A Painful Addiction
Ends With A Bullet Lyrics

what did i tell u now
What warning or advice did I give you that you did not heed?

its nothing left to me
I have nothing left to give or offer.

im just hold
I am simply existing, without purpose or direction.

is something wrong with me
I am wondering if I have a problem or issue that needs attention.

i can feel it in my vains
I sense a strong emotion or feeling within me.

for all the mistakes
Despite all my errors and missteps.

is oke for a battle
It is acceptable to struggle and fight for what you believe in.

everytime u near me i just wanna gv away from u
I feel an urge to distance myself from you whenever you're close.

everytime u call me
Whenever you try to communicate with me.

i just wanna runaway from u
I desire to escape or avoid you completely.

i just realized
I have just come to the realization or understanding.

i cant hurt once alive
I cannot cause harm to something or someone that was once vibrant and full of life.

i guess its hard for me
I suppose it is difficult for me to accept or deal with.

to think its the ghost inside of me
To consider that there may be a haunting or unresolved issue within me causing these feelings.

i just wanna let go
I simply want to release or relinquish what is troubling me.

n leave the men everyone wants me to be
And abandon the expectations and demands others place on me to conform to a certain image or identity.

but i feel so afraid
But I am filled with a sense of fear and apprehension.