Satisfied
Ed & June Lyrics

I’ve been trying to justify my waiting for something
I have been attempting to find a reason to validate the time I spend waiting for something meaningful to happen.

Though I find this is my time I’m doing nothing
Even though I realize that this is my moment, I feel unproductive and idle.

I don't know why I don’t feel alive yeah
I am unsure why my existence lacks a sense of vitality or enthusiasm.

Different day the same odyssey I'm running in circles
Every day feels like a repetitive journey, where I find myself constantly going in circles without progress.

Drinking smoking weeping choking searching for what thrills
Engaging in vices, shedding tears, and struggling desperately in search of excitement or fulfillment.

I don't know why I don’t feel alive at all
I am perplexed as to why I am completely devoid of any real sense of vitality or liveliness.

Feels like I'm dying in between heaven and hell
I experience an overwhelming sensation of being caught in a state of torment or confusion, somewhere between absolute joy and intense suffering.

Working day and night to make me feel alright and still
I tirelessly strive, putting in constant effort day and night, in the hope of attaining contentment and peace within myself, but to no avail.

Feel the pain that drives me insane
I am acutely aware of the distress that torments me, pushing me towards madness.

But at least I'm feeling something so I keep on running
Even if the emotions I experience cause pain, I continue to persevere because it is preferable to feeling nothing at all.

Think I lose myself but I lose my faith
Sometimes, I feel like I am losing my sense of identity and purpose, and in the process, my belief and trust in something greater.

Could this be my destiny
I contemplate if the circumstances I find myself in are predetermined and unavoidable.

I don't know why I'm so paralyzed yeah
I cannot comprehend why I feel completely immobilized and unable to act or make decisions.

There's a fire burning inside of me
Deep within, a passionate flame is ablaze, yearning for expression and fulfillment.

For some reason I'm believing
Despite uncertainties, I find myself holding onto faith or optimism for unknown reasons.

Agony is forcing me to see another opportunity
Through the pain and suffering, I am compelled to recognize the potential for a new chance or possibility.

I don't know why I’m so paralyzed at all
I remain puzzled by the overwhelming sense of immobility and inability to take action.

I'm not satisfied
I am not content or fulfilled with my current state of being.

I’m not satisfied yeah
I continue to be discontent, yearning for something more, even though there may be glimpses of temporary satisfaction.

Feels like I'm dying in between heaven and hell
A feeling of being trapped or torn between conflicting states of extreme happiness and profound despair, akin to a metaphorical limbo.

Working day and night to make me feel alright and still
Persistently dedicating myself to laboring tirelessly throughout the day and night, hoping to achieve a state of well-being and contentment, yet unable to attain it.