I Really Loved Harold
Emilíana Torrini Lyrics


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They told me when I was little,
I'd go to heaven if I was good.
Now I'm a long way from little,
'Cause I tried to find heaven,
'Cause I thought that I could.
I thought that I could.

And I thought I loved Harold,
And I really loved John,
I really loved Alphy
I almost loved Tom.
I loved them so easy,
And I loved them so free.
Now I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.

Hallo, song of the willow,
The dreams under my pillow,
Turned to tears that I cried.
Beauty and love are our riddle,
Never to answer, but always to try.
And, boy, did I try.

And I tried with Harold,
And I tried with John.
I tried with Alphy,
And almost with Tom.
I left myself open,
For the whole world to see.
Now I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.

So I said goodbye to Harold,
And goodbye to John.
Goodbye to Alphy,
And goodbye to Tom.
I loved them so easy,
And I loved them so free.
Now I don't think that heaven
Will wanna love me.

Oh say, can you see?




By the dawn's early light
No light will shine me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Emiliana Torrini's "I Really Loved Harold" can be seen as the internal struggle of a person who has been taught to believe that being "good" will lead to heaven. This person has grown up and tried to find heaven through loving people, but has come to the realization that this love may not be enough to earn their place in heaven. The person recalls the men they loved - Harold, John, Alphy, and Tom - and how easy and free their love was, but now wonders if their actions were enough to qualify them for heaven. The chorus repeats the idea that the person no longer thinks that heaven will want to love them, indicating a sense of guilt or fear that they have not done enough to earn their place.


The lyrics also touch on the idea that beauty and love are a riddle that cannot be fully answered, but one that we continue to try to answer nonetheless. The dreams under the person's pillow have turned to tears that they have cried, possibly indicating disappointment or frustration with love and its perceived inability to earn them a place in heaven.


Overall, the lyrics of "I Really Loved Harold" can be seen as a reflection on the human desire for love and connection, and how this desire is often coupled with a desire to find meaning or purpose in life. The person in the song has tried to find heaven through their love for others, but has come to the realization that this love may not be enough. The lyrics leave the listener to ponder what, if anything, is enough to earn a place in heaven.




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Comments from YouTube:

TheNashjim

I love this cover by Emiliana of Melanie's I Really Loved Harold. Emiliana captures the feeling of the lyrics really well.

Elisabeth Seaton

This is Good. Many people wishing that they could even come close.. I would like to hear something she did recently. I found her while searching for the original by Melanie and I will keep listening if I can find more of her

Tamara

a beautiful cover of Melanie's song, and I still prefer the original.

Istvan Kincses

Great song!

Gilles Lagrée

une merveille

Rose Bush

thank you for going there

Rose Bush

xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxox

Groovy Guru

Not bad at all

DrRisk01

DAmn, she loves everyone. o.o

Obstsalatissimo

she should stick with her own songs (some of those are VERY good!) , her covers are not worth much, just imitating the originals, what's the use, if not participating in the original's fame???

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