If You Could See Me Now
Eliane Elias Lyrics


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If you could see me now, you'd know how blue I've been
One look is all you'd need to see the mood I'm in.
Perhaps then you'd realize I'm still in love with you.
If you could see me now, you'd find me being brave
And trying awfully hard to make my tears behave
But that's quite impossible, I'm still in love with you.

You'll happen my way on some mem'rable day
And the month will be May for a while.
I'll try to smile but can I play the part
Without my heart behind the smile?

The way I feel for you I never could disguise




The look of love is written plainly in my eyes.
I think you'd be mine again if you could see me now.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Eliane Elias's song "If You Could See Me Now" express feelings of pain and longing for a lost love. The songwriter laments that if the former love could see her presently, they would understand the depth of pain she has been experiencing; one only needs to look at her mood to realise this. The songwriter admits they have been unsuccessful in trying to hide their love and the pain that comes with it. They try to put up a brave front to control their tears, but it seems impossible because of the love that still exists deep inside.


The songwriter predicts a day when the former love will come back into their life, bringing with them memories of the month of May. The songwriter tries to prepare for this moment by putting up a brave face and smiling, but she questions whether she can truly play the part without having her heart behind the smile. The songwriter confesses that she has never been able to hide her feelings of love for the former love, which is evident in her eyes. And finally, the songwriter has hope that if the former love could see her now, they would be drawn back to her.


Interestingly, "If You Could See Me Now" was written by Tadd Dameron, a jazz pianist, and arranger in 1946. There are various covers of this song from different artists, such as Sarah Vaughan, Nat King Cole, and Eliane Elias, released in different time periods. The song became one of Dameron's most recognised compositions, marking a wave of new sounds in jazz at the time. Tadd himself said the inspiration for the song came from his relationship with his mother and how they reconnected after years of separation.


Line by Line Meaning

If you could see me now, you'd know how blue I've been
My deep sadness and unhappiness would be evident to you if you saw me in my current state.


Perhaps then you'd realize I'm still in love with you.
If you could see me in my current state, it might help you comprehend that my love for you still remains.


If you could see me now, you'd find me being brave And trying awfully hard to make my tears behave But that's quite impossible, I'm still in love with you.
Even though I am putting on a brave face, I am unable to control my tears because I still have deep feelings for you.


You'll happen my way on some mem'rable day And the month will be May for a while.
At some point, you will come across my path, and it will be a time where the memories of our love will be in the air.


I'll try to smile but can I play the part Without my heart behind the smile?
I will attempt to put on a happy façade, but is it possible to do so without any true happiness left in my heart?


The way I feel for you I never could disguise The look of love is written plainly in my eyes.
No matter how much I try to hide it, my love for you is easily seen in my eyes, and I am unable to keep it a secret.


I think you'd be mine again if you could see me now.
If you could witness my current emotions and feelings, I am confident that you would fall in love with me once again.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: CARL SIGMAN, TADD DAMERON

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@alexlord6613

The best side of Elaine Elias. Fusing Bill Evans with Samba and NO vocals! Shame she has made so few purely jazz instrumental albums. Money I suppose but that has rarely bothered Herbie Hancock.

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