heaven
Evan Lyrics

Baby if it's heaven sent
If our connection feels divine and meant to be

Maybe if its
Perhaps, just maybe, if it truly is

Glad you ain't met me in a past life
I'm glad you didn't know me in my previous existence

Ain't know me back in that life
You didn't have the chance to know who I was before

Change my ways for you
I'm willing to transform myself for your sake

Way I adore you
The intensity of my love and admiration for you

Chilling in my car thinking
Sitting alone in my car, deep in contemplation

Sitting in silence
Being in a state of quiet introspection

Searching for guidance
Seeking for direction and answers

Eyes blinking
My eyes flickering with curiosity and uncertainty

What is the science
Trying to understand the logic and reasoning behind

Of this feeling that I'm feeling
Trying to comprehend and make sense of the emotions within me

What am I dealing with
What am I facing and grappling with

My inner island of loneliness gets approached by a ship
The isolation within me is now being approached by companionship

I just keep my emotions of course locked in a vault
I've been guarding and suppressing my feelings for a long time

Try avoiding the image of me being labeled as soft
I've been trying to prevent others from perceiving me as weak or vulnerable

Never knowing the cost, insanity
Unaware of the toll it takes on one's sanity

You take my hand
You offer your support and understanding

And still I can't believe
Yet, I struggle to accept and fathom

Someone put so much work in understanding me
That someone invested so much effort in comprehending who I am

Roll up a gram of weed and contemplating
Rolling a gram of marijuana and deep in introspective thoughts

The meaning I'm a concentrate
Focusing on the significance and purpose I need to grasp

My feelings I've worked so hard to incarcerate
The emotions I've struggled to imprison and suppress

This is what I've never had before
This is a new and unprecedented experience for me

This that romantic comedies be asking for
This is the type of love story often depicted in romantic comedies

And ima see you in a week
And I'm going to meet you in a week

And I'm just happy for
And I feel pure happiness and joy because of

When I gotta record
When I have to go into the studio to make music

You lift me up and you ain't mad at all
You support and uplift me without any resentment

I want to chat and call
I desire to have conversations and communicate with you

Because I miss you
Because I deeply long for your presence

Let's have a happy ending after all
Let's ensure our story concludes with joy and fulfillment

This connection that we can't ignore
The strong bond between us that cannot be overlooked

The way you take my breath away
The manner in which you leave me breathless

I miss your cute ass every day
I long for your adorable presence every single day

Especially
Particularly and notably

Love you till I can't anymore
I will continue loving you until it becomes impossible

You see me clearer than an anamorphic lens
You perceive me with great clarity, like an anamorphic lens

Guess it all depends
It ultimately relies on

On maybe could I
On the possibilities and uncertainties

Could take a leap of faith
Could trust and take a risk

I'm kissing on your face
I'm showering you with affection and kisses on your face

Love how you handle it with grace when
I admire the way you respond to it gracefully when

I ask you to give me space
I request for some distance and personal space

Really needed
Something I genuinely require

On the days when I feel defeated
On those occasions when I feel overwhelmed and defeated

And then You say it's okay
And then you reassure me that everything is fine

Your way of talking
The manner in which you communicate

Deletes the pain
Eradicates and alleviates the pain I feel

You're like the sun coming after the rain
You bring warmth and brightness into my life, like the sun appearing after rain

As I picture my future
When I envision and imagine my future

You're filling the frame
You occupy and complete the picture

But This feeling is strange
However, this sensation is unfamiliar and peculiar

It's new And out of the range
It's novel and outside the usual scope

I'm used too
I'm accustomed to

My brain has some screws loose
My mind is somewhat erratic or unsteady

Just tryna be truthful
I'm simply trying to be honest

Cause finally, I have someone I can tell the truth to
Because I finally found someone I can openly share the truth with

Add the fact that you're cute
Furthermore, you being attractive

That's ass fat and your soul is beautiful
Both your physical features and inner beauty are remarkable

You keep it real in a world of illusions
You remain genuine and authentic in a world full of deceit and falsehoods

So you're the only one I'm pursuing
That's why I'm solely focusing on pursuing a relationship with you

Baby if it's heaven-sent
If this love we share is truly a gift from heaven