Cleanin' Out My Closet Version )
Eminem Lyrics


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Where's my snare?
I have no snare in my headphones
There you go
Yeah
Yo, yo

Have you ever been hated or discriminated against?
I have, I've been protested and demonstrated against
Picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times
Sick as the mind of the motherfucking kid that's behind
All this commotion emotions run deep as ocean's exploding
Tempers flaring from parents just blow 'em off and keep going
Not taking nothing from no one give 'em hell long as I'm breathing
Keep kicking ass in the morning and taking names in the evening
Leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth
See they can trigger me, but they'll never figure me out
Look at me now, I bet ya probably sick of me now ain't you momma?
I'mma make you look so ridiculous now

I'm sorry momma!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry, but tonight
I'm cleaning out my closet (one more time)
I said I'm sorry momma!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry, but tonight
I'm cleaning out my closet

Ha! I got some skeletons in my closet
And I don't know if no one knows it
So before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it
I'mma expose it, I'll take you back to '73
Before I ever had a multi-platinum selling CD
I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple of months
My faggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch
'Cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye
No I don't. On second thought I just fucking wished he would die
I look at Hailie, and I couldn't picture leaving her side
Even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try
To make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake
I maybe made some mistakes, but I'm only human
But I'm man enough to face them today
What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb
But the smartest shit I did was take the bullets outta that gun
'Cause I'da killed him, shit I would've shot Kim and him both
It's my life, I'd like to welcome y'all to "The Eminem Show"

I'm sorry momma!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry, but tonight
I'm cleaning out my closet (one more time)
I said I'm sorry momma!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry, but tonight
I'm cleaning out my closet

Now I would never diss my own momma just to get recognition
Take a second to listen for who you think this record is dissing
But put yourself in my position, just try to envision
Witnessing your momma popping prescription pills in the kitchen
Bitching that someone's always going through her purse and shit's missing
Going through public housing systems, victim of Munchhausen's Syndrome
My whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't
'Til I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya stomach
Doesn't it? Wasn't it the reason you made that CD for me Ma?
So you could try to justify the way you treated me Ma?
But guess what? You're getting older now and it's cold when you're lonely
And Nathan's growing up so quick he's gonna know that you're phony
And Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful
But you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral!
See what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong
Bitch do your song, keep telling yourself that you was a mom!
But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get
You selfish bitch, I hope you fucking burn in hell for this shit
Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
Well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be!

I'm sorry momma!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry, but tonight
I'm cleaning out my closet (one more time)
I said I'm sorry momma!
I never meant to hurt you!




I never meant to make you cry, but tonight
I'm cleaning out my closet

Overall Meaning

In "Cleanin' Out My Closet," Eminem speaks candidly about his troubled relationship with his mother and the anger he feels towards her. He begins the song by addressing a technical issue in the production before delving deeper into his personal struggles. He acknowledges that he has been both hated and discriminated against, and that his often controversial lyrics have led to protests and demonstrations against him. He sees himself as separate from those who are opposed to him, describing himself as a motherfucking kid whose mind is as sick as they come.


Throughout the song, Eminem touches on the pain he has experienced due to his family situation. He explains that his father left when he was very young and he is angry at him for it. He also talks about his complicated relationship with his ex-wife and the mother of his child, revealing that he still cares for her even though she is often a source of pain. However, the most intense emotions expressed in the song are directed towards his mother. He claims to have "skeletons in [his] closet" and vows to expose them before he dies. He describes how his mother has been a victim of Munchhausen's Syndrome, a disorder where an individual pretends to be sick or causes symptoms of illness in themselves or others. Eminem believes that his mother has exploited his own childhood difficulties in order to make herself look like a good mother.


"Cleanin' Out My Closet" is a powerful and emotional song that showcases Eminem's ability to express his pain in a raw and honest way. Through his lyrics, he invites the listener into his own troubled past, giving insight into the struggles that have shaped him into the artist he is today.


Line by Line Meaning

Where's my snare?
I can't hear the snare in my headphones.


Have you ever been hated or discriminated against?
Have you ever faced prejudice or discrimination?


I have, I've been protested and demonstrated against
Yes, I've been the subject of protests and demonstrations.


Picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times
People are protesting my controversial lyrics, but I'm just reflecting the culture of the times.


Sick as the mind of the motherfucking kid that's behind
My critics believe I have a twisted mind, but I'm just expressing myself through music.


All this commotion emotions run deep as ocean's exploding
The controversy surrounding me and my music is causing a lot of emotional upset and turmoil.


Tempers flaring from parents just blow 'em off and keep going
Parents are outraged by my lyrics, but I'm ignoring their anger and continuing to make music anyway.


Not taking nothing from no one give 'em hell long as I'm breathing
I won't back down or take any criticism, I'll keep doing what I believe in.


Keep kicking ass in the morning and taking names in the evening
I'm going to keep succeeding and proving my critics wrong.


Leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth
I'll make my critics regret ever doubting me or speaking out against me.


See they can trigger me, but they'll never figure me out
My critics can try to get under my skin, but they'll never truly understand me or why I make the music I do.


Look at me now, I bet ya probably sick of me now ain't you momma?
I'm successful and famous now, and my critics (including my own mother) are probably regretting not taking me seriously.


I'mma make you look so ridiculous now
I'll prove to everyone, including my mother, that I'm worth taking seriously and that they were wrong to doubt me.


Ha! I got some skeletons in my closet
I have some secrets and past experiences that I haven't shared with the public.


And I don't know if no one knows it
I'm not sure if anyone else is aware of these secrets.


So before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it
Before I die and my secrets are buried with me, I want to reveal them to the world.


I'mma expose it, I'll take you back to '73
I'm going to reveal my past secrets and experiences, starting in 1973.


Before I ever had a multi-platinum selling CD
These secrets go back many years, before I was even famous and successful.


My faggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch
My father was probably upset about something and decided to leave our family because of it.


'Cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye
He abandoned us, and I don't even know if he said goodbye before he left.


No I don't. On second thought I just fucking wished he would die
Actually, I don't wonder if he said goodbye. In fact, I hate him so much that I wish he would die.


I look at Hailie, and I couldn't picture leaving her side
My daughter Hailie is so important to me that I can't imagine ever being without her.


Even if I hated Kim, I grit my teeth and I'd try
Despite my rocky relationship with my ex-wife Kim, I would still try to make it work for the sake of our daughter Hailie.


To make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake
I would put aside my personal feelings and try to make things work with Kim, just for the sake of our daughter.


I maybe made some mistakes, but I'm only human
I'm not perfect, and I've made some mistakes (including in my personal relationships).


But I'm man enough to face them today
Despite my flaws and mistakes, I'm brave enough to confront them and take responsibility for my actions.


What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb
I've done some things that were foolish and unwise.


But the smartest shit I did was take the bullets outta that gun
One of the smartest things I ever did was remove the bullets from a gun I had, which could have potentially been used to hurt someone (including myself).


'Cause I'da killed him, shit I would've shot Kim and him both
If I had kept the bullets in the gun, I might have used it to hurt my ex-wife Kim and my father (who I hate).


It's my life, I'd like to welcome y'all to "The Eminem Show"
My life has been crazy and full of highs and lows, and it's all on display in my music and in this public persona I've created for myself.


Now I would never diss my own momma just to get recognition
Despite our complicated relationship, I would never insult my own mother just to get more attention or fame.


Take a second to listen for who you think this record is dissing
If you think this song is an attack on someone in particular, think again and listen more closely.


But put yourself in my position, just try to envision
Try to understand where I'm coming from and how it feels to be constantly criticized and judged by others.


Witnessing your momma popping prescription pills in the kitchen
Watching my mother struggle with addiction and taking prescription pills in the kitchen was a formative and traumatic experience for me.


Bitching that someone's always going through her purse and shit's missing
My mother was always complaining that someone was stealing from her and going through her things (possibly due to her addiction).


Going through public housing systems, victim of Munchhausen's Syndrome
My family struggled with poverty and my mother may have had Munchhausen's Syndrome, a disorder in which a person fabricates or induces illness in themselves or others to get attention.


My whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't
Because of my mother's behavior, I was constantly told that I was sick or had health problems when I was actually healthy.


'Til I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you sick to ya stomach
Now that I'm rich and famous, it probably makes my critics (including my mother) sick to their stomachs to see me succeed.


Wasn't it the reason you made that CD for me Ma?
Wasn't the reason you made a CD for me (in which you insulted me and my music) to try to justify your own behavior and deflect attention away from your own issues?


So you could try to justify the way you treated me Ma?
Did you make that CD in an attempt to rationalize the way you treated me when I was younger?


But guess what? You're getting older now and it's cold when you're lonely
My mother is getting older and probably feeling lonely, which is a natural consequence of her behavior and actions.


And Nathan's growing up so quick he's gonna know that you're phony
My younger brother Nathan is growing up and will soon realize that our mother's behavior and treatment of us was not normal or healthy.


And Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful
My daughter Hailie is growing up fast and is becoming a beautiful young woman.


But you'll never see her, she won't even be at your funeral!
Because of the strained relationship between my mother and me, Hailie will not attend my mother's funeral.


See what hurts me the most is you won't admit you was wrong
The thing that hurts me the most is that my mother won't take responsibility for her actions or behavior towards me when I was younger.


Bitch do your song, keep telling yourself that you was a mom!
Keep telling yourself that you were a good mother, even though your actions prove otherwise.


But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get
How dare you try to take credit for my success and achievements, when you didn't support me or help me in any way.


You selfish bitch, I hope you fucking burn in hell for this shit
You're a selfish person and I hope you suffer the consequences of your behavior in the afterlife.


Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
I remember when my close friend Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me instead of him.


Well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be!
In a way, I am dead to my mother (and others who don't support me) because of my success and refusal to bow to their demands or expectations.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Jeffrey Irwin Bass, Marshall B Mathers

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@ashleym3144

eminem
- his bestfriend died
- his dad abandoned him
- his mom hated him
- his mom was also a drug addict
- failed 9th grade 3 times
- his wife cheated on him
- bullied all through his life for no such things
- was a drug addict
But even through all that he is still one of the GREAT RAPPERS OF ALL TIME!
respect.



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So Eminem now hates this song? Why? This is brilliant

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What am I doing with my life

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Only reason I’m here. I hate when I’m herded like sheep.😑

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He’s lost the hatred for his mom, I think

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