Beginning
F. Of Audiotreats Lyrics
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I would never let a group or a single person
Try and define what my worth is
If you don’t got my trust then you prolly don’t deserve it
If the world really runs on peace why do we make bombs
Yo guy took five to the brain like he facepalmed
This is not a gimmick or a trick when that microphone clicks off
The me that I present straight stays on
They keep on making allegations that are asinine
Boy you couldn’t be top 10 if you were in a class of nine
The difference is I am it and you just act Devine
I’m walk-in through a black hole i summoned tryna pass the time
Flames ravaging the jungle the Amazon’s devestated
You selfish takin up oxygen just to waste it
It’s different when you’re livin while your idols are dead
0 competition, made a personality n we were friends
He wanna box box these shells and meet that box in the end
Therea not a hole inside my heart just an abyss that don’t end
Kids wanting attention sayin that ghosts write my hits
You could never hope to get all of these lines i encrypt
Glock Stevie wonder got no sight on that bitch
Kill yourself was really the best advice I could get
It’s hurtin me not to die it’s killin em see me live
Told me it’s on sight Brodie must be a blind man
Had to grab my 9 cause my smith 45 jammed
I’m steamin burner bro left him n them light tan
How could I ,ever feel offended lil bro I made you
Taught you how to hold a mic and write its like I raised you
Bitch google says I am worth 5 million
Why would I pursue after you
Baby momma tellin me she loves me and
She’ll never leave me
I just sit an think
This the same woman who moved out just the other week
Lord forgive me cause I’m back to selling drugs and guns to fiends
But Growing up the way that I did made it tough for me
To ever really think and believe you’re in love with me
Takin Trips thoughtout the galaxy with Elon on mars
There’s chalk round my heart,
Loves dont exist when you’re beyond the stars
Human being just tryna beam my energy far
They tried to be me you see how it got all them far
All I do is be myself I’ve never tried fitting parts
Rappers so similar it’s hard to pick ‘em apart
You lyrical content carbon copy the charts
Who really does this for passion who really does this for art
Who’s really wearin a mask and just wants to be a star
I’m every dead legend in one reincarnated
The aftermath of what if biggie and pac made it
I took my whole genre at 15 and shock waved it
You a Grown man who lived ya life inside ya moms basement
Any track I’ve ever featured on is deff yo biggest placement
Out in LA and it’s like these artists never wanna link w me
You had such different energy sub tweeting me
100% chance he gets robbed upon meetin me
Too close to the edge tell my stans to relax
I had to work from the dirt you were handed ya plaques
Making quick fame from all them big names on ya tracks
The song "Beginning" by F.Of Audiotreats is a powerful and introspective piece that delves into the artist's personal experiences and beliefs. The opening line, "Sometimes I get so high I forget where earth is," sets the tone for the rest of the song, as F.Of reflects on his past struggles with addiction and finding his place in the world. He asserts his self-worth and independence, stating that he will never let anyone define his value. F.Of also critiques the notion of peace in a world where bombs are still made, pointing out the hypocrisy of the powers that be.
The second half of the song deals with F.Of's relationships, both with his baby momma and with other artists in the industry. He admits to selling drugs and guns, highlighting the tough upbringing that has shaped his worldview. He expresses doubts about his lover's feelings for him, questioning whether love can truly exist in a world where he feels so disconnected. F.Of also speaks on his artistry, calling out copycat rappers and asserting himself as a true passion-driven artist. He also references his collaborations with other artists, suggesting that they may not reciprocate the same level of respect and admiration that he has for them.
Overall, "Beginning" is a raw and honest reflection of F.Of Audiotreats' innermost thoughts and emotions. It tackles heavy subjects such as addiction, self-worth, and the hypocrisy of the world we live in, offering a unique perspective and an unapologetic voice in the world of hip-hop.
Line by Line Meaning
Sometimes I get so high I forget where earth is
There are moments where I consume substances that cause me to lose touch with reality.
I would never let a group or a single person
I refuse to allow anyone, whether it's a group or individual, to influence my sense of self-worth.
Try and define what my worth is
I am uninterested in having others dictate what my personal value is, as it is something only I can determine.
If you don’t got my trust then you prolly don’t deserve it
I reserve my trust for those who have proven themselves worthy of it.
You idiots really wanna tell me to remain calm
I am tired of being told to keep my composure when there is chaos around me.
If the world really runs on peace why do we make bombs
I question why the world seeks peace but still creates weapons of destruction.
Yo guy took five to the brain like he facepalmed
Someone was hit so hard, it caused them to fall to the ground like they were facepalming.
This is not a gimmick or a trick when that microphone clicks off
My persona is not a facade or a gimmick, and it disappears once the microphone is turned off.
The me that I present straight stays on
The personality I publicly display is consistent with who I truly am as a person.
They keep on making allegations that are asinine
People continue to accuse me of things that are absurd and untrue.
Boy you couldn’t be top 10 if you were in a class of nine
You are so untalented that you couldn't even rank in the top ten of a small group of people.
The difference is I am it and you just act Devine
I possess a unique talent and ability that sets me apart, while you merely pretend to have the same qualities.
I’m walk-in through a black hole i summoned tryna pass the time
I am aimlessly wandering through a difficult and confusing time in my life, struggling to find meaning.
Flames ravaging the jungle the Amazon’s devestated
The Amazon rainforest is currently on fire, causing widespread destruction.
You selfish takin up oxygen just to waste it
You are wasting valuable resources while others suffer from a lack of them.
It’s different when you’re livin while your idols are dead
It's a unique experience to be alive while your inspirations have passed away.
0 competition, made a personality n we were friends
I don't have any competition, and I have created a persona that is well-liked by many.
He wanna box box these shells and meet that box in the end
Someone wants to engage in a physical fight, potentially leading to their own demise.
Therea not a hole inside my heart just an abyss that don’t end
I don't have an emptiness in my heart, but rather an infinite sense of void.
Kids wanting attention sayin that ghosts write my hits
Some people are claiming that I am not actually writing my own music, but that it's being done by otherworldly entities.
You could never hope to get all of these lines i encrypt
You could not hope to comprehend the complex lyrics that I write.
Glock Stevie wonder got no sight on that bitch
My gun is so powerful, it could make someone as blind as Stevie Wonder see clearly.
Kill yourself was really the best advice I could get
The only helpful advice I received was self-destructive in nature.
It’s hurtin me not to die it’s killin em see me live
The fact that I am still alive when others may have wanted me to die is causing me pain, and is also difficult for them to accept.
Told me it’s on sight Brodie must be a blind man
Someone has threatened to physically confront me, but it's clear they don't really understand what they are getting into.
Had to grab my 9 cause my smith 45 jammed
I had to resort to using a different gun because my previous one malfunctioned.
I’m steamin burner bro left him n them light tan
I am so skilled and dangerous with my gun that I was able to kill someone and leave them discolored from burns.
How could I, ever feel offended lil bro I made you
I am confused as to how someone I helped and mentored could turn around and be disrespectful to me.
Taught you how to hold a mic and write its like I raised you
I taught you the fundamental skills of being a rapper, to the point where I feel like I helped raise you.
Bitch google says I am worth 5 million
According to Google, my net worth is five million dollars.
Why would I pursue after you
I have no interest in pursuing someone who doesn't want to be with me or doesn't share the same goals and values.
Baby momma tellin me she loves me and
The mother of my child is expressing her love for me.
She’ll never leave me
She assures me that she will never abandon our relationship.
I just sit an think
I ponder my relationship with the mother of my child, and whether or not we have a future together.
This the same woman who moved out just the other week
It's difficult to reconcile her current expressions of love with the fact that she recently moved out of my home.
Lord forgive me cause I’m back to selling drugs and guns to fiends
I am ashamed to admit that I have resorted to selling illegal substances to make ends meet.
But Growing up the way that I did made it tough for me
My difficult upbringing has made it hard for me to find legitimate means of income.
To ever really think and believe you’re in love with me
It's challenging for me to truly believe that someone could love me, given all the challenges I've faced in life.
Takin Trips thoughtout the galaxy with Elon on mars
I am daydreaming about traveling to other planets with Elon Musk.
There’s chalk round my heart,
I feel like my heart is surrounded by a white outline, perhaps due to emotional turmoil.
Loves dont exist when you’re beyond the stars
Love is a foreign concept when you've reached a level of immense success and fame.
Human being just tryna beam my energy far
I am trying to spread positive energy to others, as a human being.
They tried to be me you see how it got all them far
Others have tried to emulate my style and success, but haven't been able to reach the same level because they lack authenticity.
All I do is be myself I’ve never tried fitting parts
I value being true to myself and have never tried to change myself to fit someone else's expectations or standards.
Rappers so similar it’s hard to pick ‘em apart
Many rappers have such similar styles and sounds that it's difficult to tell them apart.
You lyrical content carbon copy the charts
Your lyrics are unoriginal and replicated from other popular songs.
Who really does this for passion who really does this for art
I question who in the music industry is truly passionate about their craft, and who is just doing it for financial gain.
Who’s really wearin a mask and just wants to be a star
I am curious about which artists are pretending to be someone they're not, just to gain fame.
I’m every dead legend in one reincarnated
I feel as though I embody the spirit and talent of every deceased music legend, all rolled into one person.
The aftermath of what if biggie and pac made it
I am imagining what the world would look like today if Biggie Smalls and Tupac Shakur had not been killed.
I took my whole genre at 15 and shock waved it
When I was only fifteen years old, I revolutionized the music genre I work in.
You a Grown man who lived ya life inside ya moms basement
You are an adult who has never left your mother's home, living in her basement and lacking independence.
Any track I’ve ever featured on is deff yo biggest placement
Whenever I collaborate with another artist, it's typically the most successful track they've ever produced.
Out in LA and it’s like these artists never wanna link w me
While I'm in Los Angeles, I'm finding that many artists don't want to collaborate or associate with me for some reason.
You had such different energy sub tweeting me
You were expressing negative energy towards me indirectly on social media, even though you had a more pleasant demeanor in person or direct communication.
100% chance he gets robbed upon meetin me
If this person were to ever meet me in person, they would almost certainly be robbed by me.
Too close to the edge tell my stans to relax
I am getting too close to the brink of self-destructive behavior, and am urging my dedicated fans to remain calm and not enable me.
I had to work from the dirt you were handed ya plaques
I had to overcome immense challenges and obstacles to achieve success, while you were given your accolades without much effort on your part.
Making quick fame from all them big names on ya tracks
You have gained popularity and success by featuring big-name artists on your songs, rather than through your own merit.
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