I'm Having a Relapse Freestyle
Eminem Lyrics


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Torture chambers, secret passageways
Vats of acid, and deadly vaults

Oh
Oh
(Guess who's back?)
I said, oh
I said, oh
(Guess who's back?)
I said, man
Damn
(Guess who's back?) Oh
(Guess who's back?) Damn, it feels good to be back
(Guess who's back?) I'm having a relapse

How the hell did he manage to get more felony charges?
He's already got life in jail, man, what the hell is his problem?
Well, to be honest, the smell of these chronic leaves make me hella demonic
They've compelled me to kill this elderly man
And I get these panic attacks, pop a Xanax, relax
Trying to stick my fucking dick inside a mannequin's ass
Then I get manic-depressed, see the orthodontist, get gassed
Man, it's kick-ass, the first thing I put on is the mask
Speaking of masks, man, it ain't too late to have a change of pace
And take it off and show my face, so you can see the things you face
And slice you up and cook you after you're murdered by strangulation
That's bacon souffle you making, ain't you? Well, thank you, Jason
There goes one more coma due to blunt force trauma
Just give me one more Soma and I'll be done for, mama
Go in the damn broom closet, another Valium, lost it
Shoving the vacuum nozzle, down the bathroom faucet
It seems like every day, I get a little flakier
The medication is making my hands a little shakier
Hand me that eighteen-month-old baby to shake him up
It'll only take me a second to choke his trachea
Breaking his neck in eighty-some places, baby, here Shady comes, lady
He's got the razor b-blades and the ch-ch-chainsa-saw, baby
You b-b-blundering, bumbling, m-m-mumbling dum-dums
Yeah, here I come-come, you hear the rumbling? Vrumm-vrumm
There's something inside of that blue tub and that drum-drum
A head and torso of someone, where'd it come from?
Who's it belong to? Maybe the girl with the long blonde hair
Who disappeared and left her cheerleader pom-poms
Clearly, there's somethin' wrong, 'cause she didn't come home
She's missing, where is she? Something fishy is going on




I guess he stuck the bitch with the pitchfork with the long prongs
Now, everybody get your dance on to my damn song, come on

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Eminem's "I'm Having a Relapse Freestyle" are dark and graphic, conveying his struggles with drug addiction, violent thoughts, and homicidal impulses. The opening lines, "Torture chambers, secret passageways, Vats of acid, and deadly vaults," are a horrific description of a murderous fantasy world. The song begins with a sense of confusion and uncertainty as Eminem raps, "How the hell did he manage to get more felony charges? He's already got life in jail, man, what the hell is his problem?" This line sets the tone for the rest of the song, as Eminem dives into the dark depths of his mind.


Throughout the song, Eminem's lyrics are filled with disturbing images and acts of violence. He describes his desire to kill an elderly man after smoking too much marijuana and his compulsion to have sex with a mannequin. He also references his panic attacks and his use of Xanax to calm down. The chorus, "Guess who's back? Damn, it feels good to be back. I'm having a relapse," highlights Eminem's struggle with addiction and his tendency to fall back into old patterns.


Overall, "I'm Having a Relapse Freestyle" is a raw and honest depiction of Eminem's inner demons. It is a reminder that addiction and mental illness are real issues that affect millions of people, and that even successful and talented individuals like Eminem are not immune to their effects.


Line by Line Meaning

Torture chambers, secret passageways
I have a twisted mind and my thoughts lead to dark places.


Vats of acid, and deadly vaults
I have disturbing fantasies of carrying out heinous crimes.


Oh
This is the start of the chorus.


Oh
This is the start of the chorus, repeated.


(Guess who's back?)
I am making a triumphant comeback to the rap scene.


I said, oh
This is the chorus again.


I said, oh
This is the chorus again, repeated.


(Guess who's back?) I said, man
I am acknowledging my return and addressing my listeners.


Damn
I am overwhelmed with emotion about my return to the music scene.


(Guess who's back?) Oh
I am emphasizing that I am back in the music industry.


(Guess who's back?) Damn, it feels good to be back
I am conveying the satisfaction I feel about making a comeback.


(Guess who's back?) I'm having a relapse
I am revealing that I am experiencing a relapse and my dark thoughts are returning.


How the hell did he manage to get more felony charges?
People are questioning how I could possibly commit more crimes and accrue additional felony charges.


He's already got life in jail, man, what the hell is his problem?
People are baffled that I continue to commit crimes when I am already serving a life sentence.


Well, to be honest, the smell of these chronic leaves make me hella demonic
I blame my demonic thoughts and actions on the influence of marijuana.


They've compelled me to kill this elderly man
I am claiming that my violent actions are a result of the marijuana I have consumed.


And I get these panic attacks, pop a Xanax, relax
I turn to prescription drugs to calm my anxious feelings.


Trying to stick my fucking dick inside a mannequin's ass
I have disturbing fantasies and am aroused by inanimate objects.


Then I get manic-depressed, see the orthodontist, get gassed
I experience intense mood swings and use nitrous oxide to cope.


Man, it's kick-ass, the first thing I put on is the mask
I am excited to don my mask, signaling my sinister intentions.


Speaking of masks, man, it ain't too late to have a change of pace
I encourage others to change their ways before it’s too late.


And take it off and show my face, so you can see the things you face
I challenge others to face me and confront the consequences of their actions.


And slice you up and cook you after you're murdered by strangulation
I threaten to kill and brutally dismember people.


That's bacon souffle you making, ain't you? Well, thank you, Jason
I make a sick joke about turning my victims into a baked dish.


There goes one more coma due to blunt force trauma
I reveal that I have committed another violent crime.


Just give me one more Soma and I'll be done for, mama
I am addicted to the prescription drug Soma and use it to numb my emotions.


Go in the damn broom closet, another Valium, lost it
I am frantically looking for another Valium pill, which I have misplaced.


Shoving the vacuum nozzle, down the bathroom faucet
I am behaving erratically and compulsively with household items.


It seems like every day, I get a little flakier
I acknowledge that my mental state is deteriorating.


The medication is making my hands a little shakier
I reveal that my medication is having negative side effects on my body.


Hand me that eighteen-month-old baby to shake him up
I make a horrifying suggestion to harm an innocent child.


It'll only take me a second to choke his trachea
I boast about my ability to quickly carry out a violent act.


Breaking his neck in eighty-some places, baby, here Shady comes, lady
I threaten to gruesomely murder a baby and identify myself as Shady.


He's got the razor b-blades and the ch-ch-chainsa-saw, baby
I am armed and capable of carrying out violent crimes.


You b-b-blundering, bumbling, m-m-mumbling dum-dums
I mock those who are not as successful or violent as I am.


Yeah, here I come-come, you hear the rumbling? Vrumm-vrumm
I taunt others, claiming that I am unstoppable and powerful.


There's something inside of that blue tub and that drum-drum
I hint at my dark deeds by referencing a blue tub and a drum.


A head and torso of someone, where'd it come from?
I have dismembered and stored the body parts of one of my victims.


Who's it belong to? Maybe the girl with the long blonde hair
I reveal that I have murdered a young girl with long blonde hair.


Who disappeared and left her cheerleader pom-poms
I reveal that my victim was a cheerleader and left behind her pom-poms as evidence.


Clearly, there's somethin' wrong, 'cause she didn't come home
I acknowledge that my crimes are sick and disturbing.


She's missing, where is she? Something fishy is going on
I play dumb about the whereabouts of my victim, even though I am responsible for her disappearance.


I guess he stuck the bitch with the pitchfork with the long prongs
I make a sick joke about how I murdered my victim with a pitchfork.


Now, everybody get your dance on to my damn song, come on
I end the song by asking listeners to dance along to my music, despite its disturbing content.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Marshall B. III Mathers

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Comments from YouTube:

@edwin99901

Relapse aged well imo. The beats are so unique, it sounds likes nothing you've heard from dre or around that time period late 2000s, and they still holds up..
Sucks that Em thinks it's trash.
His flows and rhymimg were insane.

@nupreznz

He's just tryna keep his major fanbase. He thinks it's dope but the majority wasn't having it so he had to conform to the shit he hated the most and openly dissed at the peak of his career (mmlp)

@incentiveeee

100% both of you

@thunderlyrics232

@@nupreznz he hate relapse cuz he was drugs at That time. I think he's scared of relapse vibes. He was on more drugs than mmlp when he made these songs plus he overdosed and got itno coma. Relapse is all bad vibe for him. It's not like he tryna keep his major fabase. I don't agree with that

@czcausedthedump

@@thunderlyrics232 Hes been sober since before Relapse idiot.

@fredyalvarez1434

THUNDER LYRICS wtf he was sober when he was writing/recording relapse

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@sk3l3t0nx7

On every album he is another person
With another personality

@Paulthompson1981

As an artist a person is always evolving because they put whom they were on record. Once you've released all of your past recent experiences into you art, you in a sense start over.

@ebingamin3087

kamshadyify no you fucking don't

@jacktheladstevens

A sign of a great music artists, he adapts with the times & switches his flow up to keep his music fresh. It would b so boring if he didn't change imo

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