Последний Импульс Умирающей Жизни
Evil Not Alone Lyrics

The lyrics of Последний Импульс Умирающей Жизни (The Last Impulse of Dying Life) by Evil Not Alone convey a sense of despair and hopelessness. The song is about a person who has given up on life and is ready to end it all. The opening lines, "Wait for me in heaven, I'll be there soon, I have only one jump left" suggest that the person has decided to commit suicide, and is asking someone to wait for them in the afterlife.

The second verse talks about the person's destructive behavior - they have painted pictures on the walls with their own blood and sperm, and have smashed all the windows and locked all the doors. The painting is a representation of the transformation of a human into a beast. The person seems to have reached a point where they are not just giving up on life, but are actively trying to destroy it.

The chorus repeats the opening lines and highlights the person's desire to join their loved ones in heaven, even if it means ending their life. The final verse talks about the person's regrets and the pain they have caused others. They seem to have a moment of clarity, realizing that they have been too consumed with their own pain and suffering to see the pain they have inflicted on others.

Overall, the song is a powerful portrayal of the struggle with mental illness and the desperation that can lead to suicide.