Cloud
Elzhi Lyrics


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Just leave me alone, damn
Every day I'm trying to dodge a rain drop
Until I'm drained or when the pain stop
It came around when I train hop
With my chain popped
When I was cuffed by a train cop I missed a main opportunity
Back when all I had was my mom to raise a spoon at me and
Couldn't call my dad cuz there were no more days of unity
It came to my community
Showed up at my doorstep
With a bunch of problems and more kept
Coming every week
It was a heavy leak
Hourly above, my head
But instead I wish it showered me with love
It was there when my moms passed
When they cut my Comcast
When I witnessed the crime last
And on the day of prom
Even at the playground when I was getting teased
Which is why I never sit and think of quitting hitting trees
I be up nights, why?
It was really ever white eyed
It was in the way too much for me to see a bright side
And still I wonder, would it ever strike me down?
Cuz it most likely sound like it just want to steal my thunder

All it do is rain rain
Rain rain on me
So I try to maintain and keep the same brain
Wishing I could leave it all behind




On a train, plane, automobile
But I ought to know the water gon' spill

Overall Meaning

Elzhi's song "Cloud" delves into the struggles of experiencing relentless adversity, both external and internal, and the toll it can take on an individual. The opening lyrics, "Just leave me alone, damn/Every day I'm trying to dodge a rain drop/Until I'm drained or when the pain stop," evoke a sense of exhaustion and frustration with the constant barrage of challenges one faces. Elzhi touches upon missed opportunities, such as when he was "cuffed by a train cop" and couldn't take advantage of a potential chance, and the absence of a supportive family dynamic. This is revealed through lines like "Back when all I had was my mom to raise a spoon at me and/Couldn't call my dad cuz there were no more days of unity."


The title "Cloud" may symbolize the metaphorical haze that surrounds Elzhi, constantly raining down on him and impeding his ability to see clearly. The lyrics also mention the different instances where the cloud appeared, "It was there when my moms passed/When they cut my Comcast/When I witnessed the crime last/And on the day of prom/Even at the playground when I was getting teased." Essentially, the cloud never leaves, it follows Elzhi wherever he goes. Despite this, he acknowledges that he must try to "maintain and keep the same brain" in order to persevere.


Overall, "Cloud" is a contemplative, introspective piece that illustrates the burden of adversity and the importance of resilience.


Line by Line Meaning

Just leave me alone, damn
I am expressing my need for solitude and asking for space.


Every day I'm trying to dodge a rain drop
I am actively avoiding hardships and struggles in my daily life.


Until I'm drained or when the pain stop
I am exhausted by my efforts to avoid pain and suffering.


It came around when I train hop
I encountered difficulties when taking risks and making impulsive decisions.


With my chain popped
I was vulnerable and exposed to danger.


When I was cuffed by a train cop I missed a main opportunity
I lost an important chance due to my past mistakes and reckless behavior.


Back when all I had was my mom to raise a spoon at me and
I was raised in a single-parent household and faced hardships growing up.


Couldn't call my dad cuz there were no more days of unity
I was unable to rely on my father because of family issues and a lack of unity.


It came to my community
Challenges and struggles affected my entire community and not just me.


Showed up at my doorstep
Life's difficulties often catch us off-guard and arrive unexpectedly.


With a bunch of problems and more kept
I have been overwhelmed by the amount of problems that keep coming my way.


Coming every week
I have been facing new challenges on a consistent basis.


It was a heavy leak
The weight of my problems has been overwhelming and difficult to manage.


Hourly above, my head
My problems have been consuming and constantly on my mind.


But instead I wish it showered me with love
I desire more positivity and love in my life instead of constant hardships and struggles.


It was there when my moms passed
I faced significant difficulties and pain when I lost my mother.


When they cut my Comcast
I experienced financial difficulties and challenges in accessing basic needs.


When I witnessed the crime last
I was traumatized by an experience of witnessing a crime.


And on the day of prom
Even on special occasions and moments of celebration, I faced difficulties and challenges.


Even at the playground when I was getting teased
Challenges and difficulties have affected me since childhood and continue to do so.


Which is why I never sit and think of quitting hitting trees
I cope with stress and hardships through substance abuse and self-destructive behaviors.


I be up nights, why?
I struggle with sleeplessness and anxiety due to my overwhelming problems.


It was really ever white eyed
My problems have been all-consuming and difficult to see past.


It was in the way too much for me to see a bright side
My problems have made it difficult for me to see any positive outcomes or solutions.


And still I wonder, would it ever strike me down?
I fear that my challenges and hardships will be too much for me to bear and will result in my downfall.


Cuz it most likely sound like it just want to steal my thunder
My challenges feel like they are trying to undermine my success and accomplishments.


All it do is rain rain
My life is characterized by constant difficulties and challenges.


Rain rain on me
These hardships are affecting me on a personal level and are not letting up.


So I try to maintain and keep the same brain
I am coping with my challenges by striving for consistency and stability in my mindset.


Wishing I could leave it all behind
I long for escape and relief from my problems.


On a train, plane, automobile
I have thought about escape methods but have not found a solution.


But I ought to know the water gon' spill
I am aware that escaping my problems is not a solution and that they will continue to affect me regardless of where I go.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Brandon Turpeau

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