Difficult
Eminem Lyrics


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They ask me am I ok?
They ask me if I'm happy
Are they asking me that because of the shit that's been thrown at me?
Or am I just a little snappy
And they genuinely care
Doody, most of my life it’s just been me and you there
And I continuosly stare at pictures of you
I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do
Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me
What the fuck good does that do me now?
But somehow I know you're near me in presence
Oh I went and drop some presents off to ease it to them
Two little beautiful boys of yours to try to ease their minds a little
And dawg you'll never believe this
But Sharonda actually talks to me now
Jesus and everyone else is just tryna pick up the pieces
Man how you touch so many fucking lives and just leave us
They say grievance has a way of affecting everyone different
If it's true, how the fuck am I supposed to get over you
Difficult as it sounds...

Doody, that's what we call each other
I don't know where it came from but it just stuck with us
We was always brothers
Never thought about each others' skin colors
Til’ one day we was walking up the block in the summer
It was like 90 degrees, I was catching a sun burn
Tryna walk under the trees
Just to give me some comfort
I'm moaning I just wanna get home
When I look over and your shirt is off
I'm like you gonna fry and like
"No I won’t, I'm black stupid
And black people they got melatonin
In their skin, we don't burn"
Meanwhile, my face is glowing and I felt
Like I'm on fire
And the entire time you're just laughing at me
And snapping at me with your shirt, bastard
And I still have to get you back for that shit
And by the way them playboy rings
My mother stole from you
Well Nate finally got ‘em back
Shit it must have been at least 16 years ago
Well I put ‘em in your cask - ahhh
Moving past it, it still ain't registered yet
But you can bet your legacy they'll never forget
The motor city motown
Hip hop vet, hip hop shop, dreads
It don't stop there
Yeah, as difficult as it sounds...

And this may sound a little strange but I'ma tell it
I found that jacket that you left at my wedding
And I picked it up to smell it
I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass
And hang it up in the hallway so I can always look at it
And as for all of me and D12 we feel like fuck rap
It feels like our General just fucking died in our lap
We shut off all our pages,
All our cell numbers has changed
Our two-ways are in the trash
So some cats will have to find a new way
And I know that it feels like the dreams will die with you today
But the truth is there all still here and you ain't
Purple Gang, you gotta keep pressing on
Don't ever give up the dream dawg
I got love for you all
And Doody, it's true you bought people together who never
Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you
You were the peacemaker Doody
I know sometimes you were moody
But you hated confrontation
And truly hated the feuding
But you were down for yours whenever it came to scrapping
If it had to happen, it had to happen
Believe me, I know you're the one who taught me to
Throw them balls back on Dresden
From making cars to paintballing
Getting arrested
To sitting across from each other in cells laughing and jesting
They tried to hit us for 5 years for that, no question
I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up
Didn't show up for court
So we got off on a technicality, left sweating
Me, you and what's his face
I forgot his fucking name
Shame he even came to your funeral
He betrayed our team
And if I see him again I'ma punch him in the fucking face
And that's on Hailie Jade, Whitney Lane and Alaina's name
I let the pistol bang once just to leak a shot in the air
For you and pour some liquor out for you with Obie in the parking lot of 54
Just before we were supposed to get in cars




To come and see you once more
Difficult as it sounds...

Overall Meaning

The Eminem ft. Obie Trice song "Difficult" is a tribute to Eminem's close friend and fellow rapper, DeShaun "Proof" Holton, who was killed in a nightclub shooting in 2006. The lyrics are intensely personal, expressing Eminem's grief and confusion in the wake of Proof's death. Throughout the song, Eminem grapples with his feelings of guilt and regret, wondering if he was there for Proof enough and if he could have done more to help prevent his death. He also touches on the impact that Proof had on his life and career, acknowledging that Proof was a key figure in bringing him into the rap scene and fostering his talent.


The song is filled with vivid memories and personal anecdotes about Proof, including their childhood nickname for each other ("Doody"), a humorous story about a sunburn, and various reminiscences about their time together. Despite the sadness and frustration that Eminem expresses throughout the song, there is also a sense of gratitude and admiration for his friend's legacy. The final verse is particularly poignant, with Eminem reflecting on the ways that Proof brought people together and brought out the best in those around him.


Overall, "Difficult" is an emotionally complex and deeply personal tribute to a close friend and mentor. It showcases Eminem's skills as a rapper and storyteller, as well as his ability to express vulnerable and difficult emotions through his music.


Line by Line Meaning

They ask me am I ok?
People inquire about my well-being


They ask me if I'm happy
They want to know if I'm truly content


Are they asking me that because of the shit that's been thrown at me?
Do they question my happiness due to the difficulties I've faced?


Or am I just a little snappy
Or am I merely irritable


And they genuinely care
And do they truly have concern for me


Doody, most of my life it’s just been me and you there
Friend, for the majority of my existence, it has been just you and me together


And I continuosly stare at pictures of you
And I persistently gaze at photographs of you


I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do
I never had the chance to express my love for you as often as I desired, but I do love you


Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me
Yes, I say it now, but you cannot hear my words


What the fuck good does that do me now?
What benefit does that provide me at this moment?


But somehow I know you're near me in presence
Yet, somehow, I feel your presence close to me


Oh I went and drop some presents off to ease it to them
Oh, I went and left some gifts to bring them comfort


Two little beautiful boys of yours to try to ease their minds a little
Two young, wonderful boys who belong to you, in an effort to alleviate their worries


And dawg you'll never believe this
And my friend, you will never believe this


But Sharonda actually talks to me now
But Sharonda, she actually communicates with me now


Jesus and everyone else is just tryna pick up the pieces
Jesus and everyone else is attempting to mend the broken fragments


Man how you touch so many fucking lives and just leave us
Man, you had such a significant impact on numerous lives, and then abruptly departed


They say grievance has a way of affecting everyone different
They claim that grief has a unique effect on each individual


If it's true, how the fuck am I supposed to get over you
If it's accurate, how the hell am I expected to overcome the loss of you


Difficult as it sounds...
Challenging as it may seem...


Doody, that's what we call each other
Friend, that is the nickname we use for one another


I don't know where it came from but it just stuck with us
I am unsure of its origin, but it simply became a part of our identity


We was always brothers
We were always like brothers


Never thought about each others' skin colors
We never considered our racial differences


Til’ one day we was walking up the block in the summer
Until one day, during the summer, we were strolling through the neighborhood


It was like 90 degrees, I was catching a sun burn
The temperature was around 90 degrees, and I was getting sunburned


Tryna walk under the trees
Attempting to find shade under the trees


Just to give me some comfort
In order to find a little relief


I'm moaning I just wanna get home
I'm complaining, I simply want to go back home


When I look over and your shirt is off
But when I glance at you, your shirt is off


I'm like you gonna fry and like
I'm thinking you're going to get sunburned and like


"No I won’t, I'm black stupid
"No, I won't, you idiot, I'm black


And black people they got melatonin
And black people have melanin


In their skin, we don't burn"
In their skin, so we don't burn"


Meanwhile, my face is glowing and I felt
Meanwhile, my face is radiating with heat and I felt


Like I'm on fire
As if I'm engulfed in flames


And the entire time you're just laughing at me
And the whole time, you're just laughing at my expense


And snapping at me with your shirt, bastard
And teasing me with your shirt, you rascal


And I still have to get you back for that shit
And I still need to retaliate for that incident


And by the way them playboy rings
And by the way, those playboy rings


My mother stole from you
That my mother took from you


Well Nate finally got ‘em back
Well, Nate eventually retrieved them


Shit it must have been at least 16 years ago
Damn, it must have been at least 16 years ago


Well I put ‘em in your cask - ahhh
Well, I placed them in your coffin - ahhh


Moving past it, it still ain't registered yet
Trying to move forward, but it still hasn't fully sunk in


But you can bet your legacy they'll never forget
However, you can be certain that they will never forget your legacy


The motor city motown
Referring to Detroit, the motor city of Motown


Hip hop vet, hip hop shop, dreads
A veteran of hip hop, associated with the hip hop shop and having dreadlocks


It don't stop there
But it doesn't end there


Yeah, as difficult as it sounds...
Yes, as challenging as it may sound...


And this may sound a little strange but I'ma tell it
And this may sound a bit peculiar, but I'm going to share it


I found that jacket that you left at my wedding
I discovered the jacket that you left behind at my wedding


And I picked it up to smell it
And I picked it up to inhale its scent


I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass
I carefully wrapped it in plastic before placing it in a glass container


And hang it up in the hallway so I can always look at it
And hung it in the hallway so I can forever gaze upon it


And as for all of me and D12 we feel like fuck rap
And as for me and D12, we currently have a negative view of the rap industry


It feels like our General just fucking died in our lap
It feels as if our leader just suddenly passed away while we were in shock


We shut off all our pages
We deactivated all our pagers


All our cell numbers has changed
We changed all our cell phone numbers


Our two-ways are in the trash
We discarded our two-way communication devices


So some cats will have to find a new way
So some individuals will have to discover a different method


And I know that it feels like the dreams will die with you today
And I understand that it seems like our dreams will perish along with you today


But the truth is there all still here and you ain't
But the truth is, they are all still here, and you are not


Purple Gang, you gotta keep pressing on
Purple Gang, you must continue to persevere


Don't ever give up the dream dawg
Never abandon the dream, my friend


I got love for you all
I have love for each and every one of you


And Doody, it's true you bought people together who never
And, Doody, it's true that you united individuals who never


Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you
Would have never been in the same place if it wasn't for you


You were the peacemaker Doody
You were the one who brought peace, Doody


I know sometimes you were moody
I know that at times you displayed a moody demeanor


But you hated confrontation
But you despised conflict


And truly hated the feuding
And genuinely detested the arguments


But you were down for yours whenever it came to scrapping
But you were always ready to fight for what was yours


If it had to happen, it had to happen
If it had to occur, it was unavoidable


Believe me, I know you're the one who taught me to
Trust me, I am aware that you are the one who taught me to


Throw them balls back on Dresden
Fight back against those who oppose us on Dresden Street


From making cars to paintballing
From working on cars to engaging in paintball activities


Getting arrested
Getting arrested by the authorities


To sitting across from each other in cells laughing and jesting
To sitting facing each other in jail cells, laughing and joking with one another


They tried to hit us for 5 years for that, no question
They attempted to imprison us for 5 years due to that, without a doubt


I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up
I suppose those prostitutes and homeless individuals that we mistreated


Didn't show up for court
Did not appear in court as witnesses


So we got off on a technicality, left sweating
Thus, we were acquitted due to a legal technicality, although we were nervous


Me, you and what's his face
Me, you, and that unidentified person


I forgot his fucking name
I cannot recall his damn name


Shame he even came to your funeral
It's a disgrace that he even attended your funeral


He betrayed our team
He betrayed our group


And if I see him again I'ma punch him in the fucking face
And if I encounter him again, I will punch him in the face


And that's on Hailie Jade, Whitney Lane and Alaina's name
And I swear on the names of Hailie Jade, Whitney Lane, and Alaina


I let the pistol bang once just to leak a shot in the air
I fired a single shot into the air from the pistol


For you and pour some liquor out for you with Obie in the parking lot of 54
In honor of you, and with Obie, I poured some alcohol out for you in the parking lot of Club 54


Just before we were supposed to get in cars
Shortly before we were meant to enter our vehicles


To come and see you once more
In order to visit you once again


Difficult as it sounds...
Challenging as it may seem...




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dependentu40

Damn... This song gives me chills.. You can feel the pain in his voice when he can't pronounce "casket"
R.I.P Proof

Yung Schizo

Yeah. I listened to this song when I was around 9 but I only started to understand what it was about about 2yrs after

James Sneddon

I put them in your cask--Oww moving past it hasn't registered yet" 😪😪

Jesus Tonche

listen to Tupac then

Dan King

​@Yung Schizo damn, what has the world come too listening to eminem at age 9. What the actual fuck... I was spanked damn near every night to the point i had to hover my chair at school the whole day, never was able to have blankets or sheets in the summer, no matter what had to be in bed by 8, grounded for months sometimes even a year or 2, not able to watch tv, go hang out with my friends, have toys, or any of that shit, and STILL i never listened to eminem till i was in high school and was able to use there computers to listen to his songs.

dreadful

Being Tracked it’s not anybody’s fault you had bad parents. Imagine being upset about a kid listening to music.

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Lostin Adaze

The emptyness in his voice is chilling

Nikki

Lostin Adaze yeah, I got a chill from that.

Amjad

@Nikki ME TOO

420 pluto

I always get chills from every song there all so good

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