Blind
Emily Weisband Lyrics

I see myself in a hotel on New Year's Eve
I visualize being in a specific place, a hotel, on a special occasion, New Year's Eve

Crying, all dressed up
I am emotional, shedding tears, while simultaneously appearing to be glamorous

I got a long, long list of those kind nights, looking back on us
I recall numerous past events, similar to this one, where I reflect on our relationship

I see you and me tryna fake happy
I observe both of us attempting to pretend we are content when we are not

I see all the reasons why it ended badly
I understand the various factors that contributed to our unsuccessful relationship

I see I'm better alone, I see all of that, I know
I acknowledge the fact that being unattached is superior to being with you, and I have full awareness of this

Then I see your name come up on my phone
I encounter your name while checking my mobile device

And I go blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
I become oblivious to my surroundings as I receive your notification

And I don't mind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
I do not care about the previous negative aspects of our subsided relationship

Yeah, I'm not gonna lie
I am truthful about my feelings

Baby, I see you and all of a sudden, I
When I glance at you, I become breathless inexplicably

I'll never say I wish it never happened
I will never comment that our relationship should not have occurred

I know that shit was love
I comprehend that the connection between us was love, even with its imperfections

But somewhere along the way
However, in the course of our relationship

It got ugly, now I'm looking back on us
It became unsightly, and now I reminisce about us

Babe, I'm not gonna lie
Darling, I am honest with you

I hoped you'd show up tonight
I anticipated your presence for tonight's events

'Cause you know I kinda like
You grasp that I enjoy

When I (I go blind again)
Whenever, I am stunned and indifferent

I go blind again (I-I-I, I-I-I)
I succumb to my previous feelings of enticement towards you