Help Me
Exl Lyrics

I been fucked up since a young age
I have been dealing with psychological and emotional issues since I was young.

Stay blazing the days away to shake pain
I use smoking marijuana as a coping mechanism to numb my pain.

I don't know but I lay awake
I don't understand why, but I find myself unable to sleep.

Thinking about shit I did in a crazy state
I reflect on reckless and impulsive actions I took while in a disturbed mental state.

This ain't amateur shit I leveled up
My music has progressed to a more professional level.

I keep my demons in check they locked up
I have learned to control and manage my inner demons.

Where you been I been blazing up
While you were absent, I have been consistently smoking marijuana.

I been writing tracks they say close it shut
I continuously create songs despite others suggesting I should stop.

I'm on beast mode, I rep west no east coast
I am in an intense creative mindset and represent the western side of the country.

Fans say we gotta meet
My fans express their desire to meet me in person.

Then I lay it on a beat
I express my emotions and experiences through my music.

Than I spaz rap no chat, get back get a cone packed for me and we ten cones deep
I deliver passionate rap verses without hesitation, and my friends and I enjoy smoking marijuana together.

Me and my team, we stay blazing up, we stay blazing green
My group and I consistently smoke marijuana and enjoy its effects.

Only bongs and the amazing weed
We exclusively use bongs to smoke the highest quality marijuana.

Bring more there ain't no need
We don't need to acquire more marijuana, we already have enough.

Hows that for a flow scheme
I showcase my impressive flow and lyrical style in my music.

Me and Semtex we don't send texts
My collaborator Semtex and I communicate through means other than text messages.

Jumping on a beat coz we grind like a tech deck
We quickly and effortlessly work on music, just like skilled skateboarders grinding on a tech deck.

That's my verse I been through worse
The verse I just rapped signifies my past experiences of going through even more challenging situations.

Thinking should I die or is living life my curse
I frequently contemplate whether living is a curse or if I should end my life.

Am I meant to end up too young in hearse
I wonder if my destiny is to die at a young age.

I don't even what's the lesson that I learnt
I am unsure about the lessons I am supposed to learn from the hardships I have faced.

Play with fire and a cone will get burnt
Engaging in risky behavior like using drugs will have negative consequences.

Sometimes I slit my wrists
During moments of extreme despair, I have engaged in self-harm.

Over relationships, opportunities that I missed
I feel immense sadness and regret over failed relationships and missed chances in life.

What am I meant to do
I am uncertain about my purpose in life.

Ain't none of one these cunt even know what the fuck I been going through
None of these individuals truly understand the hardships I have endured.

I stay baked today, I lay awake
I continue to smoke marijuana, leading to sleepless nights.

Call my g's up we still smoke outta gatorade
I contact my close friends, and we smoke marijuana using a makeshift bong made from a Gatorade bottle.

As a little kid we did dumb shit
During my childhood, my friends and I engaged in foolish and reckless behavior.

Chase the next hit that's the shit we run with
We constantly seek out new experiences and thrills, even if they are detrimental.

The meds don't help
Prescribed medications do not alleviate my struggles.

I can't trust no one else
I struggle to place trust in anyone other than myself.

Say I never been better and lie to myself
I pretend that I am doing well, even though I am not.

Shit
Expressing frustration or disappointment.

I need help
I desperately require assistance and support.

Yah
An exclamation used to affirm or agree.

Yah
An exclamation used to affirm or agree.

Shit
Expressing frustration or disappointment.

Shit
Expressing frustration or disappointment.