Bipolar
F8L Lyrics

(Someone will pass you in the dark)
There are people who will accomplish things without anyone noticing.

(And you will never know it)
Their achievements will go unnoticed, even by the people closest to them.

(For they will be from outer space)
The people who achieve great things outside of the public eye will seem otherworldly.

Not even rocking the Prada Louis (Prada Louis, Prada Louis)
I am not concerned with material possessions, like designer clothing.

This the call of duty
Making music is my responsibility and I take it seriously.

I've been breaking it down and making movies (Making movies, making movies)
I've been working hard and producing music that tells a story.

Bring an Oscar to me
I am confident in my work and believe it's award-worthy.

In a plane right now flying to another city (To another city)
I'm a hardworking artist who is always on the move.

2020 is a good year, never getting tired on the way to the milli (Way to the milli)
I am determined to make a lot of money and 2020 is going to be my year.

Everybody better look here
Pay attention to me and my music.

Damaging, raising this hell
My music is intense and creates chaos.

I'm feeling like Pablo and Disney because my name is a brand in itself
I have created a brand with my music and feel powerful, like Pablo Escobar and Disney.

I'm a desperado who is busy as fuck, so well
I'm a hardworking artist who is always busy.

Never realistic, but I always keep it real
My music may not be realistic, but it comes from an authentic place.

No Netflix, 'cause I got no chill
I am too busy working to relax and watch Netflix.

I just wanna smash a guitar on a cop car
I feel rebellious and want to break things, like smashing a guitar on a cop car.

Till I meet Cobain, I'm a rockstar
I aspire to be like Kurt Cobain and be a legendary rockstar.

No time, no time (No time, no time)
I am always busy and don't have any time.

I got no time no time (No time, no time)
I am constantly working and don't have any free time.

Yeah
Confirmation or emphasis of the previous lines.

Iverson moments up top (Top)
I am making iconic, memorable moments like Allen Iverson in his prime.

By the time that I'd be 23, I would be Michael Jordan with the shots (Shots)
I am setting high standards for myself and aspire to be a legend, like Michael Jordan.

My rings just boutta be legendary, never drop
I will achieve great things and my success will last forever.

Pulling up in a G Wagon with my middle finger is the way that I'm gonna be saying peace
I will achieve success and will show my haters that they were wrong.

I'm not even competing with anybody or anything
I am focused on my own success and not worried about competing with others.

So shut the fuck up, you're not even in the same league
I am on a different level than my haters and they should stop trying to compete with me.

White Adidas on my feet (Feet)
I am not concerned with designer footwear and wear simple, white Adidas sneakers.

Black Vans in my spot (Spot)
I wear simple, inexpensive shoes in my everyday life.

You cannot walk in my shoes (No)
My experiences and journey are unique and cannot be replicated.

Even if you pull up your socks (Oh)
Even if you try to improve yourself or compete with me, you won't be able to keep up.

Any show is a showdown when I show up
My performances are powerful and always steal the show.

So driven, you would think I had a chauffeur
I am motivated and driven, as if I have a personal chauffeur pushing me to succeed.

Fuck sleep, I don't even wanna blink now
I am so focused on my work that I don't want to waste any time, even sleeping or blinking.

'Cause I gotta do too many things now
I am juggling multiple tasks and responsibilities and don't have time to rest.

I'm a '90s baby with a soul from the '60s
I have a passion for music from the '60s, despite growing up in the '90s.

I listen to The Beatles, Princes, Jimmis
I appreciate and listen to iconic musicians like The Beatles, Prince, and Jimi Hendrix.

I ain't gotta lotta friends but I gotta lotta verses
I value my creative work more than having a large social circle.

I ain't got a social life 'cause I keep on working
I am too busy working to have an active social life.

Sacrificing my family time
I am sacrificing time with my family to pursue my passion for music.

Follow me through the pain as I try to happily rhyme
My lyrics come from a place of pain and struggle, but I try to find happiness and positivity through my music.

I got a dream, I had a dream with this music
I have a dream to succeed with my music and am actively working towards that goal.

It is such a big world but I could never fit into it
I feel like an outsider in the world and struggle to find my place.

The one kid in the class on the back bench
I have always felt like an outsider and have never quite fit in with the crowd.

Scribbling songs on the last page
I have always been writing and creating music, even in the margins of my school notebooks.

I keep on doubting myself when I'm overthinking that
I often doubt myself and my abilities when I overthink things.

So every second day I end up with another migraine attack
My stress and anxiety often manifest physically, with frequent migraines.

But I never tell anybody 'cause that is my problem
I keep my struggles to myself and internalize my problems.

I know I can't solve it, so I just write about it
I am aware that I may not be able to solve my problems, but I find solace in writing about them in my music.

I hope I'm right about it, those are my fucking thoughts
I hope that my music accurately reflects my thoughts and feelings.

I'm boutta graduate, I don't need a fucking job
I am graduating soon and am confident in my ability to pursue a career in music without needing a traditional job.

My mom and dad are worried, I can see it in their minds
My parents are concerned about my future and worried about my decision to pursue music.

But I don't wanna exist, I wanna live my life
I want to live a fulfilling life, not just exist and go through the motions of everyday life.

Reminiscing all the times that my grandma was alive
I miss my grandmother who has passed away and often think about the time we spent together.

Flashbacks of the times that I tried suicide
I struggle with mental health and have attempted suicide in the past.

I'm talking to my demons, I can never sleep at night
I am haunted by my inner demons and struggle with insomnia.

I'm writing this at 3:25 in the morning
I am awake and writing at an early hour, unable to sleep.

I guess I need to take a break
I recognize the importance of taking a break and stepping away from my work to prioritize my mental health.

So I look at the stars, 'cause I know they can relate
I find solace and comfort in looking at the stars and feeling a sense of connection to the universe.

Sometimes I'm feeling like my mental freedom is something I gave away
I feel like I have lost my sense of personal freedom due to my mental health struggles.

Not even knowing, when it's night, when it's day, yeah
My mental health struggles have made it difficult for me to distinguish between day and night and maintain a regular sleep schedule.

Fuck
Expression of frustration or strong emotion.

It's like, I can't even remember the last time that I was peaceful
I struggle with finding peace and tranquility in my life.

If that makes any sense but
Acknowledging that the previous statement may be confusing or difficult to understand.

I don't know how to tell you
Expressing difficulty in communicating personal struggles and emotions.