Flower
Eels Lyrics


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Turn the ugly light off god
Want to feel the night
Everyday it shines down on me
Don't you think that I see
Don't you think that I see what it's all about

Hard to look the other way
While the world passes me by
And everyone is trying to bum me out

It's a pretty big world god
And I am awful small
Everyday they rain down on me
Flower in a hailstorm
Flower in a hailstorm
I'm living for the drought
I could throw it back at them
But then I play their game
Everyone is trying to bum me out

When I came into this world they slapped me
And everyday since then I'm slapped again
Tomorrow's king: an unsightly coward
You see, I know I'm gonna win

Turn the ugly light off god
Don't want to see my face
Everyday it will betray me
Don't you think that I know
Don't you think that I know what they're talking about
If they step on me tonight




They're gonna pay someday
Everyone is trying to bum me out

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Eels’ “Flower” reflect the challenging reality of surviving in a world that can be harsh and unforgiving. The singer of the song has a desperate plea for respite from the pain of everyday life. The first lines, “Turn the ugly light off god/ Want to feel the night,” invite God to turn off the bright, ugly light of day that illuminates the harshness of the world around us. The singer wants to escape into the anonymity of the darkness of night.


The song’s chorus of “Flower in a hailstorm” is a poignant metaphor for the fragility of human beings in a world that is often brutal and unforgiving, like a hailstorm. The singer recognizes that they’re small and insignificant in a big world, like a flower in a hailstorm. They lament that the world rains down on them every day, but they're living for the drought, hoping for better days ahead, despite the fact that everyone seems to be trying to bum them out.


The line “If they step on me tonight/ They’re gonna pay someday” suggests that the singer’s experiences have made them tough and resilient. The song ends with the singer expressing their awareness of the world's cruelty, yet insisting that they will triumph in the end. The song’s introspective mood and melancholic melody speak to the themes of alienation, existential dread, and the never-ending struggle for survival.


Line by Line Meaning

Turn the ugly light off god
Desire to stop feeling exposed and vulnerable to others' judgement and criticism


Want to feel the night
Desiring the comfort of darkness and the ability to hide away


Everyday it shines down on me
The constant pressure of being seen and scrutinized by others


Don't you think that I see
Awareness of others' judgement and criticism


Don't you think that I see what it's all about
Understanding the motivations of those who judge and criticize


Hard to look the other way
Difficult to ignore or avoid others' negativity


While the world passes me by
Feeling left behind or disconnected from the rest of the world


And everyone is trying to bum me out
Feeling like others are intentionally bringing them down


It's a pretty big world god
Recognizing the vastness of the world and one's own smallness in it


And I am awful small
Feeling insignificant and powerless compared to the world around them


Everyday they rain down on me
Feeling overwhelmed by the constant negativity around them


Flower in a hailstorm
Persisting and surviving despite the harshness of the world


I'm living for the drought
Hope for a time when the negativity and harshness of the world subsides


I could throw it back at them
The desire to retaliate against those who bring them down


But then I play their game
Realizing that responding with negativity only perpetuates the cycle


Everyone is trying to bum me out
Feeling like others are intentionally bringing them down


When I came into this world they slapped me
Feeling like the world is a hostile and unwelcoming place from the very beginning


And everyday since then I'm slapped again
Perceiving continual adversity throughout life


Tomorrow's king: an unsightly coward
Believing that those who bring others down will ultimately face consequences


You see, I know I'm gonna win
Retaining hope and determination despite the challenges faced


Don't want to see my face
Avoiding the harsh reality of self-reflection


Everyday it will betray me
Feeling like one's true self is not accepted or valued by others


Don't you think that I know
Being aware of the rejection and criticism of one's true self


Don't you think that I know what they're talking about
Understanding the reasons behind others' rejection of one's true self


If they step on me tonight
Anticipating further adversity and negativity from others


They're gonna pay someday
Believing in eventual consequences for those who bring others down


Everyone is trying to bum me out
Feeling like others are intentionally bringing them down




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JIM JACOBSEN, MARK EVERETT

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