and exploit her secrets

She let em in every crevice, no pulling out just forget it
She permitted them access in every aspect, with no intention of stopping or reversing it

Lame niggas spit game to her, it ain't even clever
Inept individuals attempt to charm her, but their efforts are not even skillful or intelligent

They doing stuff the real taught, ain't even giving credit
They imitate the work of genuine artists without acknowledging or recognizing their influence

She blocked me plenty times when I tried to make it right
She rejected my attempts to reconcile multiple times

I guess I wasn't in her sight
I suppose I was not someone she wanted in her life

She tired of the positive conscious sirs, no fighting the constant urge
She grew weary of individuals with positive and conscious attitudes, surrendering to her strong desire for something different

To leave her history where her best creations were gone and birthed
To abandon her past and embrace new opportunities where her best artistic works were both lost and created

She wanna mess with hood niggas and some raunchy girls
She desires to associate with individuals from rough backgrounds and provocative females

I said forget, split it, kicked her to the curb
I decided to let go, separate from her, and reject her completely

But I'm perturbed, cuz I still think about her letting fools tongue her down
Nevertheless, I am disturbed because I still think about her allowing unworthy individuals to please her orally

Curse her out the mouth and do her dirt
They disrespect her verbally and mistreat her

This what she allowed, freak it, shouldn't have got involved
This is what she permitted, and now I regret becoming entangled in it

She's a stain on my brain and I can't get her off
She has left a lasting impact on my mind and I cannot forget her