She continues to be involved in the influential Glasgow based label Chemikal Underground. A second solo album, The Law of Large Numbers, was released by the label on March 1, 2010. Her third solo album, In Search of Harperfield, was released on January 29, 2016.
www.emmapollock.com
www.myspace.com/emmapollock
I Could Be A Saint
Emma Pollock Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
When I know that everything is hard
I will be your saint or your sinner
I will be whatever plays the part
Don't say that everything is easy
When you don't know the effort I put in
I will be your saint or your sinner
You are the painter and I am the painted
But your proclamation has left this thing tainted
How you gonna break my heart
When you've never even made my day?
How you gonna make me pay
When I've given all I had away?
And all of it gave was true
And none of it I gave to you
So you can count the ways in which I love you
And I confess I've yet to find them out
But I have plans to get myself enlightened
I will try not to miss any of them out
You're sending roses while I'm seeking refuge
You're bending backwards while I'm heading homewards
How you gonna break my heart
When you've never even made my day?
How you gonna make me pay
When I've given all I had away?
And all of it gave was true
And none of it I gave to you
How you gonna break my heart
When you've never even made my day?
How you gonna make me pay
When I've given all I had away?
And all of it gave was true
But none of it I gave to you
Emma Pollock's song "I Could Be A Saint" is a story of unrequited love, and the frustration that comes with it. The song begins with the singer acknowledging that life is not easy, despite the assumption that it might be for some people. She is willing to play any role that is required of her, whether it be a saint or a sinner, in order to win the love she desires. However, she also wants her love interest to understand the effort she is putting in, and not assume that everything is easy for her.
The singer of the song is frustrated with her love interest's lack of effort in their relationship. She feels that she has given her everything to the relationship, but it has not been reciprocated. She questions how her love interest can break her heart when they have never even made her day. She feels that she has given her all to the relationship, and yet her efforts have not been appreciated.
The chorus of the song is repeated several times, with the singer questioning how her love interest can break her heart and make her pay when all she has ever given has been true. She feels that she has not given anything to her love interest, despite giving her everything to the relationship.
Line by Line Meaning
Don't say that everything is easy
When you don't know the effort I put in
When I know that everything is hard
I understand the difficulty involved
I will be your saint or your sinner
I am willing to meet any expectation you may have of me
I will be whatever plays the part
I am willing to adapt to any situation
You are the painter and I am the painted
You are in control of the relationship
But your proclamation has left this thing tainted
Your words have damaged our connection
How you gonna break my heart
Why would you hurt me like this?
When you've never even made my day?
You've never done anything meaningful for me
How you gonna make me pay
What have I done to deserve this treatment?
When I've given all I had away?
I have put everything into this relationship
And all of it gave was true
My love for you was genuine
And none of it I gave to you
You never reciprocated my feelings
So you can count the ways in which I love you
My love for you is immeasurable
And I confess I've yet to find them out
I am still discovering new ways to love you
But I have plans to get myself enlightened
I am committed to learning more about love
I will try not to miss any of them out
I will make an effort to express my love in every way possible
You're sending roses while I'm seeking refuge
Our priorities are not aligned
You're bending backwards while I'm heading homewards
Our efforts are not equally matched
Contributed by Nathaniel E. Suggest a correction in the comments below.