I know it don't seem difficult to hit you up
It seems simple enough to reach out to you

But you not passionate
You lack passion

About half the shit that you into
You're only into about half the things you claim to like

And I ain't havin' it
I won't tolerate it

And we both know that I don't mean to offend you
We both understand that I'm not trying to hurt you

I'm just focused today
I'm just really focused on something right now

And I don't know why it's difficult
I don't understand why it's hard

To admit that I miss you
To confess that I miss you

And I don't know why we argue
I don't understand why we fight

And I just hope that you listen
And I just really hope you hear me out

And if I hurt you I'm sorry
And if I've caused you pain, I apologize

The music makes me dismissive
I tend to ignore things when I'm listening to music

When I'm awake I'm just driftin'
When I'm not asleep, I feel like I'm aimlessly wandering

I'm not complainin'
I'm not really complaining

It's just to say that I stay pretty busy, lately
I'm just really busy these days

And I could be misbehavin'
And I could definitely be causing trouble

I just hang with my niggas
I just spend time with my friends

I'm fuckin' famous if you forgot, I'm faithful
In case you forgot, I'm a famous person who's loyal

Despite all what's in my face and my pocket
Despite all the fame and money I have

And this is painfully honest
And this is really honest, even if it hurts

And when I say it I vomit
And it's so hard for me to say that it makes me sick

On cloudy days when I'm salty
On days when I'm in a bad mood

I play the hate to the laundry
I try to work out my negative feelings

State to state for the profit
Traveling from state to state for money

it ain't a stain on me, nigga
It's not a bad reflection on me

My momma raised me a prophet
My mother raised me to be a prophet

I play for dollar incentive
I play for money

And where I'm walking, it's studded
And the places I go are glitzy

and half-retarded I stumble
And, even though it doesn't come across in my music, I'm not always sure-footed

To where she park when she visit
To the spot where she parks when she comes to see me

I grab the bottle and chug it
I take the bottle and drink it all at once

I see the car in the distance
I spot her car in the distance

I know the dark isn't coming
I know it's not getting dark yet

For the moment, if I could hold it
For now, if I could just hold onto this feeling

She, she seems that
She seems like...

All my dreams got dimmer when I stopped smoking pot
My dreams became less vibrant when I stopped smoking marijuana

Nightmares got more vivid when I stopped smoking pot
My nightmares became more real when I stopped smoking marijuana

And loving you is a little different
And being in love with you feels different than I expected

I don't like you a lot
I don't really like you very much

You see, it seems like
It appears as though

I'm coming back I gotta handle business
I'm returning home to take care of some important matters

Vanish to my sleeper seat
Disappear into my seat on the airplane

left you at terminal three
I left you at the airport terminal three

I'll meet you down at baggage claim
I'll meet you at the area where you collect your luggage

in a couple weeks, a fortnight
In about two weeks

When you parade my homecoming, don't cry
When you celebrate my return home, try not to cry

You know I can't live in any place I visit
You know I can't stay in any place I visit for very long

To live and die in LA
To live and die in Los Angeles

I got my Fleetwood Mac, I could get high every day
I have access to Fleetwood Mac's music and could get high every day if I wanted to

But I'd be sleepy, OCD and paranoid, so
But I would be tired, obsessive, and anxious, so...

Give me Bali beach, no molly please
I prefer going to a beach in Bali without taking MDMA

Palm, no marijuana trees
I prefer palm trees to marijuana trees

Yo hickeys on my aorta and tattoos you could only see
I have hickeys on my aorta and tattoos that are hard to see

When I'm playing surfboarder, put whisky in that salt water
When I'm pretending to be a surfer, I like to put whiskey in the water

I emptied every canteen, just to wear that straight edge varsity you think's cool
I drank all the water to justify wearing a straight edge varsity jacket that you think is cool

They thought me soft in High School
People thought I was weak in high school

thank God I'm jagged
Thankfully, I'm now rough and edgy

Forgot you don't like it rough
I forgot that you don't like it when I'm rough

I mean he called me a faggot
He insulted me by calling me gay

I was just calling his bluff
I was just trying to prove that he was lying

I mean how anal am I gon' be when I'm aiming my gun
I mean, why be too cautious when I'm pointing my gun

And why's his mug all bloody, that was a three on one?
And why does he have a bloody face? It was three people attacking him

Standing ovation at Staples
I'm receiving a standing ovation at the Staples Center

I got my Grammy's and gold
I have my Grammy awards and other gold jewelry

Polka dots on my brit
I have polka dots on my pants

I'm not supposed to be stunting
I'm not supposed to be showing off

It's all melodic this song
This song is all about the melody

I catch this vibe in my sleep
I pick up on this feeling even when I'm sleeping

But I'm just jet-lagged is all, and restless
But I'm actually just experiencing jet lag and feeling restless

All my dreams got more vivid when I stopped smoking pot
My dreams became more intense and meaningful when I stopped smoking marijuana

Nightmares got more vivid when I stopped smoking pot
My nightmares became more real and frightening when I stopped smoking marijuana

And loving you is a little different
And being in love with you feels different than I expected

I don't like you a lot
I don't really like you very much

I don't know what we're about
I'm not sure what our relationship is really about

What good is West Coast weather if you're bi-polar?
Why live in California if you're bipolar and have mood swings?

If I'ma need this sweater
If I'm going to wear this sweater

I'd rather be where it's cold
I'd rather be in a colder place

Where it snows
Where there's snow

I see how it goes
I see how things turn out

I put the flowers in bowls
I place flowers in bowls

I know they're coming in droves
I know a lot of people are coming

You'll only miss when it goes
You'll only miss it when it's gone

(Yeah, I think that's it)
(Yeah, I think that's all)

When it goes
When it's gone