Chaos
Ellie Mic Lyrics


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Mein Kopf ist ein Kerker
Ich sperr alles ein
Ich lass da nichts raus
Es staut sich nur auf
Fällt mir schwer zu verstehen
Wie es so weit kam
Ich weiß nur genau
Es gibt so viel das muss raus
Bevor ich reden kann
Schleichen sich Ängste an
Und blockieren alles was ich mir vorgenommen hab
So dass das alles bleibt
Und ich es nur aufschreib
Dreh mich im Kreis
Am Ende alles so wie es war

Mein Kopf ist Chaos
Ich lass es raus
Mein Kopf ist Chaos
Ich lass es raus
Alles muss raus
Ich halt nichts mehr aus

Du weißt nicht wo ich bin
Und was ich grade mach
Weil ich einfach geh
Wenn mir was nicht passt
Ich lüg mich selber an
Sag das ichs schaffen kann
Ich weiß nicht ob du mich verstehst
Aber ich glaub ich tu dir weh

Mein Kopf ist Chaos
Ich lass es raus
Mein Kopf ist Chaos
Ich lass es raus
Alles muss raus
Ich halt nichts mehr aus

Mein Kopf ist ein Kerker
Ich sperr alles ein
Ich lass da nichts raus
Es staut sich nur auf
Versuch zu verstehen
Wie es so weit kam




Ich weiß nur genau
Mit Musik lass ichs raus

Overall Meaning

In the song "Chaos" by Ellie Mic, the lyrics delve into the emotional turmoil and inner struggles of the singer, reflected through the metaphor of their mind being a prison cell. The lyrics express a feeling of being trapped and overwhelmed, with the singer bottling up their thoughts and emotions, as nothing is allowed to escape. The buildup of these suppressed feelings makes it difficult for the singer to comprehend how their mind reached such a chaotic state, with a sense of urgency to release what is pent up inside before they can truly express themselves. The presence of fears creeping in and hindering their aspirations adds to the complexity of their mental state, causing everything to remain stagnant and leaving them feeling stuck in a cycle of frustration.


As the lyrics further explore the theme of chaos within the singer's mind, there is a realization that the only way to find release is to let the chaos out. The repetition of the line "Mein Kopf ist Chaos, Ich lass es raus" emphasizes the need for the singer to confront and unleash the chaos within them. The desperation to purge themselves of the built-up emotions and pressures is palpable, as they declare that everything must come out and that they can no longer endure the weight of keeping it all inside. The intensity of these feelings is heightened by the admission that they can no longer bear the burden of pretending and deceiving themselves about their ability to cope with their struggles.


The lyrics also touch upon themes of isolation and detachment, suggesting that the singer's turmoil has led them to withdraw from others and distance themselves from the world. The uncertainty expressed about whether others can understand their predicament and the fear of causing harm to those close to them add layers to the complexity of their inner turmoil. Despite the internal chaos and struggles, the singer finds solace in music as a means of release and expression. The line "Mit Musik lass ichs raus" signifies the transformative power of music in providing an outlet for the chaos within their mind, offering a form of catharsis and a way to navigate through their inner turmoil towards a sense of liberation and clarity. Through these evocative lyrics, Ellie Mic captures the raw and vulnerable essence of grappling with one's inner demons and the journey towards finding peace amidst the chaos.


Line by Line Meaning

Mein Kopf ist ein Kerker
My mind is a prison


Ich sperr alles ein
I lock everything away


Ich lass da nichts raus
I don't let anything out


Es staut sich nur auf
It just builds up


Fällt mir schwer zu verstehen
It's hard for me to understand


Wie es so weit kam
How it got so far


Ich weiß nur genau
I only know for sure


Es gibt so viel das muss raus
There's so much that needs to come out


Bevor ich reden kann
Before I can speak


Schleichen sich Ängste an
Fears sneak in


Und blockieren alles was ich mir vorgenommen hab
And block everything I've planned


So dass das alles bleibt
So that everything stays


Und ich es nur aufschreib
And I just write it down


Dreh mich im Kreis
I'm spinning in circles


Am Ende alles so wie es war
In the end, everything as it was


Mein Kopf ist Chaos
My mind is chaos


Ich lass es raus
I let it out


Alles muss raus
Everything must come out


Ich halt nichts mehr aus
I can't take it anymore


Du weißt nicht wo ich bin
You don't know where I am


Und was ich grade mach
And what I'm doing


Weil ich einfach geh
Because I just go


Wenn mir was nicht passt
If something doesn't fit me


Ich lüg mich selber an
I lie to myself


Sag das ichs schaffen kann
Say that I can do it


Ich weiß nicht ob du mich verstehst
I don't know if you understand me


Aber ich glaub ich tu dir weh
But I think I hurt you


Versuch zu verstehen
Try to understand


Mit Musik lass ichs raus
With music, I let it out




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Elena Bremicker

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