Xaraya
Evile Lyrics


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Left always to be among others needs
Please someone hear my cries
Just who will see that I long to be
No partner in misery?

No, never she hears, mother I call
Curse she has said
So self aware, the habit she wears
Sedation before a care

I breathe deep, inviting sleep, I beg
Save me and take me home
How we all soon forget
Born another vague regret

All I ever wish to be
Buried in my screams
Dehumanized, dehumanized
This world I never wanted
For this world I never asked

Eyes opened to sin, a struggle begins
Wherever was the choice?
Are these the ones I trust upon?
They can't even save themselves

My fortune in doubt, living without
Life within self
Others the same accepted in shame
A cycle without an end

I breathe deep, inviting sleep, I beg
Save me and take me home
How we all soon forget
Born another vague regret

All I ever wish to be
Buried in my screams
Dehumanized, dehumanized
This world I never wanted
For this world I never asked

I never knew, I never saw
Given no choice to bear a voice
Prisoner in a empty life
No one can see until too late

The winds of black will sweep me up
And take me back to where I know
The only thing in my control
Is I can be one more lost soul

For this world I never wanted
For this world I never asked




I breathe deep, invite sleep
I am dehumanized

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Evile's song Xaraya seem to be a deeply personal reflection on the struggles of dealing with one's own internal pain and the inability to communicate this pain effectively to those around us. The opening lines, "Left always to be among others needs, please someone hear my cries, just who will see that I long to be no partner in misery?" express a feeling of isolation and the desperate need for a connection with someone who understands the singer's pain.


The next lines, "No, never she hears, mother I call, curse she has said, so self-aware, the habit she wears, sedation before a care" reveal the frustration and disappointment at the inability of even their own mother to truly hear and understand them. This creates a self-awareness that the singer turns inward, seeking sedation or escape from their pain, rather than facing it head-on.


The chorus, "All I ever wish to be, buried in my screams, dehumanized, dehumanized, this world I never wanted, for this world I never asked" reinforces the sense of feeling disconnected from the world around them and a desire to escape into their own internal world.


The later verses and chorus speak to the struggle of trusting others with this pain and feeling alone even amongst those who are meant to be trusted. The final lines, "The winds of black will sweep me up and take me back to where I know, the only thing in my control, is I can be one more lost soul" reflect a resigned acceptance of their fate, perhaps even a desire to be lost to the world entirely.


Line by Line Meaning

Left always to be among others needs
Always placed among the needs of others, never considered for one's own


Please someone hear my cries
Requesting anyone to listen to their pleas


Just who will see that I long to be
Questioning who will recognize their desire


No partner in misery?
Wondering if there is anyone else suffering without company


No, never she hears, mother I call
Mother unresponsive to her calls for help


Curse she has said
Receiving curses as response


So self aware, the habit she wears
Mother's deep understanding of personal habits


Sedation before a care
Prefering sedation over care or show of emotion


I breathe deep, inviting sleep, I beg
Requesting sleep through deep breaths


Save me and take me home
Begging for rescue to a safe place


How we all soon forget
Remarking how quickly people forget


Born another vague regret
Adding another vague regret to the pile of regrets


All I ever wish to be
Expressing one's wish


Buried in my screams
Wanting to die shouting


Dehumanized, dehumanized
Feeling less than human, deprived of humanity


This world I never wanted
Not desiring this world


For this world I never asked
Never asking for this world


Eyes opened to sin, a struggle begins
Realizing the sins, beginning of a struggle


Wherever was the choice?
Wondering where the choice was in life


Are these the ones I trust upon?
Questioning people whom they trust


They can't even save themselves
They are not capable of saving their own selves


My fortune in doubt, living without
Uncertain future, living aimlessly


Life within self
Living a life only within oneself


Others the same accepted in shame
Others accepting the same fate as oneself, in shame


A cycle without an end
A cycle that continues endlessly


I never knew, I never saw
Never realizing or seeing the truth


Given no choice to bear a voice
No freedom to speak or have a voice


Prisoner in a empty life
Trapped in a life devoid of meaning


No one can see until too late
No one can understand till it's too late


The winds of black will sweep me up
Doom and gloom will come upon me


And take me back to where I know
Taking back to a familiar, yet unwelcoming place


The only thing in my control
The only thing under one's control


Is I can be one more lost soul
Becoming just another lost soul


I am dehumanized
Feeling devoid of humanity




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