My Elusive Drug
Elton John Lyrics


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I'm not the same as I used to be
All the things you've heard seem hard to believe
Haven't always been good, never really been bad
Most times I've been happy, yea sometimes I've been sad

Sure I've made mistakes, haven't we all
I've been loose as a cannon and dumb as a wall
Haven't always been sober in counting my ducks
And if I look back now I've had my share of luck

But the change didn't come over night
I've been searching for you all my life
All the habits that I couldn't handle
I've swept them under the rug
In exchange for the sweetest addiction
You, my elusive drug

I'm going to stay now, I really like it here
I may paint your picture, and I might grow a beard
There were times I was crazy couldn't handle my life
Don't think you'd have liked me not at any old price

But the change didn't come over night
I've been searching for you all my life
All the habits that I couldn't handle
I've swept them under the rug
In exchange for the sweetest addiction
You, my elusive drug

And I've taken the pills
I got burnt out and chilled by the cold
But I've no regrets and that being said
You know cheap thrills can get pretty old

Yeah, yeah, oh yeah

But the change didn't come over night
I've been searching for you all my life
All the habits that I couldn't handle
I've swept them under the rug
In exchange for the sweetest addiction
You, my elusive drug





In exchange for the sweetest addiction
You, my elusive drug

Overall Meaning

In the song My Elusive Drug, Elton John sings about how meeting this special someone has changed his life for the better. He acknowledges that he’s made mistakes in his past but he’s learned from them and he’s finally found someone who meant enough to him to make the changes he needed to. Elton sings, “But the change didn’t come overnight, I’ve been searching for you all my life/All the habits that I couldn’t handle, I’ve swept them under the rug/In exchange for the sweetest addiction, you, my elusive drug.” This is a powerful metaphor that emphasizes how much this person means to Elton.


The song also reflects on Elton’s past experiences with drugs and addiction. He sings about taking pills and feeling burnt out and chilled by the cold. He mentions that he has no regrets but acknowledges that cheap thrills can get pretty old. This could be interpreted as a warning to others who may be struggling with addiction or temptation, that true happiness and fulfillment can only come from finding something or someone that is truly worth it.


Overall, My Elusive Drug is a powerful love song that showcases how a special person can change things for the better. It’s a reminder that we all make mistakes but that with determination and the right person by our side, we can make positive changes in our lives.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm not the same as I used to be
I have grown and changed over time.


All the things you've heard seem hard to believe
People may have preconceived notions about me that are not entirely true or accurate.


Haven't always been good, never really been bad
I have had both positive and negative experiences, but overall I try to do the right things.


Most times I've been happy, yea sometimes I've been sad
I have experienced a full range of emotions throughout my life.


Sure I've made mistakes, haven't we all
I have made errors in judgment, but this is a natural part of the human experience.


I've been loose as a cannon and dumb as a wall
At times I have been reckless and made poor decisions.


Haven't always been sober in counting my ducks
There have been times when I have not been entirely responsible or attentive to important matters.


And if I look back now I've had my share of luck
I have been fortunate in certain aspects of my life.


But the change didn't come over night
I have undergone a significant transformation over a period of time.


I've been searching for you all my life
I have been looking for a particular person or thing that I have not yet found.


All the habits that I couldn't handle
I have struggled with certain behaviors or tendencies that were difficult to overcome.


I've swept them under the rug
I have tried to hide or ignore these issues.


In exchange for the sweetest addiction
I have found something that has become very important or meaningful to me.


You, my elusive drug
This thing that I have been looking for is like a drug to me, something that I cannot easily do without.


I'm going to stay now, I really like it here
I have found a place where I feel comfortable and want to stay.


I may paint your picture, and I might grow a beard
I am open to trying new things and exploring different parts of myself.


There were times I was crazy couldn't handle my life
There have been points in my life when I felt overwhelmed and out of control.


Don't think you'd have liked me not at any old price
If you had known me during these difficult times, you might not have wanted to be around me.


And I've taken the pills
I have tried coping mechanisms or medications to deal with some of my issues.


I got burnt out and chilled by the cold
Some of these solutions did not work or led to negative consequences.


But I've no regrets and that being said
Overall, I do not have any major regrets about my life, even if some things did not go as planned.


You know cheap thrills can get pretty old
I have learned that quick fixes or addictive behaviors are not sustainable in the long run.


Yeah, yeah, oh yeah
An expression of joy or excitement.


In exchange for the sweetest addiction
The thing that I have been searching for feels very important or meaningful to me.


You, my elusive drug
This elusive thing that I have been looking for is like a drug to me, something that I cannot easily do without.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: BERNIE TAUPIN, ELTON JOHN

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Peter Harthen


on Sacrifice

not like todays crap

Peter Harthen


on Sacrifice

Even at 56 years old, this music still sounds so good to me, how music should sound.....